#lonigiri

𐙚 koga yudai

you knew kei was exhausted from preparing for the upcoming comeback. it was going to be their biggest one, and yudai always wanted to work his hardest to make sure not just himself was perfect but everyone else was as well. he told you and reassured you that even if he was upset, or tired, when he got back home that it wasnt your fault, and that just being around you made him feel better. and today was no different. he'd come home a little later then usual from practice but it wasnt unexpected. he just wanted to take a shower and sleep. and thats what he had started doing, until after he stepped out of the shower. "yudai, you have to eat something." your voice, quiet, but stern, called out. he just sighed, not having the energy to even speak. your hands found the sides of kei's figure, wrapping around his waist as his head hung low and his hands gripped the sides of the sink. "can you not." it wasnt loud, not snappy or cold. just sad. "i'm just trying to take c-" "just right now, loving you is exhausting. i just need to be alone." he said, still in the original position he was standing in. except now your arms werent holding him. they were holding yourself. you knew he wasnt saying this out of spite, or to hurt you. he was just tired. but it hurt. hearing the person you loved the most telling you that you were too much to be loved at this moment. lip trembling as you held back tears. "okay." is all you could muster out. stepping away, leaving the bathroom as you headed to your shared bedroom. collecting your things. you knew it was probably a little overdramatic, but he wanted to be alone. who were you to not give him what he wanted?yudai realized what he'd done. that what he'd said hurt. even if he didnt mean the words that came out of his mouth, he still felt horrible. "baby.. i'm so sorry, please dont leave me." yudai's eyes glazed over, his lip now trembling as he knelt down on the ground in front of you. palming your calves as his forehead rested against your knees. "i dont want,,,, i dont need to be alone.. i just need to be with you, you always make me feel better. i'm so sorry i didnt mean anything i said." you could feel his wet tears against your legs, he was shaking as he gripped your legs tight, scared you'd walk away, scared you'd leave him. meeting yudai on the floor, you pulled him into a deep hug. leaving kisses all over his cheek, ear, and neck. "i'm not gonna leave you, yudai. i'm here... i'm here." small sobs still coming from kei as you pet his hair, calming him down. "i love you so much." he whispered before drifting off in your arms.

𐙚 murata fuma

"fuma you need to talk to me!" "i am! we're talking right now!" communication with your boyfriend recently has been choppy. he's been at the dorms more than home and in the practice room even more. you barely have time to even say hello to eachother, and you know its not either of your faults. but it feels like you've just hit a brick wall. "this isn't talking, this is arguing." "well i feel like every conversation we've had for the past two months has been just an argument." "you're right." it was exhausting, for the both of you. the upcoming comeback was weighing on not just him but you as well. knowing he wasnt going to even be in the same country as you for who knows how long, you hadnt been apart for that long before and you didnt know what was going to happen. sleepless nights without fuma in your bed, thinking about your relationship and how it was going to survive this. you've gone through so many other hardships and have come out strong but this felt different. like something bad was going to happen, it was your gut feeling but you didnt want to trust it. you wanted to just have the love of your life back. all the thoughts running through your head at once. it was overwhelming, too much for you to handle. you could feel the tears start to well up. you didnt want to cry, not now, not in the middle of whatever this was. "whats going to happen fuma." voice cracking, holding back tears. "whats gonna happen when you're overseas? you've already been so distant, i just.. i just dont want to loose you." tears finally shedding, falling down your face as your lip quivered. he just shook his head. "i dont know." is all he said, barely a whisper, but you still heard. did he not want to fight for the relationship? did he not want this as badly as you did? legs giving out, feeling weak as you slumped on the couch. hunched over, face in your palms as you cried. losing fuma would break you. more then you'd already been. then you felt it. his warmth enveloping you. strong arms wrapping around your body that'd been shaking. "i cant lose you either. you're everything to me." your arms finally wrapping around his body as you cried into his shoulder. his hands rubbing up and down your back, soothing you. murmuring how much he loves you while kissing your temple. maybe it would be okay.

𐙚 wang yixiang

you honestly had no clue what was going on. nico had come home in a bad mood. you assumed it was something to do with being at the studio all day so you tried to make him feel better. ask him what'd been bothering him and if there was anything you could do to help and he just brushed you off. not even responding to your questions. not even a look at you. you'd decided to give him space because that's obviously what he wanted. but it'd been almost two hours he'd been home and he hadnt spoken a single word to you. "nico, seriously, please tell me what's bothering you. maybe talking about it will make you feel better?" "right now you're the one bothering me, just leave me be." yeah, that stung right to your core. just wanting to be there and help your boyfriend made you annoying? your lips tightened into a thin line before just walking away without a word. not wanting to 'bother' him anymore. sure it was petty, maybe he didnt mean it, maybe he just had a bad day. but there was no reason to take it out on you. you sat on the couch after leaving your shared bedroom —where nico had been camping out— and just turned on the tv and started watching your show. paying no mind to how nico had just treated you. if he was going to act like a baby he can be treated like one. then your head started racing. what if you'd actually done something to upset him? what if you were bothering him? picking at your nails and staring blankly as your mind spun. before you even realized you felt arms wrap around you. looking over and seeing nico's head burried in your neck as he breathed you in. "i didnt mean it, you dont bother me ever, thank you for worrying about me baby." he hummed into your collarbone. a giant sigh of relief came out of you before your arms wrapped around nico, fingers running through his hair. "its okay, i know,,,, never speak to me like that ever again though or else you'll be sleeping on the sidewalk." "yes ma'am."

𐙚 asakura jo

you and jo never got into arguments. i mean never. not even over a food place. you were just always in sync and just knew what each other always wanted. jo'd gotten home particularly late one night. you always would stay up late —even if you'd had work that day— to greet him and so you could go to bed together. you were waiting and waiting.... and waiting. and nothing. you'd even texted him asking if he was going to get home late, and no answer. just left on delivered. you sighed, giving up for the night as the clock read 2:00 am, you'd just see him in the morning, or at whatever ungodly time he climbed into bed with you because you werent a particularly heavy sleeper. while gathering your things to move into your bedroom you heard the lock on the door click and the door creak open. you watched as your boyfriend's tall frame slide through the door, closing it behind him. after looking at him for a moment, you continued grabbing your things. "not even a hello?" "not even a text you wouldnt be home until 2 am? i'm not playing that game jo. goodnight." is all you said before going to your shared bedroom. you didnt expect him to follow you. "whats your problem?" "are you actually serious right now? i texted you like ten times and you just left me on delivered. you could've been dead on the side of the road for all i knew." you continued getting ready for bed as you ranted to him, about himself. he just scoffed and shook his head. "do you seriously think you're not in the wrong here? a text would've been nice. i have work in the morning you know." "i never asked you to stay up for me." "you dont have to jo.. i always do. i do it because i love you and i want to see you before my day ends." "well loving you is exhausting sometimes." that stopped your whole world. your heart dropping to your stomach,, or maybe it jumped out of your throat? you couldnt tell at this point. you just stared at him. blank. emotionless. while all of the emotions that werent showing on your face, went crazy on the inside. the man you loved just told you that being with you was exhausting. "just go. you shouldn't have even come back home." you sighed out, eyes finally breaking, all the emotions that you were trying to hold back, spilling out as you pushed him out of your shared bedroom. closing the door, and locking it. choked sobs leaving you as you slid your back down the door. jo on the other hand. didnt even realize what he'd said. he was just talking out of his ass. he wanted to be in the right so bad —even if he knew he wasnt— that he wouldve said anything in that moment. he could hear your cries from the other side of the door. all he wanted to do was kick it down and hug you. tell you that he didnt mean it and that he was wrong and he should've texted. but he couldnt. he just sat there. on the other side of the door, listening as you cried. eventually the cries stopped. but he could still see the shadow under the door. he knew you were still there. "please, open the door." he whispered, just loud enough to if you were awake, you'd hear him. and you did. the lock clicked, and you shuffled away from the door. staying on the ground, not having enough energy to get up. jo on the other hand, rushed in, not giving it a second thought before seeing your hunched over figure on the ground. immediately enveloping you in his arms. "i'm wrong, i was wrong. i should've texted you, i shoulda told you i was going to be home late, im so sorry. and you're not exhausting, you're everything to me." jo word vomited out, trying to say everything he was thinking for the past —what felt like— eternity. sniffles and more tears came from you, jo's warmth felt so good, even if you didnt fully forgive him. "please dont cry, i hate knowing that i made you cry. i love you so much."

𐙚 maus riki

the week of your period was always the hardest. on the worst days, the pain would physically debilitate you, not being able to stand without your uterus feeling like it was ripping out of you. maki was always there to help. always bringing your favorite snacks and herbal teas. always there with a heating pad and a smile to tell you everything was going to be alright. well,, almost always. it was different. today was just,, off. is what it felt like. maybe he was just having a rough day. or maybe it was the upcoming comeback that was stressing him out more than usual. but he was distant, still there, but distant. not even a hand on yours or a sweet smile. not that you expected it, he always helped out of the care in his heart for you, not because you asked. but without his help, for some reason, you felt empty. it wasnt his job to help you but you still appreciated it so much and it felt like a loss when he didnt. "maki,, can you pass me-" "i'm not your arrand boy you know." he snapped, it was quick, a short quip that stung you in your core. leaving your jaw dropped. you always felt bad when maki went out of his way to help you, always telling him how he didnt need to and that he was too sweet to you. that just made you feel 10 times worse.. did he always feel like that whenever he helped you? like you were taking advantage of him? "i.. i'm sorry." is all you could muster out, bringing your knees into your chest on the couch that had been laid out on maki's thighs. now on complete opposite sides of the couch, you sat divided. "yn.. i didnt-" "no its okay, you did." you just got up walking away to your bedroom, not wanting to be around him. maki on the other hand was racking his brain to find out why he'd even said that. he loved helping you. it made him feel like the best boyfriend ever when he saw the smile on your face when he handed you your favorite snack. he was just stressed out and he took it out on you when he didnt mean to. he ended up following shortly after you to your room. the door was closed and he didnt want to intrude. a gentle palm against the door before he called out your name. "please let me in." he sighed out. he was willing to stand there and wait all night if necessary. but the door cracked open, creaking as it slowly opened. maki met with your sad face as you looked down, not wanting to meet his eyes. his hands instantly cupping your cheeks bringing your face up so his eyes could meet yours. "i didnt mean it, i love being your arrand boy." "like that makes me feel any better." maki smiled at the cute pout that enveloped your face. his arms wrapped around you in a comforting hug. "i'm sorry, just been really stressed recently, i didnt mean to take it out on you. please keep asking me to do stuff for you, it makes me feel like the best boyfriend ever."

"yn, i love you, so much, but we have five cats at home. we cannot take care of another one" "YES WE CAN!" you react as if he was insulting you. transfering the cat over to one hand as you gasp dramatically, hitting your chest with your hand. "i cannot believe you would insult me like this oomi!" sakusa just blinked. god he cannot believe that he's dealing with this again.

"come on dude let your girlfriend bring the cat home!" a random bystander commented. a sigh coming from kiyoomi and a hand raising to rub his temples. "yn, please, people are watching now." "yeah they should be! tell him to let me bring the cat home!" sakusa sighed, looking down, he hated the attention but he loved you so he dealt with it.

at the end of the day, you ended up winning, bringing the cute tortie home with the two of you. you guys were sitting in bed together, new tortie laying in sakusa's lap as you were scrolling through tiktok. you started laughing out loud, there you and kiyoomi were, on the streets of tokyo, arguing over taking a stray home.

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@stars4yn: i got the cat btw

atsumu miya -- shut the fuck up please

you and atsumu were on a roadtrip, windows down, music bumping. you'd been on the freeway and backroads for a little while, not many people around so you didnt really mind the music being all the way up with the windows down. but now your venture had brought you to the main roads. you'd been telling atsumu to turn the music down, or roll the windows up but nothing, and when you'd roll your window up or turn the music down he'd roll it back down or turn the music up.

and the worst part is that atsumu was singing. LOUDLY. and it was, some would say, actually most would say. not good. at all. "atsumu PUH LEASE." you shouted over the music and his horrid singing. "i cant hear you! im too busy singing!" you just wined as his response. you looked out the window seeing a few phone cameras pointing towards your car.

"tsumu shut the fuck up PLEASE." you slapped your loud boyfriend on the arm. jesus this red light could not be any longer. "BABY YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE-"

"why are you such an asshole" you asked atsumu as you guys sat on the couch of your airbnb. showing him the videos of you two in the car. "hey i was just singing to my beautiful girlfriend."

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@msbyatsumumiya: what can i say she lights up my world like nobody else

hinata shoyo -- GIVE IT TO ME

"sho if you dont give me the popcorn NOW!" "NO im hungry! you should've gotten your own!" "oh so you hate me?" "thats not at all what i said!" this has been going on longer then you'd like to admit. and yes. fighting over popcorn. at a baseball game. with your famous fiancée. it was definitely a sight to witness.

there was cheering around but you just thought that it'd been because a good play had happened in the game. "shoyooooo please give me the popcorn." you wined trying the pull the popcorn out of his grip and he just shook his head and ate more popcorn. there was even more cheering and laughter? you looked around, the person next to you pointed at the big screen.

the kiss cam. of course the kiss cam. why wouldnt it be the kiss cam. thats why everyone was laughing and cheering for the past like three minutes. you tapped hinata on the shoulder and then pointed at the screen, him immediately turning bright red. i mean you were out in public and your fiancee who just so happened to be the opposite hitter of one of the biggest volleyball teams in japan. so it wasnt out of the ordinary that people would come up to you. but you didnt even take into consideration that this would happen.

well either way you two shared a tender kiss that made the whole stadium erupt in cheers, and you could almost guarantee you'd see a video of this moment later.

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bokuto kotaro -- I SAID ONE??

"YOU CHEATING SON OF A BITCH. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO SAY UNO WHEN YOU HAVE ONE CARD LEFT!" there you were, in the middle of some random park, on a blanket, with an amazingly packed picnic basket. i mean there was nothing that could ruin this moment.

well except for uno.

"I SAID ONE???"

"YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO SAY UNO, ITS A MEXICAN GAME!" shouting at your himbo of a boyfriend in the middle of a - before now - peaceful park. there are people looking from all around. taking pictures and videos. quiet murmers of. "is that bokuto?" coming from people that sorta recognized the wing spiker from the black jackals but were too scared to say anything or get in the middle of this -not so- heated argument.

well the two of you had some good laughs when you got home and saw the many times your both had been tagged in a singular post of you guys yelling at each other for an uno game.

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@msbybokutok: hey i said one...

remembering a tiktok you’d seen on your for you page not long ago you giggled. quickly pulling it up and writing down some of the questions before calling your boyfriend into the room. “baby! come in ‘ere!” you shouted from your bedroom, maki then appeared in your shared room with furrowed eyebrows. “whats up?” “i wanna do this tiktok.” “another one? seriously?” “just shut up and come over here.”

propping up your phone to record you held the notebook to your chest. “alright,, first question-” “you didnt tell me i’d be having to answer questions!” you just deadpanned at your boyfriend and blinked at him before he sighed and motioned you to go on. “okay,,, do you love me because im pretty,, or am i pretty because you love me?” maki just sat there for a second, trying to decode the question in his head. “neither…?” “so you dont think im pretty?” you questioned him in a faux-sad tone. “thats not what i said! of course you’re pretty but i didnt start loving you because you were pretty.” “so you thought i was ugly?” “what? no!” you just glared at him and sighed. “whatever… moving on.”

“would you rather have never met me, or break up with me right now?” you tilted your head at him, his mouth ajar slightly at the question. “i dont know,,,, uhhhh,,,,” his brain was working at a mile a minute and you could see it on his face but you had to hold your laughter in. “i guess never have met you?” “so you wish we never met?” trying your best to look as offended as possible. “oh my god. these questions are-” “i cant believe you wish you never met me…” you fake pouted before squinting at him and moving onto the next question.

“would you rather kiss someone else for 10 million or kiss me for 10 dollars?” maki almost instantly replied to this one. “kiss someone else for 10 million dollars are you kidding?” “dont be so excited to kiss someone else?? i cant believe you’d cheat on me..” your jaw dropped at his response. “its 10 million dollars! plus it doesnt specify what gender,, i could kiss nico and get the 10 million.” you squinted your eyes at him before rolling them. “i guess you have a point…”

“okay last one. me and the hottest girl in the world switched bodies,, and no i cannot be the hottest girl in the world in this situation-” “okay yeah thats what i was gonna say.” “okay, good, but okay,, and would you rather date my body with her personality, or her body with my personality.” he was thinking so hard about this, calculating what to say in his brain. “uh, well which ever one has the personality is you-” “so you think i’m ugly?” he just stared at you and blinked. “i cant believe you think i’m ugly.” “no! i dont! i’m just saying i’d rather date the one thats you. it doesnt matter what you look like.” you side eyed your boyfriend before placing down the notebook and grabbing your phone to turn it off.

“okay what even was that.” “i saw this tiktok and it was a girl asking her boyfriend rage-bait questions and i thought it’d be funny to do to you.” you just smiled at him before kissing him on the cheek. he just glared at you. “you’re so serious?” you nodded and laughed at him before he rolled his eyes and wrapped his arms around you tackling you down onto the bed.

𐙚 wang yixang

not nervous at all, an actual enigma of a human being. he was the first to initiate everything. first date, holding hands, first kiss. all of it. at least on the outside he wasnt nervous, you would never be able to tell if he was scared. and he was, really nervous actually. on the inside whenever he'd make a move he was fighting an inner battle. your first kiss he was probably the most nervous for, it was the perfect moment, you were sitting together on the couch in your apartment, you'd been talking about your day and eventually your words fizzled out, realizing how nicho'd been looking at you. pupils blown, teeth sunken into his bottom lip. "nicho." "hm? yeah what? im listening." "i stopped talking like five minutes ago." "oh." a small giggle leaving you, smiling as one of your hands came up to the side of his face. he basically purred, leaning into your touch. his teeth still biting the skin off his lips, "wanna kiss you." "then do it." he sighed out before leaning into you, lips finally crashing together after so much tension. your first time he was less nervous for somehow. it honestly didnt take place long after your first kiss, hes just so obsessed with you he couldnt wait much longer. and obviously you weren't opposed. he was rough but sweet, he wanted to make sure you knew you were loved even if he was wrecking you. "fuck sweet girl, this pussy was made for me."

𐙚 byun euijoo

god such a sweetheart, i know i've said this for the last couple but god hes so precious. pretty smiles always exchanged, you two started holding hands basically right out the gate so you or him didnt have time to be nervous for that step. but thinki g about your first kiss always left you with butterflies. just thinking about it made his skin turn red. he hadnt even kissed you yet and he was already scared that he was gonna be bad at it. he thought about it 24/7, how he wanted the kiss to be so perfect for you, how he didnt want to let you down :( so when the moment came around, he was dropping you back off at your place after a picture perfect date, he was so nervous. hands clammed up and breath unsteady. he knew he wanted to kiss you, knew it was the perfect moment, but he just couldnt, he was too scared that he was gonna do something that made you uncomfortable. well you were thinking quite the opposite, but obviously he didnt know that. you could tell he was nervous, how he wanted to make the first move but couldnt. "euijoo,, do you wanna kiss me?" his eyes widened, jaw slightly dropped, he nodded quickly, "yes, so badly." "you can, please kiss me euijoo." that was all he needed to lean in and give you the sweetest kiss that you could possibly imagine. as you could guess your first time he was impossibly nervous for. take the nervousness from your first kiss and amplify it by like 30 and thats how he was. he didnt want to do anything that overstepped a boundary, especially for your first time, so he took everything so slow. so slow that it was almost painful for you. "ju you know you dont have to be so careful." "just dont want to do anything that makes you uncomfortable." the cute pout on his face and his glazed over eyes almost made you completely come undone. he'd been basically worshipping your body for the past 20 minutes without even laying a graze where you needed him most. "need you so bad juju, you wont make me uncomfortable." and finally after twenty minutes of him touching you anywhere but your core, he finally gives in, lowering himself between your legs and giving into the sweetness between your thighs. "mmph baby you're sweeter then i thought you'd be."

𐙚 nakakita yuma

such a little tease. you had finally gotten up the courage to ask him to kiss you. and he laughed in your face... "nakakita yuma you're so mean!" "awe baby im not laughing at you,, you're such a cutie, of course i'll kiss you sweetie." the kiss though, was so sweet and warm, everything you could've asked for for your first kiss with him. your first time with yuma.. you were so nervous. ugh he loved it when you were shy and nervous, it made him feel giddy, like we've been dating for so long but your still nervous around him. it makes him so happy. takes care of you so well, long touches everywhere, lips grazing over warm skin. small, quiet praises coming from him as his finger tips graze over your soft skin. "such a pretty girl,, so perfect,,, all for me." all whispers against your skin, hasnt even touched you where you needed him yet,, but you were already so bothered, every word going straight to your heat. "so wet already, havent even touched you yet, you want me that bad huh?"

𐙚 asakura jo

ugh hes so nervous around you, doesnt know what to do with himself. how was he dating someone like you? he didnt understand how an angel basically fell from the heavens and now is in love with him??? you basically had to initiate everything. he wouldnt even hold your hand he was so nervous. when you took his hand for the first time he was so stunned, his hands instantly clamming up. "jo why are you so nervous :(." you would always ask him that, an answer never really came out. he couldnt put it into words how nervous you really made him. when you kissed him for the first time he was stunned, like genuinely stunned. i mean to his defense it was kinda out of nowhere, you had been getting cuteness aggression towards him, squeezing his cheeks, telling him how adorable he was. your palms had planted on his cheeks, sitting there, staring at his lips for a second before planting a peck on his plump lips. his jaw dropped, "did you just kiss me?" "did you not like it?" his eyes widened and he shook his head, telling you how he loved it. your first time was a little awkward he didnt want to do anything to make you uncomfortable, even though you told him over and over again that he wouldnt. but once he finally got going he was so thankful that he got the courage up. "fuckfuckfuckfuck, just like that baby, mm you feel so good."

𐙚 shigeta harua

harua was always hanging on you, always had his arms draped on you, so holding hands was never an issue. harua loved having your hand in his, never letting go, if yall were holding hands and you went around a pole he would pull you to the side of the pole instead of splitting your hands up. your first kiss he was in the middle for, he was nervous sure, but so excited, just sitting in your apartment, playing with his hair while you scrolled through your phone and he layed in your lap. suddenly he'd gotten up, your hand leaving his hair as he looked at you with doe eyes. "is there something you want to tell me rua?" he looked so nervous, lip caught between his teeth as he chewed on the skin. his hands found yours, and he thumbed over your knuckles. "i was thinking about,, hmm,,, i... i wanna kiss you." so cute and pouty about it too, ughhh, i mean who could say no to that face. his eyes flicked between yours and your plump lips that looked so delectable. you nodded, letting him know it was alright. and almost instantly his lips were on yours in such a light and smiley kiss. your first time was pretty planned out. you'd talked about what eachother liked and (pretty obviously) harua had told you that he liked being a little more submissive in bed. which you obviously agreed with and told him that you'd take care of him, those words alone had him rolling. "baby, puh,, please, wanna, needa,, please,,, nmph, pleasee let me cum."

𐙚 takayama riki

so eagar, he always wants to be touching you after he asks you to be his girlfriend and you agree. so holding hands was never an issue for him. he always wants his fingers laced with yours, practically never lets go of your hand. your first kiss, suprisingly, you initiated. taki was like putty in your hands. you were sitting in his room, watching a movie that you were hardly paying attention to, too focused on how the light splayed across your beautiful boyfriends face. "you're so pretty ki~." he looked over at you, eyes widened a bit. lips parted so prettily. "like you're talking!" you smiled at him, your eyes flicking from his eyes to his lips. taki's hand finding yours before you lean into him. lips pressing against his, moving in tandem in a sweet but light kiss. taki never goes more then two hours without kissing you after your first kiss, whether its on the cheek or lips, he always needs to be kissing you. your first time hes nervous, but eager. hands all over your thighs, he loves the way the flesh on them pool through the cracks of his fingers. "oh baby, you're gonna be the death of me." he grabs, everywhere, he thinks he sounds so cool but he really just sounds whiney ugh its the best thing ever... "fuckfuckfuck so close,, pleaasee baby dont stop!"

𐙚 maus riki

maki was just too pretty. it made you so nervous,, every single time he'd even accidentally graze the back of your fingers with his while walking side by side you'd jolt. ears turning hot as your heart beat faster. one day he honestly got fed up with it and just grabbed your hand and didnt let go, no matter how clammy your palms got. "maki! my hand is all sweaty please!" "nope, i dont care! just wanna hold your hand forever." your first kiss wasnt any easier. after you'd held hands for what felt like two days straight, physical touch had gotten easier for you. but the thought of kissing maki always ran through your head.. how pretty his lips were, how you'd initiate, what if you were bad at it? all of these things kinda put you off of trying to kiss him,,, not like you were actually trying in the first place but thats besides the point. it got to the point where you'd been avoiding it so much, you'd actually dodged maki's attempt at kissing you for the first time. "did you just dodge my kiss..." "you were trying to kiss me?!" "of course i was! what else would i be trying to do??" "i'm sorry i didnt realize!!" "oh you're asking for it now!" maki was so fed up he grabbed you tight to the point you couldnt wiggle away and he kissed you with a pout on his face.

𐙚 koga yudai

quiet sounds of run wild played as you layed in bed, watching the same video over and over again, you could never quite get enough, giggling like a little school girl at the video. god it was possibly the best video ever taken. honestly though you were kinda jealous other people got to see your beautiful boyfriend like this. i mean obviously it was apart of the dating an idol thing, you never really got jealous, --not for real anyway. sometimes you made jokes to him saying you wish you could keep him all to yourself. "hey baby, i was thinking of.. is that my song?" yudai squinted, like he was trying to hear better. making his way over to the bed, you clicked your phone off placing it face down. he gave you a look, bed dipping down with his weight while he sat "what are you looking at me like that for." you pouted, "i asked you a question, you havent answered yet." his hand finding your thigh rubbing gently. you just hummed, nodding slightly as you sat up wrapping arms around his neck gently, light kisses peppering his neck and jawline. "hmm, whats this all for, pretty? you dont gotta be embarrassed for listening to my music i know its good." small smile growing on his face. "you're so cocky you know that." mumbling against his skin. he just huffed out a small laugh, "so what was on your phone." your head just burried deeper into his shoulder. "s' embarrassing." mumbled words coming out against his skin. he just smiled, looking down at you with all the love in the world. you looked up at him, meeting his eyes with your own, a light flush coating your skin, "was a video of you." quiet murmers, almost unhearable. "what was that, baby? couldnt hear you." a unsatisfied hum came from you, not wanting to say it again. you grabbed your phone, turning it back on and facing the screen towards him. run away played again, this time he actually saw what you were watching though. a small smile crept onto his face, "this what you were watching, sweetheart? you know if you like it so much you should come to the studio, can preform it live just for you."

𐙚 murata fuma

scrolling through tiktok and seeing your boyfriend practically naked was not on your 2025 bingo card. jaw dropping, mouth practically watering. "oh wow." is all the words you had. "what is it, baby?" fuma asked sweetly, leaning over to take a look at the phone screen. the video playing over and over again. a small smirk appeared on his face. "you like it?" he asked looking at your face. "you're never going to waterbomb again." you chuckled out. you cannot believe other people saw your boyfriend like this, and in person too?? "yeah yeah sure whatever you say." he laughed, going back to what he was doing, tapping on his phone. "hmm you think im joking too... why are you so slutty, what was in the air that day?" he smiled again, scooting a little closer to you ok the couch. you were still actively in disbelief, watching the video over and over again. "its okay because maybe they can see that but you get to see all of me." so nonchalantly too. practically sending you into overdrive as he sweetly kisses your cheek.

𐙚 wang yixiang

"nichooo.. how are you so sexy without even trying." you called out to your boyfriend. he just huffed out a laugh, his hand rubbing up and down the front of your calf. "what are you on about now, baby?" you flipped your phone around, showing him the tiktok video that'd popped up on your for you page. you usually get &team tiktoks, especially of nicholas, but its usually the funny clips of him and maki on live. not random clips of your boyfriend being effortlessly hot. he smiled looking at the clip that played on your phone, he just shrugged. "dont just shrug at me its no fair." "you're effortlessly sexy too baby dont worry." a small smile coming onto your face. "i'm gonna lock you up in a castle like rapunzel so no one else can see you but me." you two joked like this often, it wasnt agaisnt your norm to say crazy things to eachother it just showed that you loved eachother that much more. "yeah not if i lock you up first." nicho retaliated. "im gonna give you the best head ever tonight just you wait."

𐙚 byun euijoo

jaw slightly dropping at the video that one of your friends had sent you. your boyfriend was always one of the "cute" ones per say, but this video was really anything but cute. you knew on stage your boyfriend was kinda different then how he was normally, adapting a personality that even fans picked up on being different. but this video was a different beast. a pair of arms rounded your waist and lips peppered the back of your neck. one hand came up to the side of euijoos face petting slightly, a satisfied hum exiting him, "whatcha watchin' ,baby?" he murmured against your skin. "hm just a video hana sent me, you wanna explain this to me?" you said lifting your phone up, showing euijoo the video that was playing. a small giggle left him as his head burried a little deeper into your shoulder. "not really." he said muffled into your shirt. "i know you get different on stage but this is crazy, euijoo." you turned around in his arms to face him, his ears a tiny bit reddened. placing your phone down before your hands come upto the sides of his face, leaving tiny pecks over his cheeks. a smile formed on his lips before you kissed it away. "i might have to start being sexy more often." he said before deepening the kiss.

𐙚 nakakita yuma

you always got cute and funny clips of your boyfriend on tiktok, it was kinda a norm now, even his members would send them to you so it was really just your whole for you page. and you knew yuma had been going to the gym a little more often with fuma but DAMN you really didnt realize how big he'd gotten til it was pointed out. the detwinkification really needed to be studied, and honestly it was all fumas fault but we wont go there. the flexing is really what got you, you never minded that your boyfriend wasnt super big but now that he had biceps it was really a big turn on. "yumaaa~~,," you called out for your boyfriend who was in the other room. he quickly scurried over at the call of his name. "yes my lovely girlfriend." he said leaning over the couch, head hanging to the left of yours as his arms caged around your neck. your hands went upto his biceps, squeezing slightly. "is this all you wanted?" he asked, you just smiled "you've been in the gym so much recently, i can see it paying off." you complimented your boyfriend, that sent him spinning, the smile that coated his whole face and the blush that crept up his neck really made it all so much better. "thank you, baby." he said softly, kind of embarrassed as he saw the video that was playing on your phone that sat on your thigh. "is that why you're doing this" "hm maybe, just realized how big you're getting its kinda frightening, but it looks good on you baby." yeah he was ready to do whatever you asked for the rest of the night.

𐙚 asakura jo

cuteness agression was a normal thing when it came to you with jo. he might be tall but lord was he cute. he could just be sitting there and you (and everyone tbh) would just crack at how adorable he was. but when jo was on stage he was a different beast. i mean there was a reason he ranked 1st in &audition. when you got to see him preform live you could swear that the barricade wouldnt hold you back. and the waterbomb videos coming up on your for you page a whole year later didnt help but luckily you had him all to yourself right now. "jojo~~" you hummed out, scooting closer to him, placing your hands on his cheeks and pinching and squeezing. another common occurrence so he didnt fight back. "what happened this time, baby?" he asked, a small pout on his lips from all the pinching and squeezing. his hands landing on your thighs, "your water bomb videos came on my for you page and i cant even believe that you're the same person from them." he laughed a little bit, "you're so cute." is all he said, you shook your head in small protest, "yeah like you're talking."

𐙚 shigeta harua

how is he so cute but also so cunty at the same time it doesnt make sense. thoughts like these ran through your head whenever you saw videos like this. ugh he was too pretty for your own good, sometimes you wonder how you were able to pull him when he had eight other boyfriends all around him. rua's head rested on your shoulder, looking over at the video you were watching. "is that me?" he asked, looking at you with a suprised look. you just nodded, smiling a little bit, kinda embarrassed. "wait do you watch videos of me?" "well i dont go searching for them but if they come up on my for you then i'll watch them." you said trying to make a case for yourself. "mhmm sure you dont." he said, smiling from ear to ear. he left a small peck on your cheek, going back to his original position with his head on your shoulder, watching whatever videos popped up on your fyp next. (spoiler it was a lot of harua)

𐙚 takayama riki

taki is just so cute. thats all there is to say. he was your stupid boyfriend that always knew how to make you smile in two seconds flat. so it wasnt a suprise that stupidly cute videos of him would always be sent to you or just show up on your timeline. the most recent one was a video of him at isac just being himself. small giggles and smiles parted from your lips as you watched the video, naturally taki got interested in whatever was making his partner laugh so hard at their phone. "what is it! i wanna see!" he said excitedly, trying to pry your phone out of your hands. "taki noo its for me only." you said pulling your phone back. "but no one is allowed to make you laugh this much besides me!" "and you're so right!" you agreed with him, that made him narrow his eyes at you. "okay then who's making you all giggly and smiley right now." "do you reaaally wanna know." "yes of course i do!" he pouted, and you just giggled at him. "okay give me a kiss and i'll tell you." you smiled pointing to your cheek, tapping on it. taki probably gave you 30 kisses all over your face. "okay okay taki thats enough bruh." you said pushing him away laughing. you played the video on your phone and turned it around for him to see. his face lit up in twenty different ways. "so it was me!" he smiled instantly attacking you in a hug. yeah you werent getting away from this one any time soon.

𐙚 maus riki

you just stared at the video that played on your phone, over and over again. no shame at all. i mean who would have shame when thats your boyfriend. "i've heard that sound on tiktok, who's edits are you watching now." maki said, falling back onto the couch, trying to look over and see your phone. you pulled your phone away, shaking your head. yeah no way was he seeing what you were watching, you would never live it down as long as you were alive. "hey, i wanna see!" he said as he squinted his eyes at you, trying to maybe get a peak of your phone screen. "nope not allowed." you said as you scrolled to the next tiktok. he let out a loud gasp, "i cannot believe my own girlfriend is betraying me like this... watching edits of other people how rude." he said acting all hurt, a hand over his heart. you just rolles your eyes, knowing that he was, well, wrong. well, while you were off guard he snatched your phone, scrolling up a couple tiktoks before finding the one that matched the audio. a wide smile spread across his face, "so this is what you were watching." "maki." "awe you dont gotta be embarrassed, i know im so hot and amazing." "maki." "but im right here you dont gotta watch tiktoks of me" "maki." "but i did look really good this da-" "you dont want to know whats gonna happen if i get to the fourth time of saying your name." "yes maam."