I love college a lot so far but like I miss my bestfriend so much and its so stupid because we literally haven't hung out since prom mostly because I have been so sad and stupid and I didn't even see anyone this summer except sam and even with him he just came over to make sure I was eating and no hurting myself and now that I am here and feeling better I miss her so much and I fucked up this summer and I am sitting listing to her killer playlist and crying I regret everything









