#lwozine

keep on loving keep on fighting 

Laverne Cox we love you praise!!

I rip at my stomach reluctantly trying to peal a layer of my skin off like a patchy green snake. I want to change and have control of my body. I  loose air in my breath trying to break free from this hell hole epidermis, my shelter. Not feeling like a home but a jail. Revolving with ridicule of its structure I just want to change. Looking into a mirror is like fighting a civil war between loving and hating what you see. When will the war end with peace of mind? I question the way my hair is done in the morning, the way my makeup smears in the afternoon, the way my fat piles over my jeans sitting in my desk at class. Each time I question my appearance A bomb bangs into my heart. My soul crumbles down like a stale cookie breaking down. I am still fighting a battle between loving and hating what I see. I want the war to end. I want to look at my reflection and look past what I see.