#lonlines

Some of the people I've met this year have been the best friends I've ever had. This means a lot for me as I've always struggled with bullying, fake friends etc It really does get better

Someone told me to write today, to write about how lonely I feel, how I don't have a "special someone" to share my sadness and happiness with. At first I thought about writting a long poem on how lonely I feel, on how sad that makes me feel but How can I compare my lonliness, being surrounded by people, with someone who has no one but a pet? How to compare my sorrow with someone who lost every loved one? How to compare the bags under my eyes to the deep ones of a mother waking up at 3 am to check his sick daughter? Suddenly I couldn't help but feel guilty, How can I feel so alone and miserable when many people have it worst than me? I like being alone but I hate being lonely and lately I'm guilty of being lonely even if I'm surrounded by people, I'm guilty of being sad even if I have a thousand reasons to smile, I'm guilty to skip sleep due to overthinking at night, I'm guilty because It's all my fault.