I'm going to miss her so fucking much. I feel like falling asleep every night without having a kiss from her or feeling her arms around me that day or hearing her voice will be impossible. I have no idea how on this eight hour plane ride I'm going to survive. I'm going to be facing a big fear of mine alone :/. I need her beside me and I don't want to be without her :/. I guess it's a warm up to when she goes away to college :c.

Seeing couples everyday Doing what they do Depression...loneliness...kicks in. Wanting to be in a relationship Hating the affection they give to another For many reasons. Just hoping one day That one girl, Just that one girl Would come in to your life Just to change that. Seeing them is not happiness. Seeing that one girl with someone else Is not happiness. Wishing many things. Many things to help you and others Just one wish needs to be granted Just one wish That one wish Is to be with that one girl That one girl you truly like. Not wishing for harm to anyone Not wishing hate on anyone Nothing personal Not wanting to hurt anyone Living in silence Feeling like "forever alone" Sitting at home on a Friday night Saturday night Not one ring on the phone No missed call No incoming No unread texts From her just wanting to talk You text She answers Your happy ...for the moment Wishing it could be the other way around. The least that could happen Just the very least That she try's to talk to you Hearing how your friend talking to there special someone All night long. Not wanting to hear Just wanting to walk away With out another word Not wanting to show any emotion Just one wish if not the other Just one wish Wishing to be with her Wishing to talk to her just a chat For hours with out end Just a chat at the least.