#luxyap

Prompt: add a song for each letter of your username

L : Lake - Jack Stauber

U : Us and Them - Pink Floyd

X : XL-TT - Hiroyuki Sawano

M : Mama - My Chemical Romance

O : One Hundred Years - The Cure

T : Turpentine - Mother Mother

H : Helvegen - Wardruna

I was about to use a group with X but fortunately I found one single song 🙌🏻 thank you Sawano for the weirdest titles

Now we're married btw

So I thought, well, I like Alice in Wonderland, I am drawing, and I am Vesper in a way, so I should add her as well, and that's much more fitting. I feel it fits with the moth/caterpillar thing and with the existential questions and so :3

Didn't end up how I would have liked but at least not terrible i guess :)

I don't have many followers at all to be making this kind of summary post, but I always feel like I have to explain myself, even more since I've been drawing and posting way less lately.

I've been feeling too... dry, recently, in any way you may imagine such. I fortunately still have ideas in my head constantly, but I can't just make them, or even decide what to do, like something pulling my soul down and I can't reach the surface to act in any way. I've been trying to keep with the fic too but somehow it makes me feel so tired.

Real life is also extremely tough lately, and in few words I'm running out of options. I can't find a job in this damn country so I'm considering to open commissions, but sadly I don't know if I trust myself enough for that. I might try bit by bit. You could tell me if you're interested though <3

Hoping that anything I create becomes something meaningful, I've been trying to be more active on my second account, though I'm not sure if that's helping. I feel like I have a lot of things to do and that creates all the opposite effect and I end up frozen and exhausted.

Mirror selfies are so difficult to make wtf