hello everybody this is lustfullie
okay, so yesterday i was on my blog, reblogging some stuff. i was enjoying tumblr, like usual. it was daytime, so i had time to blog. yesterday i had to get on an airplane to fly back home, so i packed up everything and went home! the whole trip i didn't use my phone or computer, i was asleep haha. so i get home, excited to see if i got any messages, new followers, stuff like that. i am on mobile, and i refresh my dashboard. it logs me out. i'm confused and i sit there thinking "omg why isn't the wifi working ugh," so i log myself in and the log in screen tells me my account has been terminated. my heart stops and i think "no... this can't be happening...". i log in a couple more times and it tells me i can email tumblr and they'll tell me why they terminated me. i ask why, and they still have yet to answer.
guys, tumblr is my pride and joy. it's the only thing keeping me happy besides my friends. i have learned so much from tumblr and i get so excited to check my feed every day. i adore the sweet messages i get from my followers and the kind "tumblr hug" stuff. it makes me a better person. i'm here, lying in bed, crying as i type these words that i'm sorry i disobeyed the rules of tumblr, but you honestly don't understand how important tumblr was to me. i got to express myself, who i am. what my passions and weird fetishes were. i worked hard to get the amount of followers i had and i adored every single one of them.
i never got to pick my favorite blogs, or continue my networks. i think this is my final goodbye. you all can forget about my blog. about me. i will have this blog, which is my plant blog with kyuwon. tumblr might terminate this blog too.
i have yet to figure out why tumblr decided to terminate me. you guys probably reported me for being too young. but at heart i am way more mature than that and i can handle things. you're probably laughing because right now i'm not handling the loss of my account well, but it's not funny.
sorry to disappoint all of my followers and mutuals, hope to join you all again in the future. goodbye, and thank you all for being there for me when i got hate anons and when i was down. i love you all.
-emmy
