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A/N: Hey, sorry this took me a long time. I hope you like it, Anon, whoever you may be. (tellmeyoursecretsbeautifulstranger) It was kind of tricky to pull off. I wanted to make it a sweeter ending at first, but you did ask for angst. Hope I made it angsty enough for you. ^^
It had been a nice date. It had been a good time. For once, everything was just...nice.
Bill didn't have to pretend anymore. He didn't have to be pretend to hate everything or try to be a spazz or plot anything. He did have to pretend his past didn't exist, but that was okay. It was perfect, actually. Everything was perfect.
So why.. WHY..is he doing this to himself?
Up to now, he had just been...William. An average human with a life he manages to avoid talking about and happily Mabel's current boyfriend. He didn't have to pretend to hate shit, or love to be wild. He didn't have to hide anything from her. He didn't have to be...well what everyone thought Bill Cipher was supposed to be. He could just..be himself. And Mabel was about the only person he'd wanna be honest with.
But, if he wanted to be REALLY honest with her.. He'd have to tell her. Tell he was just.. "The triangle guy" in some crappy disguise. Tell her the truth she deserves to hear and..end this all right now.
'And this..', he thought miserably to himself. '..is why I've always hated the truth.'
They were taking a walk through the woods when Bill finally stopped to talk.
"Umm... Mabel?", he started, keeping his eyes to the ground. "Can..can we talk about something?"
"Wait..", Mabel, frowned at her tall pale blond-haired date, for a moment, making him nervous. "...You're not gonna take off your jacket and tell me you're a bunch of gnomes or dwarves or whatever and you wanna kidnap me, right?"
Bill paused a moment and then laughed a little.
"No. Not a gnome. But I would love to kidnap you and have you all for myself.", he grinned.
Mabel giggled and blushed. She gave him a light shove.
"Come on.", she laughed with him. "No, seriously, whatcha wanna tell me?"
Bill almost wished she didn't ask that. His smile faded and he sighed a little.
"Well...", he looked for the right words. "I was..just wondering..what if.. Well what if I was a gnome or whatever? What if I was a paranormal in disguise? Just..not the kidnapping type."
"...Well...what kinda type then?", she asked curiously.
"The uh...not humanoid type.", he slowly replied, making a face like whatever form of being entered his mind was repulsive...when truth he just thought about how repulsed Mabel will be in a minute.
"Mmm..", she bit her lip in thought, trying to imagine, trying to guess what was going on in his head. "..I... I dunno. I mean, it wouldn't be a first for me..? But it would be kinda weird..? ...But you are a nice person to be around. So there is that."
"Well, say I'm a not-human anomaly and..I do like you. I haven't been bullshitting you during all this time we’ve been together.", Bill explained, looking back and making a gesture to indicate their love-life together. "I didn’t even think it was possible for me to fall in love, especially with someone like you, and even get to find that you’re so amazing. But if..I showed you what I am...you may not like it, even though you deserve to know the truth"
"...So what kinda creature are you then?", she asked, getting to the point. "...William, you're a nice guy. I love you. We've had such a nice time together. Whatever you are, I'll try to be open-minded about it, kay? You're still you..and that's all that matters to me."
Mabel cupped his face and brought him into a kiss. It was sweet and promising. He kissed back, making it a good one. Knowing it was the last time he would feel this. That he could share this moment with her. This futile exchange of trust and affection. When they pulled away, Bill couldn't look her in the eye. She could see he was really worried about all this.
"...Don't be too open-minded. Don't know what could fly in.", he said in heartless humor.
"It'll be fine...", she promised, her voice so sweet and gentle..so reassuring and comforting, trying to soothe his fear of the inevitable. Fuck he hated to do this to her.
Bill sighed again. It was now or later.
"Alright.. Just..don't scream."
He closed his eye and could feel his body change once more. Just like it had done many many times before. When he looked back at her, Mabel's face had fallen into the kind of shock he was expecting. Which quickly morphed into a kind of terror he has seen before...a kind of terror he hated to see in her.
"...Bill?", she asked, confused and scared.
Bill waited for the inevitable. But it didn't come. She didn't slap him in the face or scream or pitch a fit. She did get angry. Enraged, even. Her face flushed a bright red and her face was twisted into a terrible scowl that hurt him to see. She attempted to say anything, but couldn't find the words as tears made her eyes glossy and wet. She turned on her heels and ran away, as fast as her feet could carry her.
He didn't call out to stop her. He didn't even try. No matter what he'd say now, no matter what he'd try to do, he wouldn't be able to convince her to think of him any differently than she had.
He hurt her family. He tricked her brother and her uncle. He tricked her into denying all Reality. He destroyed her idea of anything "perfect". He nearly destroyed her home. He'll always be a monster in her eyes.
No matter what he'd try, no matter what he'd do, she'll always hate him. It didn’t matter if he finally had a chance to show someone, anyone, especially her, who he really was. It didn’t matter if he finally felt free to express himself and show how much he cares, or show how happy she made him. It didn’t matter if he could generate a hundred different human disguises just for a fleeting chance to talk to her again. It didn't matter if he told her everything about why he did this or nothing at all. She’ll always despise him. She didn’t need to say it. He already knew.
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There will be. I have yet to type them up. I recently got home from a small trip with my family and I didn't have wifi so I couldn't work on it. I think I've got some requests for the next minis. I just need to actually write it. I will definitely try to do my best to work on it some more soon!
