#lolkms

I can't listen to Danger Days without remembering you holding my hand talking about the comics, driving off into the night with our friend, and us getting stoned in the parking lot of that burger shop. I hear you say everything you said then and it makes my heart ache. I miss you but I fucking hate myself for hurting this bad. You're just a message away. You're just 2600 miles away. I'm sorry if this is just as weird for you. I don't mean for it to be. Maybe one day we will chill and listen to track 9 and it won't feel like this. Maybe we won't. Who knows? Hopefully one day this song won't sting bc it was one of my favorite songs god dammit...until then, thank you for all of the moments passed and the stories, kisses, and memes shared. It's something I'll always hold near and dear to me. Keep looking out for yourself, крошка.

on the real tho I'm so tired of not knowing what's going on in my own life and feeling like I'm just downward spiraling down a pit of nothingness :-)