I stalked him again. Yeah. Call me crazy but I stalked his instagram account. Well actually I followed him but I always go to his account and scroll his picture that he posted. I miss him. I miss him so bad. Sometimes I think about what if we accidentally bump in the middle of nowhere place and staring each others eyes. Will he recognize me? Will he smile to me just like he smiled to me last 4 years. As the years go by I thought my feelings for him will be fade away, but I was wrong. My feelings for him is still fresh just like the flowers blooms every morning. Its so hard for me to forget him. He caught my heart to the very first day I saw him. Shaking my hands and saying 'hello' to me. We dont have special moment together or scene or any exchange sweet words. I dont talk to him because I dont know where to start. I dont come to him because I dont know where to go. Im so shy. I dont have that kind of boldness to confront my feelings to him because Im just in the middle of my teenage years that time and he is in the last year of his teen. I thought it is only like a puppy love but It is a Real Love. I wish someday the reason why he dont have a girlfriend todat because he wait for me. And I wish he have the feelings for me as the same as mine for him.