#lotrificationer

happy Halloween!!! tell me if the nerd candy corn is any good

Thaanks 💖 I can actually see this as a Deadfire modern AU attire for her ngl

thanks!! 🖤 (also @lotrificationer for asking too)

VANNA PHY

a short playlist for her

if I had a heart - fever ray

the body is a blade - japanese breakfast

fear and loathing - marina

paint it black - ciara

monsters (acoustic ver.) - ruelle

a picture aesthetic moodboard

a ‘steal her look’ inspired by her

a small collection of quotes that fits her aesthetic

“how many nights have I lain here like this, feverish with plans, with fears, with the last sentence someone spoke, still trying to finish a conversation already over?” -kim addonizio

“you are shaking fists and trembling teeth. I know: you did not mean to be cruel. that does not mean you were kind.” -venetta octavia

“I know of no home other than memory. this wreckage we make wears both of our names.” -jason bayani

“and her smile / it forges galaxies and fosters life in a barren world / but oh, her rage / it shatters the stars and brings constellations to their knees.” -s.g.

“but the memories well up like springwater, faster than I can hold them back. they do not come as words, but like dreams, rising as scent from the rain-wet earth.” -madeline miller

“what is more unfair than having to choose between being a monster or being a hero? (when you have to be both). when you learn that the road to hell is paved with more than just good intentions.” -m.a.w.

“she whose song has no beginning nor end / she whose voice faded into stars and moons / where is she? where is she?” -dunya mikhail

a list of things that are her aesthetic

humming violet blades and thundering explosions that rip apart the ground beneath swift feet, how none of this should be so exhilarating, but each bolt deflected sends a thrill down the spine

recirculated air from a ship that has begun to feel like home and the hazy, languid state between awake and asleep

oil and grease smudged over slender fingers that move methodically around mechanical parts

temptation rooted in years of frustration calling like whispers, risking just a little for a chance to finish what was started, and then a little more, and then a little more, until the original righteous goal warps into something more spiteful and embittered

thank you, Shan! 💜 going to tag @consulaaris, @sirotras​, and @lotrificationer​ here for asking as well - ty guys 💜

Skysargas “Sky” Starbrac

a short playlist for her

Brand New City - Mitski

Everybody’s Fool - Evanescence

The Ballad of Mona Lisa - Panic! at the Disco

Little Lover’s So Polite - Silversun Pickups

Hazy Shade of Winter - The Bangles

a picture aesthetic moodboard

a ‘steal her look’ outfit inspired by her

a small collection of quotes that fits her aesthetic

“There are certain kinds of deaths that one should not be expected to relive, certain kinds of connections so deep that when they are broken you feel the snap of the link inside you.” -Jeff VanderMeer

“Some days I want to spit me out, the whole mess of me, but mostly I am good and quiet.” -Camille Rankine

“I am so tired. I want to be held by everyone I have loved and told that it is all forgiven, all done, all made well.” -Catherynne M. Valente

“tried not to think about how maybe I’m just like the stars / burnt out for all I know” -Rebecca Kokitus

“…I have always tried to be like a closed door, so that no one would see and get to know my frightful inner life…. I have tried to be a human being, and at the same time be a living presence within myself…. We can trample a certain feeling underfoot, but we cannot deny having it at all.” -Forugh Farrokhzad

a list of things that are her aesthetic

polite smiles and laughter in conversation that seem sincere to all but those who know you best.

standing alone near ocean waves on the beach during a clear, star-filled night.

getting to work right away if you see somebody that needs help, because it’s the right thing to do, and because you hope it’ll help you sleep better at night.

keeping your problems to yourself even when your loved ones offer to help you, simply because you don’t want to burden them.