EX WHO?
ex husband eren yeager x black fem reader
warnings: reader may have gotten pregnant again (she definitely did), ur daughters name is raqi
pt. 2
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âSweetheart, please let me put your shoes on so I can bring you to your daddy.â You try to tell your gorgeous four-year-old for the fifth time in one minute.
âNo, mama! Daddy says heâs coming here because he misses you.â
You observe as she escapes your grasp again after kicking her tiny feet in different directions. You groan both inside and out loud because you have to repeat, âNo, heâs not Raqi.â Mommy needs the house to herself tonight-â
âUhuh, and Uncle Connie is coming too! Heâs taking me to, um-Nick- um-â You watch as she looks at you, waiting for you to help her finish her sentence.
You stifle a giggle at her pout, âNickelodeon?â
âYeah!! Itâs in Spain, mama!â
You heave a sigh once more. Itâs not uncommon for Connie to take your daughter on expensive trips such as this. He probably indulged your daughter more than you did. Not more than Eren, though. Even though Eren didnât live with you, he made sure to come by and see his baby girl every day, even if it was just for five minutes. Each time he came, he would have a new gift in his hand.
Connie gave your daughter gifts like trips, taking her around the world, and first-class only reserved for the princess. As she ages, she definitely wonât be impressed by someoneâs son taking her to Miami.
However, Eren spoiled his girl with jewelry, bags, the newest edition of Hello Kitty plushies, and anything else. To be honest, you need to begin the process of finding her a larger room.
Youâre not so sure your daughter is lying. Itâs unlikely that she would lie about something like this. Your frustration has changed from being directed toward her to your ex-husband for not informing you. This was actually one of the reasons why you guys split up. He would always make plans and decisions regarding your daughter without letting you know first.
Although he didnât make any bad decisions or put her in danger, itâs upsetting to know that you rarely had any say in what your daughter did, except for the things she wore.
You remember vividly handing him the divorce papers and standing in front of him in shock as he laughed right in your face with mumbles of, âMust be crazyâ and âNever in a million years.â
And so the divorce was never finalized because he refused to sign the papers, but you and he were through as far as you were concerned. He had no problem letting you run around thinking that, though. It goes without saying that he never took off his wedding ring. Yours has been on for so long that itâs like muscle memory to slip it on every time you go out.
To this day, his Instagram page is filled with pictures of you and only you. Shit, both of your parents still invite you guys over for dinner, and Eren never told them what you presented him with. You absolutely didnât have the guts to tell them unless he signed those papers.
You didnât have the guts to prevent your daughter from having a good time and living out her childhood, a chance you, unfortunately, werenât blessed with.
âOkay, baby. Well, you still have to put your shoes on if you wanna go with Uncle Connie, okay?â
That seemed to do it. Your daughter headed to her bed and began bouncing up and down with joy before finally settling down and waiting for you to put them on.
Just as you were finishing, you heard the doorbell ring. You rise to your feet and fix your silk robe and matching silk bonnet. Kissing your daughterâs head and lifting her up in your arms, you walk barefoot on the cold tile floors of your penthouseâ that Eren pays for.
Itâs no surprise when you open the door and find the men of the hour. They were matching. Your ex-spouse appears in all his splendor, sporting a gray beanie that conceals his natural hair, a black hoodie, and black sweatpants that match. Connieâs attire was the opposite: a black beanie covering his buzz cut, a grey hoodie, and grey sweatpants that matched.
âDaddy!â
âBaby!â
Your daughter is quick to jump onto her father, and Eren easily catches her. Itâs almost impossible to deny how similar they look. Itâs as if she left you out of the gene pool altogether. All his facial features were present in her, including his curls, eyes, and face. Her skin color was the only thing you could vouch for.
Eren catches your eyes, and you look away quickly. His stare always gives you an intimidating feeling. You disregard his glance and turn to Connie with a smile, kissing him on his cheek and leading him inside, âHey, Con.â
He reciprocates the gesture, albeit with a friendly tone. He was aware of how possessive his best friend can be towards you, and he didnât want to be a part of that today. After playing with your daughterâs flushed cheek, you turn around and leave Eren outside, letting him invite himself in. Your hostility causes him to furrow his brows.
âWhat, I donât get a kiss too?â
While still ignoring him, you direct your buzz-cut friend to your childâs room. âThere should be a bag already packed with her things in her closet. I know how much you guys love these trips.â
Connie grins and nods. Your daughter demands that Eren put her down and runs after him, yelling that she wants to show him her new plushies. Now, there were only you and Eren in your living room, alone. Great.
It was impossible for you to function when it was just you and him. Erenâs presence always made you nervous and hot. No matter who was present, he always made his attraction to you known. Your daughter thought you were still together for that reason. Eren Yeager was an elusive figure. He was a force to be reckoned with. The feelings you have for him are still harboring, even though you tried to push them away.
They persist, and it doesnât seem like you made any effort to remove them. You have been separated for a few months now, but you have never attempted to move on. Whenever your friends asked why you never went on a date, you would always answer that youâre âjust not ready.â You never actually moved on from him.
Your friends knew it was bullshit, but you would never admit it. You wouldnât admit to missing him, missing him holding you, sleeping with you, fucking you. You went from getting your fat cunt stuffed every day to only cumming once a week due to a vibrator going high speeds on your clit. Eren knew you werenât stupid enough to give his pussy away. You knew you werenât stupid enough to give his pussy away.
Eren, of course, would never move on from you, either. He genuinely doesnât believe that you two are separated, as youâre still together in his mind. You will be his forever.
He slowly stalks towards you, watching you intently focus on the wall. You probably hoped he would disappear if you didnât pay him any mind. He knew how your mind worked.
âMâstill waiting on my kiss, mama.â He raises your chin towards him when he reaches you, and his green eyes donât skip over the little bra you had on beneath your lace robe.
âEren, move.â You glare at him, but it really isnât doing much but making him hard.
âWassup with you?â
âYou! You are âwassupâ with me.â You whisper so as not to alert Connie and your daughter in the next room. You try to match his tone, lowering yours in pitch.
âWhat did I do, baby?â His deep voice speaking to you like this always makes you squirm, but you suppress it to express your anger at him.
âDonât call me that. How many times do I have to tell you to let me know when you make plans to take our daughter somewhere.â You grit your teeth.
He simply gives a sly smile, âAre you really upset about that?â
Once again, he pretends itâs not significant. Youâre not even asking for much. Is it really a death sentence for him to inform you of where your daughter might be going? Why do you always end up being the last one to learn? You believe itâs not difficult to give you a weekâs notice. You wonât have to be worried about looking silly when your daughter tells you. You donât think itâs fair to you at all.
âI trust Connie, and I trust you with our daughter, but I just want to know where sheâs going. Preferably before she goes! Thatâs all I ask for, Eren. You canât keep doing-â
âAre you mad at daddy, mommy?â
You freeze.
Your daughter rested on Connieâs back as he held her mini Disney Princess suitcase. She was gazing at you with a pout, and you didnât want to be the one to put that expression on her face. Youâre about to respond when Eren suddenly opens his mouth, condescending tone and all,
âYeah, mama. Are you mad at me?â
You try and force a smile for the sake of your daughter, even though every part of you wants to wring your ex-husbandâs neck.
âNo, baby. Are you ready to leave with Uncle Connie now?â As if it were never there, the frown is replaced by a fit of giggles, a bright smile, and a frantic nod of her head.
Connie gives your daughter a small rub on her head, âWe should head out now. The flightâs in two hours, and we donât wanna get stuck in traffic.â
You hurriedly nod and lead them both to the front door. Your daughter is smothered with kisses after you hug her and whisper a sweet âI love you.â Eren presents your daughter with a mini Chanel box just before Connie puts Raqi in the childâs seat in the backseat of his Scat. You manage to make out his little whisper to her, âDonât open it until tomorrow. Daddy loves you.â
Together, you love them, and you have no regrets about giving this man a child. Itâs something you could never regret. Marrying him wasnât a regret for you either; truly, he treated you like a princess. Itâs just that you want him to dedicate more time to you.
Eren spent a lot of time outside before having your baby, whether it was with his friends or his job. He was always dedicated to providing you with everything you needed, but you never asked for any of those tangible things. The only thing you wanted was your husband. It took you some time to communicate your feelings to him, but eventually you did.
As a person who was understanding, he listened. For approximately a week, before he did the same shit again. You were worn out and reached a point where you couldnât keep going any further. Although Eren wouldnât give you the divorce you wanted, he was accommodating and allowed you to move out of his home. Provided that he will get the apartment and pay your rent. âSafety measures,â he calls them.
Even now, Eren still acts as though youâre married, and you still pretend that itâs bothering you. Youâre snapped out of your thoughts when you hear your door slam shut, with Eren still inside your house.
âYou really mad at me, mama?â
You merely sigh, âEren, why are you still here?â
With his hands on either side of you, he stands in front of you while your body presses flush against the front door. You feel a slight tingle, aware that youâre inhaling the same air as this man. You give a quick glance at his pink lips and hope you look away swiftly enough so he doesnât notice. He does.
His lips curl, and his voice becomes low and breathless when he speaks again, âAnswer me, baby.â
You sense that Eren is talking about more than today for some reason. Heâs talking about everything that led up to it, including his absence and negligence. Heâs asking if youâre still upset about the way he influenced you to want to divorce him.
A tear that you didnât even realize was forming slips down your face. Eren doesnât miss a beat when wiping it away with his thumb and delicately kissing your cheek as well.
You whisper shakily, âI donât want to be. B-But you make it so hard, Ren.â
Ren. You called him Ren. He fails to recall the last time he heard the nickname you gave him flutter past your pretty lips. He derives pleasure from it and longs to listen to it again.
âI know, Iâm sorry. Iâm so sorry, mama. You have to believe me. I never want to see you cry, baby. And Iâm so sorry for making you feel like this.â
You attempt to move away, but he grasps your hands tightly, causing you to remain still. He understands your struggle, but you donât trust him. And youâre trying to run away from him again. Eren has apologized before, but he wants you to acknowledge his apologies this time.
He kisses your cheek again, âIâm not working as much anymore, and I even cut back on dealing. Iâm sorry I didnât get it before. I know you just wanted me to spend more time with you, and I swear Iâll make it happen. Just take me back, please.â
Another kiss, this time on your neck, âI miss you so much, mama.â
Your breathing is intensifying, and your hold on him is gradually diminishing. âRen, please. I- IÂ canât.â
âLet me make it up to you, hm? Show you how much I missed you. Let me, mama.â
Youâre so weak, you scold yourself. So, so weak. He shouldnât be able to get you like this easily. It shouldnât be this easy for him to slip off your robe, letting it fall on the cold floor. You should have more resistance. You should make him work for it.
But how can you?Â
How can you resist when heâs on his knees, letting his tongue push in and out of your wet hole, unashamedly moaning as you twitch and buck your hips into his mouth. Heâs entirely too nasty and too careless when he laps up everything your addictive pussy is pouring into his awaiting mouth.
Youâre shaking, your body shivering so much you have goosebumps everywhere. He just doesnât let up. Each time you try and push away from his pleasurable onslaught, itâs just,
âQuiet, mama. Daddy canât make it up to you if youâre running from him.â
Your eyes are starting to hurt so much from the way youâre rolling them back into your skull. Youâre heaving, squealing when he suckles harshly on your poor clit. Not even your vibrator made you feel this good.Â
âG-Gonna cum- Ah! Oh fuck, Rennie!â
You hear the slurping sounds as he eats you, and he never once removes himself from your cunt as he whispers, âNot my name, mama.â
God, you can feel the vibrations, can feel his long tongue covering every crevice inside of you. You grip his head, his beanie barely hanging onto him with how much you both are moving. You wail when he inserts two fingers in at once after he slips his tongue out of you, a precious and weak âDaddy- shit!â released into the air.
He hums against you, against your wet mound, and for some reason, thatâs what pushes you over the edge. Your stomach clenches, and your entire being feels like itâs being set alight when you cum on his big fingers. Eren swears heâs fallen in love all over again. Itâs been months since heâs tasted you, tasted your sweet cream. Heâs missed it. God, he missed you.
As soon as he senses youâre too weak to stand on your own, he rises to his feet and immediately lifts you up by your legs. His lips are brushing against yours now, still wet from your essence.
âYou never gave me that kiss. Câmon, baby, kiss me.â
And you do, moaning when you immediately taste yourself. Your breath caught in his mouth as he pushed your legs back against the wall, and he didnât hesitate to swallow your sounds, sucking your tongue and biting your blushed lips.
Time slows when Eren finally pulls his sweats down and nudges his fat cock in you. Heâs holding you so gently like youâll break in any moment, and honestly, you feel like you will. Itâs been so long, so long since you had something this big stretching you out. You canât help but whimper out pretty cries of âDaddy!â or âRennie!â against his panting mouth.
Youâre so stuffed. So full that you canât think of anything but how good he feels, how good this intense euphoria streaming through your body feels.
Eren is the same. Heâs fisted his cock red to thoughts of having you like this once more. You were the only one who could ever make him feel like a wimp whenever he fucked you. Your pussy just feels so perfect, squeezing around him so tight, like you want him to put another baby in you. Actually, that doesnât sound like a bad idea.
He gives you slow, deep strokes that make you keen. The sound of his voice is groggy and slurred as he grunts against your throat, âGod, you feel so good. Please, baby, forgive me. Say youâll take me back. Say it. Say it.â
Through your haze, you still manage to have a few brain cells still working, barely. Youâre trying to speak out, but every time his hips press flush against your own, itâs like your breath gets caught in your throat. Still, you stutter out,
âC-Canât-Â Hah! Oh, right there!â
âYou know Iâll never leave you alone. I canât, mama. Rather die before I ever let you go. Iâll get on my knees again if I have to, baby.â He sounds so pretty, begging for your forgiveness like this. You donât know how long you can hold out. Youâre not sure you even can.
âYouâre c-crazy.â You utter, completely breathless, when he hits your g-spot.
Erenâs response is immediate when he reaches down to rub your clit in tight circles, âFor you. Crazy for you.â
Whining, your squirt splashes all over his hoodie, and your body is twitching because it wonât stop. Your supposed ex-spouse groans as he spills his seed past your splashing pussy lips, right into your womb, while whispering unsteadily, âI love you so much.â Shakenly, you pull his face toward yours and kiss him, drool pouring out of both your lips. Itâs almost as if youâre trying to devour each other.
When you reluctantly pull away from his lips, he speaks once again, âPlease, I need you. Just want you in my arms again, mama.â
You sigh, and honestly too exhausted to argue against him, you answer,
âIf you start going back to your old habits, Eren-â
âIÂ wonât. Swear on my life- on our daughter.â
You hum, fingers now combing through his loose curls. You gasp against his lips, feeling him shift inside you, âI love you too, Ren. Always did.â















