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A collection of my favorite lyrics from The Great Impersonator. Feel free to change as needed! Some of my favorites were too specific for roleplay so I did not add them. Namely from I Believe in Magic and Life of The Spider which are two of my favorite songs.
β Do you think they'd laugh at how I died? β
β I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open as if it's honorable to bleed. β
β But I'm not lucky and I know I wasnβt chosen. β
β The world keeps spinnin' without me. β
β I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead. β
β I'm nervous what you'll think of me now. β
β I'm hoping that someone comes around and helps me figure it out. β
β I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm acting like a fucking baby. β
β I'm really not as happy as I seem. β
β I'm still a little kid that can't make friends. β
β I wanna be invited, but I won't attend. β
β I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty. β
β Nothing's as it seems. β
β I don't like the lie I'm living. β
β I'm way too nice and too forgiving. β
β It's all done now, who am I kidding? β
β I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting. β
β I'm really not that happy being me. β
β I'm trying to be positive. But oh, it's really hard. β
β I'm a loner, I'm a loser. β
β I'm on a real short leash, but I like it tight. β
β You know a mercy kill is what I seek. β
β I didn't ask to live, but dying's up to me. β
β Well, they say all dogs go to Heaven. Well, what about a bitch What about an evil girl left lying in a ditch? β
β Tell the three people who asked that I am in a better place. β
β 'Cause I'm not old, but I am tired. β
β I'm not strong, I'm very weak. β
β I have seen enough! I've seen it all! β
β I don't wanna hurt so get it over with quick. β
β Please, God, I wanna be loved. β
β I don't wanna be somebody that they wanna get rid of. β
β Every time you lean in closer, both my knees can't help but shake.β
β I think you're a danger to my health, or so it seems. β
β Is it love or a panic attack? β
β Is a heavy heart too much to hold? β
β Because you make me fucking nervous and I don't know what it all means. β
β My spirit has been broken. β
β My optimism's getting sore. β
β I don't know if I can see you anymore. β
β I don't like to complain, but I'm saying sorry. β
β When I met you, I thought I was damaged goods. β
β If you knew it was the end of the world, would you like to stay a while? β
β Would you leave when it gets hard? β
β When I met you, I said I would never die. β
β The joke was always mine 'cause I'm racing against time. β
β Nothing good is free, but oh, it should be. β
β I still believe in Heaven, if they'll never let me in. β
β I think I might start tryin' because I haven't been. β
β Could all just be an answer to thosΠ΅ prayers that came delayed? β
β Please, God, I don't wanna be sick. β
β I don't wanna be somebody that you're tryna get rid of. β
β There ain't a reason on this earth I'd go back to my hometown. β
β You know, I never felt like anyone, I was a paradoxal lie. β
β I didn't think that I was special, but I was too afraid to die. β
β I was trying to love you through an open wound 'cause everything I put inside there just fell right through. β
β If you only knew how bad it hurt me too. β
β You can rest your head down and not feel any shame. β
β I never loved you in vain. β
β You never listen and I'm terrible too. β
β If you stopped, I would've kissed you. β
β I almost thought I heard you call my name. β
β They say that God makes no mistakes, but I might disagree. β
β You all know something that I don't. β
Well, I was born all by myself It's not unlikely that I'll die that way as well. β
β I always knew I was a martyr. β
β I was built from special pieces that I learned how to unscrew. β
β I can always reassemble to fit perfectly for you. β
β So where do I go in the process when I'm just an apparatus? β
β I'm reduced to just a body here in someone else's bed. β
β When you're done, you can discard me like the others always do. β
β Your human starter kit came incomplete. β
β Fool me twice, the shame is on me. β
β Am I a victim in your game? β
β Can I take the blame for everything you hate? β
β The punishment and crime are not the same. β
β Somebody will love me for the way that I'm designed. β
β You smothered out the glow I grew for you, but it was mine too. β
β Have you ever been broken and thrown down? β
β Have you ever given the world to somebody as a gift and had it returned? β
β Did you know the father's DNA stays inside the mother for seven years? β
β Have you ever woken from a dream just to realize that you're still asleep? β
β Do you ever wish you were still asleep? β
β Do you ever wish you wouldn't wake up? β
I'm only small, I'm only weak.
β God, how could I even think of daring to exist? Looking just like this, I'm hideous.
β I worked real hard on the last one but the last one got me here. β
β I'm minding my own business but my presence makes you curse. β
β I should be getting better but I'm only getting worse. β
β And, God, how dare I even think of choosing here to die? 'Cause then, I'm just a problem that you have to take outside. β
β I know you hate the sight of me, I haunt you when you're fast asleep. β
β If only I had eight more lives. β
β You don't like it when I cry. β
β You would break me if you tried. And you will because I dared to be alive. β
β I'll never be like him. β
β You know my father isn't dead, but it don't feel like he's still here. β
β And my eyes tell me that he's harmless despite what my heart has to say. β
β So maybe just forget. Maybe move on, don't regret. β
β Or maybe this is just another trick that hasn't happened yet. β
β I thought that it was my fault and now sometimes I still do. β
β I can't bear to fake a smile when you walk into the room. β
β Everybody, get in line to meet the girl who flew too high. β
β Did it all to be included, my self-loathing so deep-rooted. β
β When I die, I won't have time to spend my money. β
β But I hope that you still love me. β
β A problem child, I was rough. But what do you do with a difficult grownup? β
β I thought I changed so much, nobody would notice it, and no one did. β
β I told everybody I was fine for a whole damn year. β
β Please, God, or whoever you are. β
β These days I get less calls 'cause no one wants to hear my voice. β
β I miss the days when I was gettin' texts that I could just avoid. β
β I don't ever wanna leave him, but I don't think it's my choice. β
β I don't think my pleas are heard because I'm screaming in the void. β
β Please, God, oh, you've gotta be sick. β
β Why do you make it hurt, and why's it over so quick? β
β Please, God, I'm finally loved. I finally found somebody I don't wanna get rid of. β
β You took a little while to respond to my prayer. β
β Please, God, no, this doesn't seem fair. β
β I'm tryin' not to show it, but I'm terribly scared. β
β They don't know I'm lonely. β
β They don't know I'm kind. β
β Does a story die with its narrator? β
β This is a cry for help, callin' for assistance. β
β What happened to the girl I knew? β
β I think I've been awake for days but it's so much fun. β
β I took another dose but I don't think it's micro. β
β Can't you see that I'm an imposter? β
β Where's the fun in doing well? β
β The good girls never kiss and tell. β
β I don't belong here, how 'bout you? β
β I still get punished for good deeds. β