#loversheart

I lay it before you

You’re faithful beyond my weakness

Your love is my strength

I believe you’re for me

You comfort me

'Cause where there is new wine

There is new power

There is new freedom

And the kingdom is here

I lay down my old flames

The times we looked into each other’s eyes

The long walks to places we have never been

The smiles that came straight from the heart

The warmth of your hands on a raining cold afternoon

The reflection of my eyes as you gazed into mine

The beauty that came from your pure heart

Oh how I miss you

I miss your silence and the peace it gave my heart

I miss laughing at not so funny things with you

I miss staring at the roof with you

I miss just talking to you

I miss our happy place

I miss seeing you vulnerable, it drew me closer to you (I just knew I had to be there)

I miss the tears we wiped with tight hugs and prayers

I miss you

I miss those funny dance moves on the sidewalks

I miss watching you talk to strangers like they were your close friends

I missing calling you at odd hours just to hear you breathe

I miss your big heart

That heart that protected mine selflessly

It was surreal

Just wondering where you are

You would be my first poem

I would write about you

how I think you are addictive

I would write about times I wanted to break free

but I couldn’t

Oh actually...

I could but I wouldn’t dare

As I enjoyed the inspiration every thought of you gave me

If I were a poet, I would write about all the sleepless night I had because of you

The ones you never knew about

Yes because we never really shared much words

If I were a poet,

this time I would share more words with my eyes when our eyes collide

Hoping you would read more words off my eyes than my lips has ever mentioned

Oops 🙊

I am not a poet so I’ll just keep dreaming.