Finally realized that he really haven't been doing anything wrong. In fact, he's been MORE understanding. He's done even cuter things for me. I was just crazy for some odd reason.... I don't know why. I can't explain why. I just was. I met two of his friends yesterday from high school and his cousin last week so I don't think he's hiding me anymore. We were even talking about marriage (even though I think that is wayyyy far fetched, it was really cute...) He even brought up the idea of me giving his mom a gift card and a card with it. He said to write in Vietnamese for her so it's cute. I thought it was a sweet thought because before, he didn't want me to give her anything.. Not even a happy birthday card. I shouldn't be super paranoid with him cause he hasn't done anything to make me doubt him... It was just my own insecurities and my own fear. I highly doubt I'm gonna stop at all from now on, but I'm gonna try and ease it down. TRY is the key word. Fuck, we're going to be dating for 6 months in September.... It's about time I trust him a little, right?
