palm touches at palm,  her pale hand as light as any feather...   he curls his fingers around hers with a sigh of relief,   letting the hard glint of his shoulders relax:  his body hasnât known ease for quite a while  [it hadnât known anything but the vague tremble of pain,  so deep that it had seemed to replace his own heart].    â   i havenât given a speech in quite a long time,    â    he admits,  his free hand lifting to mess with his tie.  it felt too tight around his throat,  like he was one bad trip away from choking himself out.   he squeezes her hand and gulps,  an audible little noise crawling free from his body.    â   youâre going to be right there in the audience,  wonât you?  for when i inevitably make a fool of myself?    â   @lovgdâ