Yet I said them anyway, awkwardly, but with the deepest sincerity and care, while asking for nothing. I merely needed to pay her heart-felt tribute, to explain. But brother, was that the wrong thing to do. She simply disappeared from everything and everyone. I never believed I could be with her, though I did hop we could be close and supportive to one another.
I will always hurt much over that devastating mistake and the fact that she didn’t say good-bye.








