#longliveozzy

my phone was geeked and tumblr wasn’t letting me post but WERE BACK. i have been back in america for almost a week now and things aren’t great! 😁 my aunt and grandma argued almost the whole trip while my grandma talked negatively about food and commented on what i was eating the whole time which eventually lead to me telling her about my bulimia (recovered for months don’t worry gang 🙏🏽) and she did not GAF 😭.

ozzy osbourne died on the last day of my trip and my geeked ass tumblr wouldn’t let me post about it, so, rock in peace fucking legend. i’ll make a separate post about him later.

and since i’ve been back, my other grandma (maternal, she lives with us) broke her hip and came home today, she is one day post op of her hip replacement and hurting when her HEAVY meds wear off. so basically she’s either loopy as hell and feeling okay on oxys, or awake and alert but in extreme pain. i already do most of the housework since i am not of the age where i require a job and now i have her to take care of!

(which i don’t mind, im not a dick, don’t get me wrong. it’s just i already have A LOT to do and this is adding a lot more.)

my birthday is coming up on the 4th and it’s probably cancelled! (celebrating, acknowledging it really), since i have to take care of her and she’s the main focus of the house.

i am extremely overwhelmed but so far staying clean. it’s a struggle when you are stressed the fuck out.