#lovedefeatshate

My feelings this morning #lovedefeatshate #nohate #lovewins (at Batman's Cave)

One year ago 49 innocent lives were taken in the largest mass shooting this country has experienced, all because of hatred. Blessings to those who have been affected and suffered and to those who have stayed strong- they will never be forgotten. Although this tragedy has occured it has only made the LGBTQA community stronger and will continue to. Please remember to never forget to love all, no matter what differences are upon us. The fight for love is never ending, but the outcome is known. Love Wins. #orlandounitedday #rip #loveislove #pride #lovedefeatshate

#OrlandoUnitedDay #LoveDefeatsHate A year ago today 49 beautiful and innocent lives were lost at the Pulse Nightclub. Today we honor and remember the victims. Love will always defeat hate.

Let's start with the basics. I knew I was gay from a young age. Basically once I heard about sex I was like 'nah m8' (not literally but I say that today... I'm also referring to straight sex) but then I realized thanks to the great World Wide Web that there was also lesbian sex. Once I heard about it I just had a feeling it was right. I was a little bit older when I found this out. About 11 or so I believe. It wasn't until awhile later I had a "boyfriend". It never felt right and the whole time I was with him it didn't feel right. I felt like I was lying to myself. I cared about him yes but I never really truly to this day can say how I cared about him. I cared about him like you'd care about a cousin but not as a partner (I was also in middle school and no it was not serious at all. Please don't assume it was but it DID go on for about 1.5 years). I started going to a therapy group after we "broke up" because he was getting me in more trouble than I should've been in. There at my group a week after I started I met a girl. From the moment I saw her something inside me just went off. It wasn't like the past it was comforting. When we had breaks I'd always talk to her. It was instant and I felt like I could be around her and talk to her for hours. At this point I thought I was bi until that next semester I realized how much I didn't look at boys. Like I looked at them obviously but I never really felt attracted to any of them. Nothing really seemed attractive. But every girl I felt like there was something attractive about them. Even ones who weren't considered attractive by everyone I felt something about all of them was attractive. It wasn't until recently I just accepted I was gay. It's been a roller coaster of events but I learned not to be ashamed of myself and to just accept it. I'm going into high school and plan on joining a LGBT club if it's offered. For anyone who is maybe confused, <b>don't be</b>. For anyone who is scared, <b>don't be</b>. For anyone who is out there who is ashamed because of who they are, <b>don't be</b>. You all are beautiful people and I love you all. Confused or knowing of who you are I believe in all of you. It's like rainbow road on Mario kart (totally using Tyler Oaklys ex), at first it's hard and you feel like giving up but it becomes easier with time. I believe in all of you. I hope you take care of yourselves. -Kennady💋❤️