#m.p.c.

Reading

Everything was so glum when I had I read that chapter of the Pickwick Papers. It was supposed to be a humorous tale, but in the midst of droll satire there were depictions of genuine suffering. Sam stood in the confines of prison to look around at battered bodies calloused so thick with distress. It was one of those disparities that shocks you into thinking intensely of it.

Also, while talking of imprisonment is still appropriate, I read Ballad of the Reading Gaol. It was brilliant.

School

I finally asked a question in philosophy. It was addressed only superficially, however, I saw I had touched on something interesting. If he forgives me for being a complete goon, then maybe we can have a reasonable discussion. Despite looking on at math languidly, I've managed to do very well.

Studio

Aside from the mundane details regarding school, i feel the need to reveal that I made a rap song today. I've devised a description of it for the layman: If rap were a school, then this song would be an entry level paper to a chief keef/gucci mane field of study.  There's unintelligible lyrics, words people don't know, flexing, etc., but the execution lacks the professional, leaned out, no-fucks-given type of sound that can only come through graduate work under guidance of a trap scholar. I like it a lot, it's also pretty funny.

Snippet from the song:

"Nyoooooom."

I genuinely feel that I am trying too hard to write something of quality. I desperately hope that I can revert to writing without care soon. Writing with others in mind seems so superficial to me; I create the best things when I seek my own applause.

This post^ was the result of writing the recent accounts of God Baba. I assure you that the events within the next 16 weeks will be serialized and written very well. I plan on transcending. As for the accounts of the previous month or so, those will remain a dim obscurity of films, popov, and english class.

Because I derive inspiration for telling my tales from the Pickwick Papers, I'll be tagging these posts as "M.P.C." Also, this will provide readers with the ability to continue reading or to avoid entirely my descriptive accounts.