#luscamine

I don't really know how it all happened but I remember signing some papers and then there was red paint on my hands and arms and then my hair was cut off (just in the middle) and I was on mud. 

It was pretty funny, really.

I should stop worrying, maybe I will indeed enjoy life more than I'm used to. 

I hope more days like today come this year and over my studies in college.

I'm going to start college in about two weeks and I couldn't be more worried. It's in another city so I'm going to leave my parents. For the beginning I will be with my godmother, but then I will live alone, not sure when, though. It may seem easier since I won't live by myself at first but it's actually the opposite. My mind just keep saying to me that the position I will get used at first won't be the one that will last until I finish, it's like having something bothering you all day.

I need to register first (for those who are not in Brazil, our system is different from yours, so if you have doubt or curiosity that you want to know, come and ask that I will answer as soon as I can) and this registration is tomorrow (wednesday) and my anxiety is just getting worse and worse because I really don't know how it might be.

There's this tradition here that we call "trote" (I don't have a clue if native english speakers have a word for that) and it's supposed to be something to make you interact with whom you are going to study and stuff like that. It seems something cool, indeed, but my mind just doesn't get that (and this is why I'm here writing to anyone who might read).

I will travel in some hours so I'm here trying to get my mind distracted...

As I said, I'm Brazilian, so if any Brazilian tumblr wants to talk, meu português está aberto para vocês, and if any English tumblr wants to talk, I will give you the best english I can.

Wish me luck tomorrow, guys o/