#love ff

I have these gems. Thought of you @shiroi---kumo @muses-of-kira instantly! (Sorry didn't know which one to tag)

Here it was ... your birthday. Although most would probably be receiving birthday calls and gift or even figuring out what club they were about to hit up, you were most definitely getting ready for work. Out of all the places you could be you just had to take this last minute client for a photo shoot that your manager insisted on.

“So you weren’t playing about going to work today?” Your boyfriend, Michael, asked watching you scramble around the room for your clothes.

“Bakari, I made it clear that I had to work. What should I do quit my job just because it’s my birthday?” Your voice was laced with an attitude as you buttoned the Fashion Nova high waist jeans up. Partly because you knew Michael had been ready to argue about this since your manager, Latavia, called you and told you about the exclusive shoot that would help build your rapport. The other part was because YOU were the one working on YOUR birthday. You were 26 years old and was very capable of making your own fucking decisions.

“I mean you could, Y/N.” “I told you I got u-“

“And I definitely told you I didn’t need you taking care of me with your money, Michael.” You asserted yourself. This was an argument you both had always had. Him wanting you to not work or at least not as hard. Then you letting him know that you wouldn’t just live off of him just because he was a famous actor and your boyfriend of 4 years.

“It’s not about the fucking money but you know what happy birthday.” Rising from the bed he tossed a black jewelry box on the bed and made his exit.

“Really? Jellybean head ass niggah.” You mumbled not even bothering with the box because you knew it would only piss you off further because of how he just tossed it. “Yeah... happy fucking birthday, bitch.” You sighed taking a swig of Red Berry Ciroc before walking out of the door.

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‘A$AP fuckin’ Rocky.’ You thought as you walked into the shoot. Your manager had definitely made your birthday with this Calvin Klein ad.

“This is your gift.” Latavia smiled watching you set up your camera. “I know you’re in love with him.” She chuckled. “I mean aside from Michael Bae Jordan.”

“Well Bae is definitely mad and being childish but this definitely makes up for it.” You smiled sinisterly as you watched Rocky pull the CK jeans over the slim fit boxers. “Definitely.” Catching a glimpse of his print.

“Well I’ll leave you to it, Y/N.” She called back typing on her phone.

“What’s good?” He smiled at you before sitting on the gold ol’ skool bike.

“Hey. I’m Y/N. Ready to get started?” You smiled showing casing your pearly whites as you placed you curly hair into a high pineapple.

Nodding quickly, Rocky did slight poses as your camera clicked and flashed. Star struck wasn’t the word you were more like beauty struck. This man was chocolate, beautiful, in shape , nice smile and once more beautiful as hell. You definitely remembered the crush you had on him pre-Michael Bae Jordan.

“Like what you see or sum?” He smirked as you realized you had been staring more than you had been shooting. “‘Cuz I definitely see sum’ I like.” He was flirting and you couldn’t help but to do the same.

“Uh just making sure you’re in the right light.“ “Can’t have all that chocolate looking washed out.” You smirked allowing him to see some of the shots. He had pulled you into his embrace as he looked over your shoulder at the pictures.

“Oh you’re real deal?” He chuckled licking over his lips. “I told my manager to find me a pretty lil ass women to snap my shit. Figured they just had you here to satisfy me.” His devilish grin set in as he whispered in your ear. “But now that I know you good at your job I’m definitely pleased.”

“Well I aim to plea-“ Hearing your phone sound off, you immediately snapped out of your flirtation and apologized for the phone interruption. “What?” You snapped quietly.

“Are you done?” He questioned. His voice was relaxed meaning he wasn’t mad anymore which ultimately made you feel guilty and pissed you off.

“Jus-Just a few more shoots.” You mumbled letting the guilt set in.

“I’ll see you at home.”

Hearing the beeps in your ear, you’d realized that he had hung up on you. Yeah you had definitely fucked up. ‘Happy fucking birthday.’ You thought.

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Although you had stayed 3 extra hours after talking to Mike, you had cut you shoot short due to your guilt. Yeah all you did was do a tad bit of flirting but you had a man at home. A famous fine ass sweet ass loving ass man at home.

“Baby?” You yelled as you open the door of your shared home. “Mi-“ Seeing the black balloons in the air, the dim lit room and the soft r&b play in the background, you broke down. You had seen the wine set out in melted ice, cupcakes from you favorite bakery and that’s when you knew you had really fucked up.

“5 hours Y/N?” His voice had scared you straight. Your tears had been slowly drying up. “5 hours to take some damn pictures?”

“Baby, I’m sorry. This is beautiful. I love you! I missed you!” You fired off as he moved towards you. His eyes were trained on you and you dared not to move as he circled around you. Something was off about Mike and you couldn’t tell what. Maybe you had real pissed him off this time especially since you could smell a hint of liquor on his breath.

“Put this on and go wait for me.” Michael had handed you a long black garment box with a red ribbon before you made your walk of shame to the bedroom.

Pulling your work clothes off you figured a shower wouldn’t hurt considering he was already upset and it was your fucking birthday. “Get your shit together, Y/N.” You coached as you looked at yourself in the lacy black lingerie. Between your breast almost popping out of the deep low v cut, your ass hanging out of the back and the thin fabric leaving nothing to the imagination, you were completely surprised by Michael’s choice. You styled your kinky coils a bit before walking out of the bathroom.

Michael was already in the bedroom waiting for you. “Took you long enough.” He smirked shocking you. “You had me waiting so on your knees.” You didn’t know what had came over him but you actually liked it. ‘Maybe you should piss him off more.’ You thought. Scrambling to your knees, you felt Mike behind you with a piece of fabric. “Close yah eyes.” He coached shielding your eyes then tying your hands.

Hearing a clicking noise, your became nervous. Yeah you trusted Mike but this wasn’t the Mike you were use to. “Y/N, Y/N, Y/N.” He touched your cheek before stroking your bottom lip with the pad of his thumb. “You been playing with me.” He spoke cupping your neck. “Testing me. You like testing me?” He asked applying pressure and slipping two of his thick fingers inside of your one piece rubbing you clit slightly.

You hadn’t spoke. Partly because you were becoming turned on and also because he was starting to apply too much pressure.

“Answer Daddy.”’

“Ye-ye-yes.”’ You let out softly.

“Yes what?” He was so close to your eat that you could feel the breath and smell the Ciroc.

“Yes Daddy.” You mumbled feeling his tongue drag from your ear to your neck. Sucking on your tender spot you began to moan. Feeling his hand travel down to your breast, you couldn’t help but to halt your breathing as he pinched you right nipple through the thin lace. The fingers on his other hand slight pinched and rubbed your clit even more.

“Stand.” He commanded still caressing your nipple. You felt his fingers off of your nipple and your clit but instead peeling the lingerie off of your body. “Wet already?” You could sense the smirk on his face which only made things more interesting and irritated the hell out of you because you couldn’t see a thing.

Once again you could hear clicks in front of you as you stood there naked and tied up. “Daddy, what’s that?” You mumbled.

“Back on your knees.” He commanded disregarding your question. “Open your mouth.”

Licking your lips you felt the tip of his dick near the corner. You’d always loved giving your man head but honestly you would get off yourself if you could watch the satisfaction on his face. “Daddy can I watch?” You ask completely ready to get your man and yourself to cum.

“Nah.” He chuckled. “Punishment baby girl.”

“But-“ His dick had completely caught you off guard entering your mouth mid sentence. You wrapped your lips around your man’s girthy member allowing your tongue to do most of the work since you were still tied up. Swirling it around from the base to the tip, you had started to become wet all over again.

“Fuck.” He mumbled as your head bobbed up and down taking him all in relaxing your throat. You were forming a trail of spit on the corners of your mouth and you could care less. The sloppier the better. “Keep that up, baby girl.” He moaned slightly which only fueled you to go harder. He’d palmed the back of your head fucking your throat. You were gagging and could barely breath but if you died ... so be it! Popping your lips from his dick you started to give attention to his balls. Licking them before placing them in your mouth and sucking slightly swirling your tongue around them. His breath had halted at the sensation.

“Nut Daddy.” You encouraged as you went back to giving all you attention to his rock hard dick. Your tied wrist that hung in front of you found their way to your dripping center. “Please.” You begged wanting to taste your man’s kids hit the back of your throat as you began playing with yourself. Finally feeling him twitch and the warm liquid mix with your spit, you gladly took all your man’s warm seeds down your throat sending yourself into an orgasmic frenzy. “I love you.” You called out feeling him guide you towards the plush California king bed.

“Love you too, ma.” You could feel him pushing your face into the bed while your bare ass sat up in the air allowing the cool air to hit the wetness between your legs. “Arch that back, Y/N.” He spoke sending a small smack to your pussy.

“Fuck!” You hissed out in slight pain. Two of his thick fingers had found there way to your center slipping into it to call down the stinging sensation.

“When I tell you some shit you gon listen?” He questioned pumping in and out of you faster and using his thumb to vibrate on your clit. You couldn’t speak due to the upcoming orgasm. You went to move your hips attempting to throw your as back on his fingers. “Answer me!” He snapped pulling them out and giving you right cheek a harder slap. “When I tell you not to go to fucking work, are you going?” He’d smacked your left cheek.

“No!” You cried out wanting to feel him anywhere on you. You were literally crying real tears from the pain and pleasure. “I’ll stay home, baby!” You moaned as you heard the clicking noise again.

“Good girl.” His plump lips had began to kiss you center before his tongue attacked your wetness. You spread your legs further allowing his tongue to slip inside of you before you began to throw it back against your man’s tongue.

“Yes Daddy! Fuck me baby. PLEASE!” You begged as your covered eyes rolled to the back of your head and the tears formed again. He had added two fingers along with his tongue. “Damnit!” You grunted as your legs shook violently before cumming. “Ssss-stop, Daddy.” You begged as he continued to devour you through your orgasm. “I’m cummin’.

“Shit.” He groaned taking the blindfold from your eyes. Your eyes were still closed as he kissed you viciously allowing you to taste your own sweetness.

Your eyes adjusted to the light as he pulled away from you. He was staring at you like you were the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen but you were most definitely sure that your eye makeup was ruined especially your mascara from the tears of pleasure. Looking over at Michael his mustache and lips were glistening from your juices. “Smile.” He smirked holding up the Polaroid camera as the familiar clicks sounded off.

“You’ve been taking my picture? You questioned as he untied your wrist looking at all the pictures of you on the bed.

“That’s all you cared about earlier. Getting them fucking pictures done.” He scoffed tapping on your thigh. “So why not see what was so interesting in doing that shit.” He smirked taking another photo of his fingers slipping again into your wetness.

“Shit.” You mumbled as the cameras clicks went off. “Lemme see.” Your eyes twinkled taking the camera from him. You had started to snap a few of your man before placing the camera on the edge of the bed setting it to the multiple shot self timer. “Fuck me.” You spoke flipping again on your stomach arching your back so your ass was in the air.

Aligning himself with your entrance, Michael slipped into your wetness fully with ease. “Wet as fuck.” He commented as he began to stroke inside of you. Between your man’s dick and the clicks of the camera you wanted to put on the ultimate show so you could remember this night although you knew your legs would for the next couple of days.

“Faster baby!” You yelled throwing your ass back again attempting to follow Michael’s rhythm as he began to fuck you senseless.

Feeling the smacks your ass cheeks then your hair being gripped the tears were coming down again. “Shit!” You cried tightening your walls against his dick. “I love you, Michael! I love you.” You had attempted to take control but ultimately failed as you collapsed on the bed letting your juices leak from your sore throbbing center. “Cum inside of me...” You moaned. “Please.”

Hearing the curse words under his breath, Michael grabbed your neck giving it light squeeze thrusting harder inside of you. You could tell he was on edge and you wanted nothing more than your man emptying the contents of his dick inside of you. Did you want kids right now... no but you would deal with the consequences later. Today was your birthday and right now you were 26 and invincible. “Open your mouth.” He groaned attempt to slip out of your pussy because he knew it was just the sex talking all that ‘come inside of me’ bullshit.

“No!” You demanded tightening around him biting your lips. “Inside of me, Daddy.” “I want your kids ... I want you.” You reasoned crying out as he groaned honoring your request.

“Love me enough to marry me?” He asked sleepily biting then kissing your shoulder as he cuddled against your body to weak to pull out.

Tensing up, you slipped from under him before looking at him in the eyes. “What?” “What did you say?”

“Marry me, Y/N.” Pulling the black box from this morning out of his nightstand, he looked at you seriously.

You were stunned. Leave it to Michael to not only give you great birthday dick but to ask you to marry him afterwards. “I-ye-wait. What?!“ You were crying and tripping over your words. You’d jumped off the bed realizing your legs were jelly.

“Y/N, tell me something baby.” He pulled you back into the bed with him.

Taking a deep breath, you shook your head frantically. “YES! Yes I’ll marry you.” You cried kissing him. “I’ll be your wife.”

“I love you. Happy birthday, baby girl.”

“I love you too.”

"I've been there

Tell me everything you think i wanna hear

I'll take care of you, i will"

-Caretaker Dram ft Sza

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

She was sick and He was broken. They had always been there for each other until they disappeared from one another's life.

What happens when they both need to be each other's caretaker as they make it through life ? ...

LoVe  - Cover for my latest FF, Rocky Shores. 

Definitely my fluffiest FF to date.

Link to the FF: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11089458/1/Rocky-Shores

Authors POV

The therapist watched her movements recording everything down. Everything but her voice. Her glassy sunken eyes locked straight ahead like they’ve been for the past two weeks since the sessions started.The only words that came from her were the words spoken to her still living children aside from them no contact with anyone else not even her long time boyfriend or her friends. This was one of her lowest point since the death of her parents. She felt like nothing could make her happy. Honestly, she was beyond broken.

AirRen

"AirRen, you’ve been here for two weeks. Your going to have to speak about the situation." I sat there barely listening to her but instead focusing on the beautiful images of her family that sat on the bookcase behind her. "Ms. Mitchell, I can’t keep bringing the judge short reports. You agreed to go to therapy instead of jail for attempted murder. Now you have to speak or they’ll take you away.

My eyes moved away from the case staring straight at her. I didn’t understand why they needed me to talk about something I didn’t remember.

"Air-"

"I don’t remember." I yelled unconsciously. Speaking for the first time in weeks.

"Just tell me what you remember. Please." She pled preparing her pen and paper.

I slowly turned my head to the left glancing at him. I slowly turned my head to Mrs. Smith swallowing the invisible lump that had made a home in my throat since the incident.

"All I remember …."

Flashback

"How she doing Lolita?" Tae asked grabbing the chart from her fingers.

"Pause … Lola yah name’s Lolita?" Ny asked. "And your a nurse."

"Hold the hell up … I knew you looked familiar!" Tae said as me and Aug’s heads popped up.

"Wait … your my fucking nurse bitch!" I spat getting angry.

Lola just stood there looking in a daze. With her glassy eyes allowing tears to roll down her cheeks onto her scrubs. Her hands were shaking and the way she bit her lips they were gonna fall off.

"TELL THEM!" Nikkei spat as Lola looked around the room clicking the pen in her nervous shaky hands.

"I’m so- I - Trey…."

"Bitch spit it out or I will!" Nikkei yelled pacing around the room. I didn’t understand what was going on. What could she possibly have to say?

"Trey told me to do it. He really loves you. He’s sick and … and I’m so sorry." She whimpered.

"Do what?" I growled instantly getting heated. I popped up, not even caring about the pain my body was suffering, peeling off the surgical tape pulling the needles out of my arms and nose.

"Fuck this!" Nikkei stumped her foot breaking the buckle off of her Nike. "August the day I texted you I really needed to tell you what she told me about what hervand her pathetic brother did." Nikkei mumbled looking between August and Lola.

"Somebody betta spit dah shit out!" Aug barked clenching his jaw standing up. Trey and Chris stood immediately blocking him from Lola.

"I CHANGED THE RESULTS FOR MY BROTHER!" She blurted out sobbing harder shaking uncontrollably.

Everyone’s eyes fell on Aug as he tried to pull her into his grip. I watched her attempt to run away but this was far from over. I thought before lunging over the side of the bed tackling her. Even with the bone cracking and blood spewing from her it still wasn’t enough. The more pain and anger I felt the more she had to suffer. ‘An eye for an eye’

Flashback Over

"That’s all I remember." I said softly not even caring about the tears falling from my eyes.

"You don’t remember trying to kill her?" The therapist asked looking up from her notes.

Nikkei

Lola and I were upstairs talking about how beautiful the baby shower was. Lola even brought yp Aug’s name which kind of shocked me because she acted as if she knew him personally.

"You know his bitch here too?" Lola said smacking on her gum fixing the sloppy bun on top of her head.

"I have no beef wit either of them. Me and Aug both got our family. If they wanna jump dumb me and Mike will handle them." I said before I heard a creek in the room.

Lola and I turned to see AirRen walking in. Her and Lola’s eyes met and Lola immediately started acting tense.

"Hi." She waved looking up at me.

"Hi … nice dress."

"Thanks! I didn’t know you were pregnant?" She looked hurt the more she looked at my stomach. I could tell she thought of me carrying Aug’s baby.

"Its not his." I chucked watching a smile wash over the fear.

"Im happy to hear that. Tyga? Your man?" She asked pointing to the downstairs.

"Yea ma’am. We’ve been off and on for about 7 years. We finally just decided to really be together." I smiled at the thought of my boyfriend and our little King.

"Im really happy for you! I actually came in here cuz your hair is killer! " She giggled snapping her fingers in a ‘z’ motion.

"Omg STOP! Ny gave me her beauticians number. Speaking of her crazy ass … you know she misses you, right?" I looked at her pout her lips towards me.

"Look I know that’s yah new found friend or whatever but she wanna talk we can. Im not kissing nobody ass. Period! Especially over a damn baby!" She looked hurt and really stressed but I felt where she was coming from.

"Well y’all need to but im pretty sure Aug and Trey dun said that."

She nodded her head rubbing her unnoticed pregnant belly.

"Im sorry- you know for beefing over a niggah that I never had to begin with. Especially when I knew how you felt-"

She put her hands up silencing me, “Its fine. Aug is a total womanizer. I have no idea what it is about his big headed lanky ass.”

"I know … dick too BOMB!"

She cut her eyes at me before breaking out into laughter herself.

I heard Lola mumble something before joining in on our laughter. AirRen cut her eyes at her and I swear Lola jumped.

"Im bout to go and see what Ny up to." Lola whispered before dismissing herself.

AirRen looked down at her vibrating phone, “Shut up … here I come.”

"Aug?" I chuckled.

"Yes!" She was halfway out the door and stopped in her tracks. "Oh Nik, watch who you calling yah friend! Bitches trifling."

I knew exactly who she was referring to by the way she acted when AirRen came in but what the fuck did Lola do?

AirRen

I made my way back downstairs looking for Aug or Tae. I heard loudtatalking and laughing coming from the kitchen. Before I could make it I felt a pair of hands wrap around me and the smell of a Ralph Lauren fragrance.

"Whea you been baby?" He whispered into my ear. I swear being pregnant this time around I was always horny. All I wanted to do with August is sex him down.

"I was upstairs talking to Nik." I turned around to look at his face.

He raised his eyebrow licking his lips. “About? “

"Nun we just squashed the beef babe." I giggled pulling him outside towards his car.

"Whea you taking me?" He asked as I fished his keys from his jeans.

"Shut up and get in!" I groaned pushing him into his back seat kissing his lips.

"Co-"

I silenced him by kissing his soft lips again. This time biting his bottom lip hearing a soft moan escape his lips.

"SHIT! CoCo."

"Gimme." I looked from his eyes to his pants.

He went up the long orange dress attempting to pull down my panties. He raised his eyebrow licking his lips.

"No panties? "

I shook my head lifting the dress over my body throwing it towards the front seat. “I said gimme!”

"Dayum guh… you really tryna get me." He chuckled sucking my neck making me moan a little.

I ran my fingers through his soft black curls pulling on them once he allowed his length to slowly creep inside of me. I grinded my hips with the rhythm of the music playing from the radio as he increased his speed.

"You like that?" He growled choking me lightly.

I flashed a devilish grin grabbing on to the seats as I bounced up and down on his lap.

"Fuck." I mumbled as he sped up his pace breathing heavily on my neck.

"You. Luh. Me?" His New Orleans slang asked with each thrust to my body causing me to arch my back and my legs to shake. I attempted to answer but the only sounds that escaped my mouth were moans of pleasure.

"Naah you said gimme lil mama… answer me." He smirked pulling lightly on the fish tail braid.

"Yee..yea-UHH!" I screamed dragging my palm against the foggy window.

"I know." He winked kissing my lips handing me my dress.

Nyla

I was beyond excited about my shower. TJ was gonna be beyond spoiled from all the gifts. Everyone was focused on Trey and I as we opened the millions of gifts stacked on the table until they walked in. Everyone’s eyes moved from me to them. I could they had just fucked around by the bruises Aug tried to cover on his neck with his floral design collar shirt.

"Really?" I mumbled rolling my eyes towards them.

"Chill’at." Trey whispered before opening up another gift to make us the center of attention again.

After opening up all of the gifts we played games and ate cake and everyone left but our friends and her.

"When you gon have a baby shower Lil sis?" Trey asked looking between Aug and her.

"She’on want one. But she ain’t never had one so imma make sure she have it." Aug chuckled looking at that random bitch Tae.

"Why should she … she ain’t even want nun of her kids." I smirked talking lowly to myself.

"Ny-"

"You know what? I don’t know what the fuck is your problem but you need to chill the fuck out! You acting like a real bitch ever since Trey shot up in you!" She yelled cutting off Trey.

"At least my man is MY man. How many bitches in here slept wit Trey” I looked around smirking. “But what bitches in hea’ been fucking Aug?”

"Chill dah fuck out Ny!" Nik came to her defense.

"Ooh so y’all buddy buddy now?" I smirked looking towards the two other angry pregnant women.

"If we are?" Nik asked

"Fuck this! Ny you ah bitch and having that damn baby dun got yo brain FUCKED up! At least the niggah I been rocking wit for over 4 years know my story!" She replied looking towards Trey.

"Fuck she talking bout Nyla?" Trey ’ eyes burned holes into my body as I stood there weak.

"Remember where the fuck you come from Ny!" She snapped picking up her purse.

"NYLA!" Trey yelled.

"I .. I use to" I could barely get the words to form.

"WHAT!"

"Strip … I use to be a stripper!" I yelled crying falling in the chair beneath me.

I looked up from my tear stained palms to see everyone’s eyes looking at me. I couldn’t bare to look at Trey. I knew how much he hated stripping and liars. I was both.

"Trey…Ny… I’m sorry." She whispered.

I could tell it was sincere but I was hurt and I could possibly be losing everything.

"Fuck all of y’all! Get out my fucking house!" He growled knocking over the table where the gifts laid neatly.

I could see everyone quietly exit the house in a single file lone through my hands. Once I heard the door shut and silence fill the room I felt his tall broad shadow hang over my small pregnant fame.

Trey

"Man nigga lighten up! We in New York! We got a show tonight and all that otha good shit! " I chucked looking over at Aug.

"Man nigga you need some pussy!" Chris laughed throwing back his shot.

"I get enough of that." He finally responded.

"Well act like it!" Chris looked towards him.

After that shit went down with med school Aug wasn’t the same. He secluded himself and went on an alcohol binge.

"Im goo-"

"BAAAAAAAAAABY!" A high irritating voice called walking through Aug’s hotel room.

"The fuck!" Aug mumbled under his breath.

"Hey." She flatly said rolling her eyes towards me and Chris.

I swear Nikkei was in the business of trapping niggahs. She didn’t want Aug she only wanted what he had.

"Soo can I still go shopping? You know to get something for your show. Ion wanna look busted." She pouted

"Too late for that." Chris cracked causing me to bust out laughing.

She cut her eyes at me and shot Chris her middle finger.

"No thanks ma, im good with my Vietnamese coochie! Plus i hear yo shit got alotta miles on-"

"Cut it out!" Aug snapped handing Nikkei about a grand.

"Thank you." She kissed his lips looking up at me and Chris before walking out.

"As yah brother, imma say it simple … that ho got to go!’ Chris said taking another shot.

"Yeah Aug! Dats a real piece of work. And you just letting her run- "

"Ain’t NOBODY running me. She asked. I said yeah. Its free pussy." He chuckled.

"Niggah that tired pussy coming wit a price … about 17 shopping bags full." I said to him pointing towards the floor full of bags.

Nyla

"Come on!" I dragged AirRen into the hotel elevator pressing the button to the pent house.

"Im amazed how we’re only spending three says here and we’ve managed to have three suitcases each."

"Cuz we gon be FLAWLESS! " I said smacking on my bubble gum turning up to Beyonce’s song in my head.

"Come on!" She laughed heading out of the elevator.

"Well Tret and I are right across from you. The Chris and Karrueche are on your left." I informed her.

"Who’s next to yall?" She quickly asked as she heard voices laughing.

"The show producer or their manager. I honestly have no idea but he bout to be in for a rude awakening cuz me and Trey sexing like its nun on this-"

"You understand I really didn’t want to know that." She chuckled.

"Well go unpack and I’ll come over in a second. Oh and ill bring Karrueche with me so you guts can meet! "

"Im done. Just call me." She smiled walking into her room.

I quickly threw my bags into my room and made sure the coast was clear before I knocked on the door next to mines.

"Whats up Ny?!" Chris looked down at me reaching for a hug.

"Not now! Where’s Trey?" I pushed passed him shutting the door.

"Daaaayum thirsty … he in the living room! "

"I’m sorry Chrissy! But im tryna set some plans in motion. " I chucked giving him a hug.

"Yall sime freaks! "

"Like you and Ms. Tran aren’t?"

He smacked his teeth leading me into the room. “Hello August.” I Said looking down at his almost lifeless body.

I didn’t have a problem with August. I actually wanted him to forgive AirRen and hopefully move passed it. I didn’t like the hair pulling and choking on her neck. That shit was beyond foul.

"Whats up?" He nonchalantly asked.

"Nun you ready to get some panties thrown at you? " I joked trying to lighten the mood.

"As long as they not dirty!"

I looked towards Trey pulling him up from the chair. “Lets go practice your performance.” I asked kissing his lips.

"Ill see yall later!" He waved walking behind me watching my hips sway.

"So she’s here?" He asked walking into our room.

"If im here! Duuuh Trey! " I joked.

"Well you, her ,and Karrueche hook up and come to the show together. They asses gon speak! Ion give a fuck if Nikkei ho ass here! "

"Wait what? Why would I invite Ren if that bitch was here."

"I swear I didn’t know. Fuck her! Once Aug see Med school they gon be back at it."

"I hope!" I whispered before cuddling against him.

****Later that night****

AirRen

"Okay so Karrueche do you have a nickname cuz if I get drunk your name is gonna be totally different!" I giggled holding up my third or fourth shot.

"Just call me K!" She laughed.

I had to admit K was a pretty nice person. I was never really interested in her from what I read over blogs but I guess you can’t believe what you read.

"So girls how do I look? Fine, right? Nyla asked looking at the leather mini skirt and her CoCo Chanel gold chains drape around her neck.

"You alright! " I joked causing K to laugh.

"Haters gon hate!" She said smacking her teeth.

"We all looking pretty damn fly! Especially you with yo lil powerpuff balls." K chuckled smoothing out my baby hair.

"Hush chile! Hopefully these damn pants won’t cut of my circulation! "

"I know what you mean!" K chuckled pulling on her highwaisted leopard print pants.

"Lets go yall cuz if we late they-"

"Gon turn into some bitches!" K laughed leading us to the elevator.

New York was a beautiful city. It was so busy and the lights at night were amazing. Im honestly glad I decided to come on this trip with Ny to support Trey and Chris.

"It feels so weird beginning backstage. " I whispered to Ny as we made our way to the V.I. P entrance of the club.

"Giiiirl im just glad the paps ain’t catch us."

"I know right! Im soo tired of being compared to Rihanna! Its ridiculous!"

"Well yall seem to be totally different. Paparazzi just like to get shit started!" I said sitting in the booth seats provided for us. I noticed there was one more seat. ‘Nikkei Williams’ I read. I knew if she was here August would be performing and Nyla lied to me.

"Is this some attempt to get us to talk?" I blurted out staring at Ny turn up to the A $ AP song being played.

"What?" She yelled into my ear.

Before I could get anything out Nikkei ho ass came walking up. I tapped Ny and pointed.

"Hello ladies." She waved rolling her eyes at me.

"Lets switch seats." Karrueche said before I could get my words out. I moved down sitting next to Nyla while K sat next to Nikkei.

'Alright Alright!” Our next performer for New York Madness is a new artist that's been top charts with his hit song I Luv It.”

My heart froze as I heard his soft angelic voice hum the chorus to ‘I luv this shit’

'Ay (ohh) ay (ohh) Ay (ohh) uh-huh (whoa-ohh) Ay (ohh) ay (ohh) Ay (whoa-ohh) uh-huh (whoa-ohhhhh-ohhh) Man I luv this shit [8X]

A nigga back with this motherfuckin’ remix (remix), and we about to kill this shit See I went and got a little help to get the whole club poppin’ like Freaknik Cause I got Rozay, a little Bombay, a little peach Ciroc and we faded Soon as we step in, we got your chick, and yo’ chick, and yo’ chick and I know you hate it Cause we linin’ up the shots, youngin’ got the heat to make ‘em pop Soon as we hit the parking lot, then we see all the panties drop Girl, ain’t no bitch nigga, no rich nigga, no snitch nigga Yo’ bitch choosin’ on a real nigga, let her chill nigga That’s real, cause I’m so fucked up, now I’m talkin’ my shit I’m way to high to be trippin’ like this Niggas hatin’ hard, bitches all on my dick This is what you want, I’mma put it like this; lay it down to the Aug, Trey and Chris remix” he sung into the mic.

I was upset that Ny lied to me but I wasn’t gonna let Aug dictate my fun in New York.

"Alright yall … I got a few friends I wanna bring out for yah tonight."

"Here we are all alone in this room (oh) And girl I know where to start and what we’re gonna do (yeah) I’ll take my time we’ll be all night girl So get ready babe I got plans for me and you It ain’t my first time but babygirl we can pretend, Hey let’s bump and grind girl tonight we’ll never end” Chris started to sing grinding to the beat.

"Yah boo gotta dripping girl!" Nyla laughed looking towards a memorized K.

"I think she dripping! " I cracked turning my attention back to the boys.

"Let me take you down I really wanna take you down And show you what I’m about Can I take you now? Your body body oh Your body body up and down So don’t stop girl get it Quit playing wit it Can’t wait no more I wanna take you down I really wanna take you down Take you down, yeah”

"Alright y’all … Ladies of course yall loved that shit … and I took you down but lets see what yall really about!" Chris yelled into the mic dapping up August.

Trey walked out humming. “Imma need a little help with my verse.”

I looked up at Ny. “Gon head! ” I chucked. Sge cut her eyes towards me.

"Yea Trey we ALL need a lil help dancing to yo verse sap ass nigga!" Aug joked making the crowd laugh.

The boys moved down the steps heading toward out booth as a crew step up 3 chairs on the stage. Chris grabbed Karrueche’s hand leading her towards the stage.

"Noo Trey." Nyla whispered as Trey pulled her up.

August looked at me like he had seen a ghost. I wasn’t expecting him to look my way or even acknowledge me. He grabbed Nikkei kissing her lips watching me. I could feel myself about to tear up.

"Yall ready?" Trey asked grinding on Ny. Chris and Aug nodded.

"Sex Ain’t Better Than Love (Ohhhhh) Sex Ain’t, Sex Ain’t (ohhhh) Better Than Love” Trey sung as they all started to grind and dance on the girls.

I couldn’t help but to run out of the booth before the guy's finished on stage to cry my eyes out. He moved on back to Nikkei and I was just his lying ass baby mama.

August

After the show I decided to find AirRen so we could talk.

"Bay whea you going?" Nikkei asked following my every move.

"Why?"

"August you better not fuckin look for her! I swear to God!" She whined dramatically.

"Whats gon happen? Remember you livin’ off me ma!" I shot back. She rolled her eyes walking towards the dressing room.

"Coco?" I called.

I watched her come out of the bathroom with Karrueche holding loads of tissue.

"Lemme talk to you." I asked waiting for her to respond. She nodded her head walking in front of me to and empty secluded room. ‘Damn her ass looked good in them jeans.’ I thought.

Her teary eyes looked up at me from a distance. I examined the purplish bruises on her neck from where I had choked her.

"Im sorry." I said kissing the bruises.

"No Aug .. I should have told you from the start." She whispered.

I honestly didn’t know what I wanted to do with AirRen. I loved her but I couldn’t take her back after she lied to me.

"I just wanna co parent." I blurted out pushing her way to glance at her face.

"Don’t hate your kids for what I did." She whimper walking towards the door.

"I won’t AirRen. I just can’t love you anymore. You lied to me."

"August … you’ve fuckin lied about worst shit! About bitches you were fuckin about EVERYTHING! Even when you broke up with me! You lied and said it was for your career … it was for some bit-"

"I broke up with you cuz I needed money and I wanted to do right by you." I jumped in her face.

I could see her wince in pain ready for me to hurt her again. “I don’t understand August.”

"Nikkei gave me that job at the club but if I didn’t fuck her she was gon fire me. I needed the money but I didn’t want to loose you." I could feel myself weaken and my eyes water.

"Thats why I didn’t tell you August cuz I thought you hated me." She said kissing my tears. "Im sorry. If you wanna co parent I understand."

She let me go about to leave but I pulled her back sitting her on the couch crying. “I love you.”