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Beginning: VIII of Pentacles | Reversed
The Eight of Pentacles normally attests to passion, craftsmanship, and diligence. To see it reversed means listlessness, no direction, no motivation, and no inspiration. Life has become dull and tasteless, and it reflects in your work. You are willing to put forth the efforts, but the right opportunities have not aligned. The work to get there may feel like drudgery and tedium, but this card asks you to find a new challenge to recreate that spark.
Courtship: Fortitude | Reversed
As imagined, Fortitude represents bravery, compassion, focus, and inner strength. However, Fortitude reversed points to self doubt, weakness, and insecurity. Like any animal backed into a corner, you may be lashing out, or cowering. This card shows up to remind you to be more patient with yourself. Acknowledging your vulnerabilities is a sign of inner strength. In order to cultivate the growth of the upright position, you must remember that growth does not happen without effort. You are worth the risks you take to continue living your life authentically.
Impact: X of Swords
The Ten of Swords is one of the most obvious card meanings out of the deck, but for those uninitiated, it indicates failure, collapse, and defeat. In the story of the suit of swords is one of battle completed through faulty means, culminating in the tenth card's defeat. The Ten of Sword's failure stems from believing the swords are the external conflicts of the world. However, more frequently, the swords that flay the mind are often those of anxiety, hopelessness, and collapsing under the pressure. There wasn't much to be done: the Ten of Swords indicates a failure from the start that you fought fruitlessly against. This card asks you to accept this ending. There is nothing else to be done but to start anew.
Foundation: King of Coins
The King of Coins represents abundance, prosperity, and security. One takes the role of a provider and a protector that is well-trusted, wise, generous, and ambitious. This was a position that was built from the ground-up--making its foundation strong indeed.
Obstacles: King of Wands | Reversed
The King of Wands normally speaks to a person's leadership qualities of seeing the big picture and being able to overcome any challenge. Reversed, this card's energy becomes impulsive, overbearing, and expects the impossible. The crown, so to speak, has been earned through a charismatic persona and misused for personal gain. Many unethical choices led to one to their fall. This hollow persona has collapsed, rendering the one behind the mask naked and humiliated.
Commitment: Ace of Chalices
The Ace of Chalices represents new feelings, spirituality, and intuition. This can be the beginning potential for great emotional and spiritual awareness. As the suit of the chalices is deeply associated with emotions, this beckons on a new beginning of deep intimacy, in either a platonic or romantic sense. This can be a call to nurture a new relationship, or smooth out old arguments.
Overall: The beginning of their relationship was founded after a long period of feeling directionless, uninspired, and ultimately numb. As both of them came together, they were wounded and as such spent time engaging in lashing out or otherwise resorting to cowardly measures to avoid each other. However, they can make the choice to come together and trust each other with their vulnerabilities.
This relationship's addition to their lives brings much pain and despair. They experience failures in their battles. Perhaps those swords were used to stab into the preexisting wounds, echoing the seventh point in the journey of betrayal. Despite this, the foundation of their relationship is that of providing and caring for each other. They wish to be the stability for each other.
However, arrogance is ultimately their downfall. Somewhere in their relationship, they buried something that needed to be addressed, and it could unravel everything. Perhaps one of them is terrified to reveal it and ruin anything, or perhaps already have and has suffered the consequences since. Fortunately, the core of their relationship is to always begin anew. Their affection for each other overruns the chalice, blossoming into a deep trust.
