#lorriediaries

When we met, we were in the eye of a storm, but my heart wanted you nonetheless. I reached out, and you reached back🌪️. We reached for each other. There was a light I saw that I thought said, “Just hold his hand while the storm passes. You will soon be home!”🏠 We started off running. No stopping for water, no check-ins. Same vision, same goals —helping people, pushing our dreams, lifting each…

Sitting here in the dark thinking to myself, I can’t possibly be going through this again. This pain. This heartbreak. This exact same place… And not even 2 years later. Everyone is expecting me. No! I’m expecting me to break down and surrender defeat but I can’t. I’m just numb. I vowed to myself never to be this weak again. To never require that kind of help and support again. Yes, I will admit…

Writer’s Block : Redirection 🔙🔛🔝🔜

It happened. I have the dreaded writer’s block. If you haven’t noticed, I haven’t been blogging for over a month now. It’s been frustrating 😶

It’s not that I haven’t been writing. I havent😆. I have been revisiting drafts and editing them, starting new posts, writing down ideas and even just headings but nothing solid. I haven’t actually completed an edit or finished a post. I got plenty of…

Unattractive Qualities – Panic at the Disco

I am an over-thinker and used to be a borderline self-sabotagor 😄.

I laugh now, but the self-sabotaging thing was a real thing. I say ‘was’ because that’s long gone. But the overthinking – I’m still dealing with that.

Overthinking and panicking are good friends I tell you. Best friends. Scenarios, assumptions, blurting out unnecessary words, self preservation and 🤭 oops now I am just…