@lycorisbloomed. / continued.
castorice was the first person to understand, outside of kafka and occasionally the others, what it was like to exist without your own say in the matter. that it was all part of some end-game that you could not begin to fathom. she had a knack for understanding the parts of him that he didn't think anybody could anymore, not after leaving the xianzhou luofu in his first life, his first 'era' of existence.
( but that was a long time ago, and the memories are singed. )
"My only choice in life, as of this one," he starts to admit as he looks out over the cliff-faces of the world around him, looking around with an apt amount of sorrow and hatred, but not towards her or for the world itself. "was the choice to continue, despite. Do you understand?"









