#lunitic

TRAPPED IN THE BASMENT

Hello, I have noticed something lately. Something I did not know even know was possible untill about a year ago. I didn't think it was possible to become a sociopath. I thought that was something you were born as.

I do not know how, or when it all started. But I am positive I am becoming a sociopath. It has been years since I last felt true sadness. It has been years since I last felt true love. I didn't even feel any sadness when there was a death in my family some weeks ago. And neither did I feel any sadness the time before that, when there was a death in my family. I know for certain that I have not felt any sadness the past two to three years, maybe even more.

Neither have I felt the emotion of love in the past two to three years. The only emotion I have felt, is careless. I am careless. I feel no hatred for anyone, and I feel like it's best to care for my friends. I thought this would pass, but it haven't yet. I still hope it will pass, because I want to care again!

I do not seek any attention. I do not want you to pity me. I just want you to know that if you feel the same way, you are not alone. You may feel like a monster, but as long as you keep your sanity, you will be fine.

I feel perfectly sane. I don't think sanity is based on emotions. I have never considered myself insane. I do not feel bad for the dead, and I do not feel bad for the living. I feel no agony for tortured people.