@lucarusĀ Ā :Ā Ā āI know youāre only mean because people were mean to you but is this really what you want?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Lipstick Ā Ā line Ā Ā shoots Ā Ā out Ā of Ā Ā her Ā Ā lower Ā Ā lip, Ā Ā uneven Ā Ā and Ā Ā smudging Ā Ā the Ā Ā side Ā Ā of Ā Ā her Ā Ā chin Ā Ā ( Ā Ā curse Ā Ā words Ā Ā are Ā Ā swallowed Ā Ā immediately, Ā Ā body Ā Ā tenses Ā Ā as Ā Ā if Ā sheād Ā Ā been Ā Ā slapped Ā Ā across Ā Ā the Ā Ā face Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Audrey Ā Ā does Ā Ā not Ā Ā like Ā Ā when Ā Ā things Ā Ā are Ā Ā out Ā Ā of Ā Ā place: Ā Ā a Ā Ā strand Ā Ā of Ā Ā hair, Ā Ā a Ā Ā wing Ā Ā of Ā Ā eyeliner, Ā Ā a Ā Ā person Ā Ā ). Ā Ā her Ā Ā manicured Ā Ā hand Ā Ā curls Ā Ā into Ā Ā a Ā Ā fist, Ā Ā the Ā Ā other Ā Ā lowers Ā Ā the Ā Ā lipstick Ā Ā tube Ā Ā and Ā Ā through Ā Ā her Ā Ā reflection Ā Ā in Ā Ā the Ā Ā mirror Ā Ā that Ā Ā now Ā Ā looks Ā Ā ruined Ā Ā by Ā Ā the Ā Ā imperfections Ā Ā of Ā Ā her Ā Ā makeup, Ā Ā she Ā Ā glances Ā Ā at Ā Ā the Ā Ā starlet Ā Ā with Ā Ā icy Ā Ā glare.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā I Ā Ā donāt Ā Ā know Ā Ā what Ā Ā youāre Ā Ā talking Ā Ā about Ā Ā ā Ā Ā I Ā Ā am Ā Ā not Ā being Ā Ā mean Ā Ā to Ā Ā them, Ā Ā ā Ā Ā last Ā Ā words Ā Ā are Ā Ā spat Ā Ā out Ā Ā with Ā Ā emphasis, Ā Ā through Ā Ā gritted Ā Ā line Ā Ā of Ā Ā pearly Ā Ā teeth, Ā Ā and Ā Ā she Ā Ā takes Ā Ā a Ā Ā small Ā Ā paper Ā Ā towel Ā Ā to Ā Ā wipe Ā Ā off Ā Ā the Ā Ā smudge Ā Ā of Ā Ā coral Ā Ā from Ā Ā her Ā Ā skin Ā Ā ā Ā Ā her Ā Ā frame Ā Ā remains Ā Ā tensed, Ā Ā her Ā Ā body Ā Ā clad Ā Ā in Ā Ā designer Ā Ā Valentino, Ā Ā an Ā Ā exclusive Ā Ā piece Ā Ā just Ā Ā for Ā Ā the Ā Ā night, Ā Ā is Ā Ā frozen Ā Ā in Ā front Ā Ā of Ā Ā the Ā Ā mirror Ā Ā as Ā Ā if Ā Ā sheād Ā Ā spotted Ā Ā a Ā Ā terrifying Ā Ā sight Ā Ā ā Ā Ā the Ā Ā small Ā Ā stain Ā Ā of Ā Ā lipstick Ā Ā is Ā Ā gone Ā Ā within Ā Ā a Ā Ā second, Ā Ā yet Ā Ā Audrey Ā Ā feels Ā Ā as Ā Ā if Ā Ā itās Ā Ā still Ā Ā there, Ā Ā taunting Ā Ā her.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā nobody Ā Ā was Ā Ā āmeanā Ā Ā to Ā Ā me Ā Ā ā Ā Ā and Ā Ā even Ā Ā if Ā Ā they Ā Ā were, Ā Ā whatās Ā Ā it Ā Ā to Ā Ā you? Ā Ā youāre Ā Ā just Ā Ā here Ā Ā because Ā Ā hollywood Ā Ā loves Ā Ā a Ā Ā pretty Ā american Ā tragedy, Ā Ā ā Ā Ā all Ā Ā pretenses Ā Ā of Ā Ā charming Ā Ā politeness Ā Ā are Ā Ā thrown Ā Ā out Ā Ā the Ā Ā window Ā Ā whenever Ā Ā she Ā Ā feels Ā Ā her Ā Ā confidence Ā Ā threatened Ā Ā ( Ā Ā her Ā Ā grandmother Ā Ā would Ā Ā say Ā Ā there Ā Ā is Ā Ā nothing Ā as Ā Ā excruciatingly Ā Ā painful Ā Ā as Ā Ā wearing Ā Ā a Ā Ā crown Ā Ā upon Ā Ā your Ā Ā head Ā Ā and Ā Ā trying Ā Ā to Ā Ā look Ā Ā everybody Ā Ā in Ā Ā the Ā Ā eye Ā Ā ). Ā Ā however, Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Audrey Ā Ā doesnāt Ā Ā feel Ā Ā like Ā Ā furthering Ā Ā the Ā Ā conversation Ā Ā ā Ā Ā it Ā Ā would Ā Ā be Ā Ā going Ā Ā deeper Ā Ā into Ā Ā the Ā Ā why Ā Ā sheās Ā Ā so Ā Ā tense Ā Ā and Ā Ā anxious Ā Ā tonight, Ā Ā and Ā Ā why Ā Ā the Ā Ā mocking Ā Ā stain Ā Ā of Ā Ā dark Ā Ā coral Ā Ā remains Ā Ā imprinted Ā Ā upon Ā Ā her Ā Ā mind Ā Ā like Ā Ā a Ā ghost, Ā Ā a Ā Ā reminder Ā Ā of Ā Ā failure Ā Ā that Ā Ā cannot Ā Ā be Ā Ā afforded, Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā I Ā Ā just Ā Ā want Ā Ā this Ā Ā night Ā Ā to Ā Ā be Ā Ā perfect. Ā Ā and Ā Ā it Ā Ā means Ā Ā too Ā Ā much Ā Ā to Ā Ā ben Ā Ā for Ā Ā me Ā Ā to Ā Ā allow Ā Ā anyone Ā Ā to Ā Ā ruin Ā Ā it Ā Ā with Ā Ā their Ā Ā petty Ā Ā talk, Ā Ā either Ā Ā ways. Ā Ā ā