it has been much too long since i’ve last been here.

That moment when you finally escape one writing hiatus and accidentally fall back into another one due to an once-in-a-century pandemic but slowly find your way again after 2 more years…written like 20k+ words in a week or so and finishing various fics and oneshots. Will be nice once I can replicate that for my longer writing projects so they can be officially pulled from the head shelf and dusted off and worked on.

Haven't updated in a while. Been *very* busy this summer getting all my crap sorted out, more or less, hence I haven't been on here in a while. Not sure if I'm returning fully but trying to keep up on multiple places never worked out well for me personally. I always end up vanishing to focus elsewhere. Oops. Will try and be more present on here though, although I'd be surprised if anyone still remembers me on here lol. Hope everyone's summer has been going well. Until next time... Also, WTF TUMBLR, YOU KEEP CHANGING TOO MUCH WITH THE LITTLE DETAILS. GOSH.

First day of a new month, and I'm already dreading it because I level up in 5 days.

Had to say goodbye to a friend I made on Twitter last night. Messaged them about it too. They had been debating on leaving Twitter for a while, but something finally clicked via a troll the other night. But the response from them, I didn't expect. Through all my ramblings on there and whatnot, I was thanked, even told I had inspired them to try writing. I was touched, and got poetic. And somewhere in the middle of those emotional ramblings, they liked the first one where I thanked them, but by the end they were gone. Although they told me if they came back they'd follow me again and talk, so I have hope. And hoping for their sake that life gets better. But I definitely had a bit of a good cry while hugging stuff last night, because goodbyes hurt all the same. And I wish I had been able to do more. But I was utterly touched that, although in silence, I had been making a difference for them. Like always I'll keep being myself, because I'm proud of myself for many reasons. One being hopeful.