6 months into the year⦠normally by this time of year Iām running regularly, back down to a 30-32ā pant, around 176lbs and doing long bike rides and not stuffing myself for the most part.
6 months into the yearā¦
- I havenāt run at all.
- I havenāt been to the gym to lift more than 5 times I think.
- Iām still 185lbs and a 34ā waist.
- I havenāt been climbing even in weeks because of my finger injury and wonāt be able to climb for another month probably.
- I am still stuffing myself multiple times a week sometimes.
- I havenāt ridden more than 10-20 miles in a day all year (vs. I was doing 30-60 on some days last year).
- Iām still listening to weight gain/eating encouragement hypnosis occasionally.
- I still wake up every morning thinking about getting to 200lbs.. 220lbs⦠250- 280lbsā¦
- I still canāt stop thinking about becoming your favorite pillow, bean bag chair, throne of fat.
Iām still talking about all my bike packing trips though⦠about how Iām going to get back in the gym this weekā¦
Iāve got my running shoes by the door ready to go. I carbo loaded last night to run today. I had two double cheeseburgers with fries each, a chocolate milkshake and three cans of Coke. I havenāt run yet, but itās only 2:30 in the afternoon, thereās still time today.