#mab.txt

trying to fall asleep while your mind makes up scenarios of being fucked in the mattress is not for the weak

how can a normal person understand that writing about fictional characters make the mentally insane person (me) sane?

'i miss this' 'i miss you' god forbid a girl can yearn

"i miss you" hard sex with the pining and going all out after not seeing each other for a long time vs "we shouldn't be doing this" sneaky sex with the fear of anyone else knowing but it actually riles you up

you're not a content machine. you don't have to put pressure on yourself to keep spurring fics all the time. drop that pen when it feels heavy. it's better to take time off than pushing yourself to the limits and feeling burnout from overworking yourself. take a break, catch your breath, then slowly begin again. the world can wait

hey. unclench your jaw. breathe deeper. fill up your glass and drink water. eat more probiotics for your gut health. bask in the morning sun. touch some grass. play with your pet. text someone and ask how they've been. wave at your endearing neighbor. don't worry too much about what's bothering you right now, we're not in a rush. life is more beautiful and worthwhile when you tend to yourself first

when you're whining and he asks what's wrong and as you're about to talk, he picks up the pace and fucks into you mercilessly, not giving you space to speak. he's chuckling in your ear and stares at your fucked out face, demanding you to keep your eyes open and look at him as he makes your pussy sore until the next morning