#luckpushedmefirst

He walks in the room air reaches me skin becomes sheets covering me fog carves a crack cuts open wounds veins made of steel feed all this cold your words are heavy but they lack so much substance to fall is the cure for vertigo

#1- What makes me feel most alive. Laughing so hard I can't catch my breath. I love that sort of laugh. It just starts and it bubbles up and up. It makes me feel alive and it makes me happy for being so. #20- Five things that make me cry....1. Last Kiss by Pearl Jam. It is the saddest song I know and I end up crying like a child whenever it comes on the radio. And I can’t make myself change the channel because it’s beautiful. 2. The thought of Jake going away. It’s so predictable and sappy, I know. But I love him. I see him all the time. Right now, he’s a part of me. He talked about going into the navy after college for a while, and while it may end up being good for him, the thought of him being gone for months at a time breaks my heart. He’s not thinking about that route anymore, and I’m glad for it. 3. Sometimes, I feel like a fraud. In my studies, that is. I feel like I have all of these smart people around me and they know so much about this subject, and here am I. I feel like a newbie. I feel like I don’t belong. The same with aikido sometimes. I have a rank; I’m a yon-kyu, which is a belt above the lowest color belt in our system. And I often don’t feel like I have the right to wear it. I expect a lot from myself. 4. My mom. She’s been through a lot. Not as much as some, but she’s had a lot of problems these past few years. And it hurts me to see her hurting. 5. Someone telling me they are proud of me. It always makes me want to cry. Because I feel like I’ve done something so good, that they hold me in esteem. And then, at the same time, there’s that creeping sensation of not really deserving it. It’s a confusing thing, having someone be proud of me. #23- Oh my gosh, I wish you had asked this a few days ago. I had some dreams I remembered. I have since forgotten them. Here’s the last one I’ve written down, though: Working with an underground movement against a bad government, mom, myself and others put together bombs to destroy some of the people involved in the government. We tried to wipe off our fingerprints and sent them to the offices we were targeting. Somehow, though, the packages were traced to us. As we waited in our bunker, some people in the organization were waiting with knives in their hands, ready to slit their wrists if they were caught. I managed to get out and got into a car and went to the mall where there was enough of a crowd to get lost in. Priscilla, also in my organization, but not directly tied to the events, noticed me and showed me a back way out of the mall and gave me directions to a safe house. I was able to make a clean escape from the mall and was making my way towards the safe house, when I noticed I was being followed. I ran into the closest house I found and hid in the closet. Little did I know this was Ms. Mullock’s house. I am now enemy #1 and my face is being flashed on the news. People are looking for me. I sneak out of the closet when Ms. Mullock isn’t there, but Mr. Richmond is. He sees me and is horrified because he knows that Ms. Mullock would turn me in. He also doesn’t want to risk bringing me out in broad daylight because that is also dangerous. I am narrowly saved from being seen by Ms. Mullock by Mr. Richmond because as she is looking in the closet he distracts her.

4. What’s your favorite physical possession?

My record player.

11. How do you define the concept of a soul?

An intangible, yet somehow tangible "core".

38. Do you prefer to fuck or make love?

Why choose? Hahah. Depends on who I'm with and where we are, but if it's a woman I'm in love with, the latter. 

39. Were you to have children, what would you name them?

No. and Put That Down.

40. In general, do you prefer to ask or get asked?

ladybastet92 answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

I agree with all of them except for Sam’s. Being cunning was a part of him, sure, but more importantly he was loyal and smart. A Ravenpuff.

I can roll with that, actually. If I remember correctly, I think Ravenpuff actually came in third for Sam, though I think that would be my first choice for him. I think he truly, honestly cares for people and treats everyone fairly. I also think he believes that everyone has good in them and can see it in people, though he doesn't believe as much in himself. I dunno. I'm kind of rambling here. :|

luckpushedmefirst replied to your post: replieses

Tumblr became possessed. I was saying that Bobby does show heaps and heaps of bravery, though I’d argue that was from paternal love more than core traits.

Yeah, I can see where you're coming from. However, in "Death's Door", all that running he had to do from that reaper just to get a message to Sam and Dean that would help them stop the Leviathan's plan was pretty brave of him.

wildshieldmaiden answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

As a matter of fact, I think Castiel is more Slytherin-ish than Sam- he’s such an odd character, I’d say he fits in slytherpuff.

You think so? Is it because of what he did, working with Crowley and all? There's something about Cas that breathes innocence to me, and it's not the fact that he's admittedly a virgin. He's like a child that doesn't understand the right and wrong of things, like how a kid would sneak a cookie then lie about it despite the fact that their parents already know they had one. (Which might be why Dean keeps referring to Castiel as a child?) I don't think he really knew what he was doing with the whole "becoming God" thing was wrong until the very end, when he apologized to Dean. I honestly think he thought he was helping make the world a better place, until everything came crashing down on him and he got a little power mad.

wildshieldmaiden replied to your post: more replieses

Well, it’s the fact that he sought control over heaven, and once he got the power he wanted, really seemed to ENJOY having and using that power. I guess you could say that was the Leviathans corrupting him, but we just don’t know.:/

luckpushedmefirst answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

I’d say Bobby is all Ravenclaw, but the man doeI’ll never agree that Sam’s Slytherin. I think that comes from a villainizing place, usually.

But these graphics were beautiful! The one for Dean tugged at my heart strings! Thank you.

I think part of the first response got cut off. Were you trying to say "but the man does know a lot", or something along those lines? And thank you heaps. I was trying to go for an emotional one with all of them, but I think Dean's was easily the best--which was not intentional, by the way, since I tried to make them all equally good.

lucy-im-home answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

KEEP THE COMBO HOUSES! THEY ARE AMAZING!

I would, but making the combined backgrounds was difficult for me, so I'll just keep things the way they are for now. Plus, it's easier to figure out what quote goes where when there's more than four places to put them. Thank you, though!

togetherletthelightshine answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

totally agree with all of them except i’m not sure about sam being a slytherin? and i do think bobby leans a lot more towards r than g

Yeah, I dunno about Sam and Slytherin, either. I would have said Ravenpuff for Sam since a lot of the things he says and does seem to come from a place of good intention and that he ultimately believes there is good in everyone--which I think is a Hufflepuff thing. Plus, with every quote I kept wanting to use, it sounded more Ravenpuff than Slytherclaw, making it hard. But I agree with the Bobby-Ravenclaw thing. When we had a single House vote back in August, that's the house everyone agreed he should be placed into.

acciofreetobeyouandme answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

I don’t think Sam fits into slytherin. People are just voting for it because of the demon blood. Dean has hufflepuff because hes most loyal.

For argument's sake, but I believe the demon blood is more a sign of ambition towards an end other than anything else. He thought that drinking that crap would help save the world and stop Lillith from breaking the last seal instead of doing it because it just, y'know, felt good or something. That being said, I don't think of Sam as partially Slytherin, either. Like I mentioned up there, the traits that are valued in Slytherin--cunning, shrewdness, and self-preservation--don't seem to really stick with Sam, since he doesn't really seem to be out for himself. Or, at least, I don't think so. Actually, I take all of that back, I have no idea what makes a Slytherin. :\

knitkitsch answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

I think they’re great, even Sam as Slytherin. Slytherin doesn’t mean “evil”, it means “ambitious”, which a person needs for law school.

When I think "ambitious", I always think of someone who's trying to climb the corporate ladder for some reason. Y'know, the people who would do anything to come out on top. Or am I wrong? I need some Slytherins to tell me what's up and down with their House, because I really, really don't know.

saintsinnerx answered your question: So, what do y'all think?

i love them!

Thank you!

I approve (in my pants).

Hey, I care. I would do it, but I have strep right now. But soon, I shall join ye.