#lupeducates

22 y/o québécoise girlblogger extraordinaire, language student dropout (german, mandarin <- new)(+ english, french, spanish, asl), ♡weed+tobacco♡, cats, four-leafed clovers :3

~problems~: dx anxiety, dx depression, dx ed, dx bpd, one million allergies, rare blood disease (in remission), + more :D

☆books☆: the bone season, the virgin suicides, petite-ville (fr), a series of unfortunate events (auditioned for the tv show & still have the script😛), the umbrella academy, aliss (fr), the hunger games, the appointment in samarra (short story), the king in yellow,

☆movie/tv☆: shallow grave, jennifer's body, requiem for a dream, julien donkey-boy, skins, baby driver, brba, zero day, spun, slc punk, yellowjackets, ahs, the drama, creep + the creep tapes,

☆music☆: jhariah, the real zebos, jungle bobby, tøp, the regrettes, good kid, woodkid, jesse jo stark, yungblud, lana del rey, mickey darling, the happy fits, jukebox the ghost, saint motel, p!atd

☆games☆: assassin's creed syndicate, human fall flat, lego worlds, forza, ac black flag. on mobile: meow tower nonograms, neko atsume2, flow free, just mowing (only for streak). with boyfriend: minecraft, it takes two, good job!,

period started yesterday >:( hadn't had that bullshit for months (iud, not uw) & i am pissed offffff bc i wasn't prepared for it at all. i don't think i've had my period more than once since adopting pingu in august ughh

i went straight from bf's place to my college campus in the afternoon to hang out with friends (&saw so many pookies including my ex gf and she's still as beautiful as ever and finally in a healthy relationship (history of dating abusive fucks) so i am happy for her!!) also saw @lngwrth ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ ily beloved younger sibling we must hang out outside of school sometime

felt a fuckass pain in my uterus like if a period cramp was actually caused by a knife made of fire that dealt poison damage too. lo and behold i bled through my underwear AND my white tights #embarrassing & then had to go on a journey to find sanitary products bc student services was closed (got told off by a staff member for entering to look for a free pad when the door was "closed"(it was open)) so just misery all around really. lowkey worried that my iud is acting up because it is almost time to change it.. i don't have a gynecologist anymore (she retired right after i got my iud) so im Really Cooked because my family doctor is incredibly incompetent & hasn't gotten me a gyno appointment in two years despite it being the Only thing i have asked her to do for me. thank you quebec health system.

then i went with my friend f (bringing back initials to talk about frequent friends yaaaay) to my best friend's boyfriend's apartment (@spiralling-noctambulist i love you best friend forever) to watch the hockey game (habs had an embarrassing loss oh my god buffalo brought the big guns to the series) and then we watched creep 2 (jojo's bf suggested it because he's cool as fuck and now has my forever respect for being interested in mark duplass)

f had a weed pen so i was silly allllllllll day it was incredible. bro looks like he could be my older brother. we're both pasty and still peeling from our sunburn from friday (from the student protest(dunno how much i yapped about it but it was incredibly fun we played loup-garou while waiting to leave campus to head downtown raaaaaah)) + we both have similar hair colours but his is slightly curlier. he's the height i should have been (had i not been uw during puberty which stunted my growth). we get along so well he's so lovely + we're seeing good kid together in a few weeks :D i'm so glad i met him

jojo and her bf made supper for all of us (we were seven people while watching the hockey game) + it was sooooo delicious thank you my jonathan ♡♡♡

we also went on an excursion to coochie tard to get snacks and i mixed three different flavours together in my Warm Beverage (white chocolate candy cane hot chocolate + french vanilla + caramel bullshit) i have no idea if it was caffeinated but it was so sweet and yummy. they didn't have any cheap peach rings for sale so my heart broke a little.

if you don't know the song i'm singing,, listen and learn...

pre-karaoke we hung out under the school's stairs ♡