#loving jay

Daily Quotes #974 So not bringing Jay to the wedding was all about other people. It was nothing about my feelings, or Jay’s feelings, or even Ben and Alison’s feelings. It was the reaction of other people that made me have to act a different way.

Daily Quotes #973 “Oh my Gawd! No! Definitely not! Get him off!” His eyes opened wide and he paled. He threw a look in my direction before saying to Suresh, “I’m coming! I’m coming! I’m running down the road as we speak.” He grabbed his bag. “I’ve gotta go, Liam! Harry needs me!” And he was gone. I watched him fly down the footpath, dodging in and out of pedestrians. I shook my head, laughed at the drama, and admired his taut arse in his red jeans. The guy was a complete flake and I was totally in love with him.

Daily Quotes #971 “I saw in an instant how much you care for him. So he can be as fruity as a Christmas cake if he wants, as long as he is right for you.” John folded his arms across chest with a slight frown. “Unless, of course, he goes for Essendon. I could never like anyone who goes for Essendon.” - John

Daily Quotes #970 “So you’ve always known you were gay?” I asked, curious about his ability to live out of the closet. “Pshaw, man! It’s more like I had to realize that everyone else wasn’t gay.”

Daily Quotes #969 I just wanted a glance at his outfit to see if I approved or cringed over his style today—I liked the ones that showed off his arse, not that I’m gay or anything. * I wasn’t sure if the boys of the ’50s had fake diamond earrings, though. They looked hella-delicious on him. Not that I’m gay or anything. * I looked at him, marveling that even up close he looked gorgeous. His lips looked full and totally kissable, and we were standing close enough that if I leaned in some, and he leaned some, our mouths would meet. Not that I wanted to kiss him or anything. I’m not gay. * I smiled involuntarily and I am sure I looked like a total dipstick. I could call him Jay. He’d like me to call him Jay. I was going to see him tomorrow. Then I came to a sudden realization. I’m so gay.

Daily Quotes #968 And missing the first train of the morning also meant I didn’t get to see Jay. But I wasn’t going to think about that. Because I am not gay. I don’t notice other guys; I don’t drool over them; I don’t look forward to seeing their handsome face each morning; I don’t dream about them every night; and I definitely don’t get a hard-on thinking about one particular face. Nope! Not gay here at all. Much. Denial, denial, denial.