#lokixthorxreader

“But the moment I feel any type of threat, we are leaving. Understood?” He snaps his fingers, changing our outfits. He had chosen a black suit, and a green tie, matched with a white button-down dress shirt. I look down at myself in an olive sweater dress, tights and boots. He even did my hair and makeup.

(Minus the ridding crop)

“Wow, can you be my personal stylist? You really know fashion.” I laugh.

“Thank you, now, where was it you wanted to venture off to?” He grins holding his arm out to me.

I giggle at his gesture “To town dear sir.”

The town was quite small and grey. The buildings stood on the angle of the hill, each door and window were different shapes and colours. We visited every store, which wasn’t many. Took a stroll along the rocky beach, and on the docks. The taxi driver had mentioned a pub, now I just had to find it. Loki was starting to get bored. He wanted to go home, but I wanted to observe the town and people further.

“We can go soon, I’m just looking for something…”

“I hope you aren’t looking for that silly-“

“Found it!” I drag Loki to the rugged looking building. I push through the door and see the local men and women. They were all drinking and laughing. The inside of the building was beautifully decorated. Dark wooden walls and counter tops, and green and gold details all around. The music of fiddles, keyboards and guitars filled my ears, urging me to dance. I see some people begin to stare, but quickly go back to their conversations.  

“You folks lookin for some food?” an older lady says walking up to us “We also have some great entertainment tonight! Feel free to sit where ever you’d like, and I’ll be over with some menu’s.” I watch as Loki scans the room.

“The back would be nice…out of the way.” He walks in front of me, trying to get through the crowd. I pause looking towards the small stage.

“Aren’t they amazing Loki!...Loki?” Where was he? I frantically try seeing past the men and women dancing, but can’t for the life of me find him.

“C’mon and dance, darlin’” A man grabs my hand and whisks me towards the dance floor. “Don’t worry you’ll pick it up!” He interlocks our arms and begins to swing me around, then passes me to another man, then a woman. They spun me so many times that I was beginning to become dizzy. Suddenly, a pair of hands wrapped around my waist, steading me. I look up and see the tall figure behind me and a smile creeps my lips. Loki. His eyes glowed as he stared down at me. Smirking he begins to spin me again and then laughs at how wobbly I was. We continue to laugh as we complete the set. Everyone begins to hoot and clap as the band ends their song. Loki brings me towards the table and sits me down, placing his hand on the small of my back, with his hand lingering longer then expected. I can feel myself craving his touch longer as he pulls away and sits across from me.

“I forgot how fun it was to dance. I have missed it incredibly. Thank you for bringing me here.” He touches my shoulder.

“N-no problem! I’m just so glad I’ve gotten you out of the house for once.” I bite my lip nervously. “Do you want a drink? I want a drink. I’ll go get us drinks!”

  Loki’s POV                        

(Y/N) could barely walk after drinking so heavily. I too was struggling to keep my balance; how much did I consume of this foreign alcohol? I lifted (Y/N) arm and put it around my shoulder, with one arm holding her waist. I was beginning to feel more comfortable with being so close to her like this, but I know I should keep my distance. “Lokiiiiii, I want to go back inside!” She tries to run back to the pub door. “I just wanna dance!” I grab her quickly before she face plants into the pavement.

“Woah woah, be careful dove. I do not want any damage to come to you.”

“I just wanna go back inside.” She huffs.

“Maybe tomorrow my dear.” I snap my fingers and soon we are home. I sit (Y/N) down on a kitchen chair and turn to grab water. Next thing I know, she’s sitting on the table. She curls her finger and motions me over.  I smirk and make my way towards her. “Yes?” she grabs me by the tie and pulls me in closer.

“Well Professor, I must say that you are very charming.” She says in a seductive tone, leaning close to my ear “Especially your deep sensual voice, it just drives me craaazy.” She nips my ear. “And when you reprimand me, it just makes me so wet.” I could feel lust creeping into my body and soon my lips connect with hers. I run my tongue on her bottom lip begging for entrance, which she accepts biting my lip. My hand is entangled in her luscious hair, as my other hand wanders her side, caressing every curve, then landing on the small of her back pulling her into me. Her legs hug my sides, deepening the kiss. Her hands push my coat onto the floor and then wraps her arms around my neck. “I want you to control me, make me beg.” She pants pulling my hair hard, making me growl.

“Do you want me to ravish you on this table or should we head to the bedroom?” She bites her lips at my words.

“I want you to fuck me everywhere.” I bring a hand to her neck roughly, she gasps and smiles.

“As you wish, my pet.” I bring my lips to her neck and begin to roughly kiss her skin and sucking it. She lets out a quiet moan, making me go further down. I knead her covered breast and grip the top of her shirt. I rip the green fabric, exposing her chest. “Truly stunning.” I rip her bra from the front and push her down on the table top. Her nipples were perked and ready to be captivated. I lower my mouth to her left breast and gently suck and flick her peak. With my other hand I snake my hand in her tights, lightly skimming her already soaked panties. Whining she buckles her hips, begging to be touched. I push her panties to the side and begin to tease her clit, rubbing it painfully slow.

“Please L-Loki.”

I grin and bring my eyes to meet hers “What is it darling? Are you beginning to beg?” I slip a finger into her tight pussy and start to pump. She gasps and I enter another digit. I finger her faster until she’s almost to her edge, I pinch her clit and rub it intensely causing her to cum loudly on my fingers. “Next time I want you screaming my name.”

 Your POV

 I had never experience such a powerful orgasm in my life, and it was only from his fingers. I can feel Loki’s breath on my face “Next time I want you screaming my name.” His voice was hoarse and I could see his dominate side finally coming out of hiding. He lifts me off the table roughly and pulls me towards my bedroom. He pushes me against the bedroom wall and kisses me passionately. I could feel his clothed erection against my thigh. I slide my hand down and rub it, causing Loki to bite my lip. I hastily unbutton his shirt and push it onto the floor, reveling to me his perfectly chiseled chest and strong arms.

“Wow.”

He smirks at my amazement. “That is not the only impressive thing about me, pet.” He pulls away, removing his belt and unzipping his pants, letting them pool at his feet. His large member springs free “Now, kneel before your King.” I obey getting on my knees and clutching his shaft, pumping it slowly. His low groans only made me want to tease him more. I gently place my lips on his tip and then slowly take as much of him in my mouth as I can, sucking and swirling my tongue. A hand entwines its self with my locks, as the other leans against the wall for support. I look up at Loki and see his head fall back, his mouth agape. I quicken my pace and soon I hear him moan loudly, he pulls my head back roughly “My turn.” He pulls me to my feet and presses himself against me, turning my back towards him. He wraps his arms around me and whispers in my ear, causing me to get goosebumps. “Shall I give you what you desire?” his right-hand ventures down towards my core. “Or should I make you beg to be fucked?” He snaps his fingers again and my tights and panties disappear, leaving my body completely exposed for his visual pleasure. His hand reaches its destination.

“P-please, I need-“ I whimper at his touch. The cold of his fingers gave me chills, but it created a hot mess between my legs and I was struggling to keep my composure.

“All in due time, I just cannot get enough of teasing you.” He moves me swiftly from the wall to the bed and pushes me onto it. He climbs between my legs and grins completely overcome with lust. He brings his lips to mine for a quick second, leaving them tingling. He begins his journey downwards, leaving wet kisses along my body. He stops at my entrance and locks eyes with me. “You look absolutely delicious, my darling.” Suddenly his slender fingers thrust into me, making me scream out his name. “Mmm I love it when you say my name.” His tongue now joining his fingers, swirling it around my sensitive clit. I could already feel myself getting overwhelmed by his touch, as he continued hastily. My moans were getting louder, and my vision was becoming blurred. I was so close, and Loki knew it. He withdrew his mouth and fingers, leaving me feeling empty and abandoned. “On your knees,” He hisses, it took me a second to regain my strength “Don’t make me tell you again.” His hands grip my waist and flip me onto my stomach in one quick motion. “Now on. Your. Knees!”  his booming voice reminded me how dangerous this man was, but it just turned me on more. Lifting my hips upwards to meet his, he began to tease my entrance with the tip of his cock. “Don’t worry, I’ll go easy on you…for now.” With that he slams into my throbbing core.

“Oo-h my God.” Every thrust would make me cry out in a mixture of pain and pleasure. He holds tightly to my waist pulling my body closer, bringing him deeper inside me. His grunts and moans were growing gaudier.

“Y-yes.” He pants “I am your God.” He pauses removing himself from me and turning me onto my back. He quickly goes back to thrusting into me, but with greater force and grabbing onto the wooden headboard for support. My fingers dance across his chest, leaving scratches all over. He leans his head down and crashes his lips with mine. His kisses were needy and hungry. I look up at him and see the pain in his face and eyes shut tightly and soon his thrust became faster and sloppy. I could feel the familiar coil in my stomach creeping up my body.

“L-Loki I-“ My voice cracks as I reach my edge. The room began to spin as I rode out my orgasm. Reaching his own and filling me with his seed. His grip on the headboard becomes so intense that it crumbles in his grasp. His release was met with low grunts and loud moans, as he collapses on top of me. I could feel his chest tightening as he let out quick breathes. I embrace him and stroke his humid locks. Tears began to fall from his eyes as he held onto my body tighter.

“I-I’m so sorry.” He whispers, hiding his face in my neck.

“What’s wrong?” His soft sobbing was beginning to scare me “Loki everything we did just now, was completely-“

“Wrong…” He cuts me off “This should not have happened, I should not of-“

“You didn’t do anything wrong, it was me that came onto you.” He lifts himself off my body, sitting up. I move my self upwards to meet his face again. His eyes glistened in the moon light.

“It is wrong, I should not have given into my desires for you. You and Thor should be together.” My mind began to race as I snapped back to reality. Thor. This would break his heart as it was breaking mine. I loved Thor, but I knew my heart belonged to Loki. I can’t believe this happened.

“What is wrong with me!?” I cry out “I-I just-“Now tears were rolling down my cheeks as I heaved in pain, my fingers grasping my hair tightly. Loki pulled me into his cold chest. “I’m so sorry Loki.”

“Shhh, it was I that became too close, even though I knew I should resist you. I tried so hard to make you hate me, to push you away, but you made me feel…loved.”

Whispering into my hands I cannot deny my feelings any longer “I love you Loki…”

“I-I love you too.” He stutters clearly taken aback. He places a kiss on my forehead. “But we cannot be together…I’m a wicked man (Y/N). I’m selfish and rude. I’m a monster. I simply do not deserve your precious heart. Soon enough I will break it somehow.”

“That’s a risk I am willing to take.” He holds me tight to his chest.

“I do not believe I will be able to give you up, love. Not to Thor, not to anyone.”

“Then don’t…” I smile as we both start to drift into slumber. I later realize, that this was easier said than done.

I wake to find an empty spot where Loki once was. I look around the room, his clothes were gone. I wrap a sheet around my body and venture onwards towards his bedroom, but he was not there. I finally find him in the living room. His naked form sitting still, his elbows on his thighs and hands curled underneath his chin. He seemed to be thinking deeply about something. I tip-toe to him and touch his pale shoulder, making him jump slightly. His hand leaves his face as he straightens himself, grasping my hand in his, bringing me to lean on his back, hands intertwined along his chest. The sheet falls around me, leaving exposed in the bright daylight. “You are so warm my dear.” He kisses my hand, “I am not used to the warmth of another’s touch.” I bring my other arm around and place it on his chest, hugging him gently. He turns his head as I place mine on his cool skin “You are truly a vision.” His eyes looked red and puffy, he had been crying. No matter how strong he wanted to appear to the world, he was truly hurting inside, beating himself up.

“Loki, I don’t regret what happened last night, you are an amazing man. I just wish you would see it.” I move myself from him and walk around the back of the couch, standing in front of him. I place my hands firmly on the back of the couch, trapping in between my arms. I lean towards him, watching his eyes begin to glow. I now noticed the flecks of gold blending with the green in his lustful eyes. “I think I am becoming completely engulfed with feelings for you, so much it hurts.” He places his rough hands around my waist, bringing my body forward, making me straddle him.

“How are you real? How am I not dreaming? I feel like I’ve lost a grasp of who I am when I’m with you.”

“You’ve lost the darkness that’s held onto you.” I hold his face in my hands and bring him into a heated kiss. I could feel him giving into his desire once again, but this time he was careful and slow. He caressed my breasts making me whimper. I could feel his hardened length against the inside of my thigh as he kissed down my neck. I guide him towards my entrance and lower myself onto him. His breath hitches as I roll my hips. His hands roam up and down my back until he places them firmly on my backside, grabbing it and pulling me closer into his chest. Although the roughness and neediness were gone from his body, he now replaced it with passion and love. He left himself venerable and was trusting me with everything he had. I could barely keep myself from together when he touched my skin. His thrusts quickened beneath me and I felt my end coming. I lean into him and hug him tightly. “I love you.” I whisper into his ear.

“And I l-love you-“ I feel my walls tighten around him and I let myself go. He follows my lead and thrusts harder until he empties himself inside me once again. We stay still just holding each other. I feel him kiss my neck gently and playing with my curls. He moves us to lie on the couch, my back to his chest with his arms around me.

“I wish we could stay like this.”

“Yes I wish that-“ he stops mid-sentence, lifting himself up and frantically looking around.

“What is it?”

 We walk out of the airport to a busy street. We were sticking out like sore thumbs, everyone seemed to stare. I couldn’t even tell where we were, everything was so dark. Loki made sure I was always in an arm’s reach as we got into a taxi. “Where to sir?” the driver asked Loki.

“To 532 Eden street.”

“Yes sir.” The car ride seemed like hours and there was still silence between us, I think the driver noticed too. “So, are you guys on vacation? Or do you have business.”

“Well a little bit of both I guess.” I say, “What attractions are there around here?” Loki was just shaking his head, obviously amused at my question.

“Oh, around here there’s mostly just goat farms and mud.” He laughs “Nothing really interesting in this town at all, unless you go down to the pub. Usually there’s a live band playin’.” From his accent I think we were in Ireland maybe?  “Where abouts are you folks from?” I turn to Loki and he looks at me for a second then at the driver.

“Uh what’s the big landmass called?” Loki whispers to me.

“Which one? There’s a lot, be specific.”

“The cold one.”

How did he not know about the geography of the world? He literally tried to take it over. “Loki…” I hiss “There’s a lot of cold places.”

“Oh, we’re here!” the driver parks grabbing our attention again. Loki pays him and let’s out a sigh of relief. “You folks have a lovely stay, hope the place is to your likin’.”

The house was small and old, but it looked like it was straight out of a fairy tale, even with the dimly light lamps. The beautiful gardens were full of so many different flowers. I look at Loki and he nods, giving me the okay to explore. I run up to the large wooden door and push it open, the air was stale, and the inside of the house was dusty. It looked like it hadn’t been lived in for years. Loki shows up behind me and sighs. “I suppose I’ll have to do something about this mess…” and soon the house was cleaned and decorated. “Fit for a king.”

(Your Bedroom)

(Loki’s Bedroom)

After a few days we were settling in. I leave my bedroom and see Loki sitting on the small couch. Loki had a book in his hand and a recorder player was playing. “Why a record player?” I say sitting beside him.

“I read about it in a book.” He says turning a page. “Do you not like it?”

“No its great, I was just surprised…” This music was soft and calming, the symphony had instruments I had never heard before. “Is this from Asgard?” Loki sighs putting his book down.

“Yes, Midgardian’s try, but they cannot duplicate our beautiful sounds. We-“ He stops “Asgardian’s gave the gift of music to Midgard.”

“Loki, can you tell me more about Asgard and your family?” I see his body tense. I knew from Thor, that Loki had a tough time growing up, because he was so different. He slowly gets up and walks towards his room.

“Goodnight.” He puts his hands behind his back and disappears. I get up and rush to his room and push the door open. He had been lying on his bed with his hands on his face. I had startled him. His hands quickly left his face and he was standing to attention, but I knew he had been crying. A single tear escaped his stunning eyes. “What are you doing in here!?” His face showed anger but not his eyes. I walked up to him.

“You don’t need to tell me much, but I want…” I see Loki’s hand balled into a fist. I grab his hand and hold it in mine. I bring it towards my chest. His eyes widen at my touch. “I want to help you fight whatever battled you’re fighting within yourself.” He’s completely still, not taking his eyes off my hands around his. I walk closer towards his chest and hug him tightly. “Just let me in.” His heartbeat had quickened, and he was trembling. I look up at him and seem tears damping his pale cheeks. I bring my sleeve up and begin to dab his face, just like he once did for me. He looked terrified. I cup his face with my hands and kiss his cool cheek. He flinches and grabs my hands. “Here…” I sit him down on his bed and begin to brush his hair out of his face. His hair was soft and wavy. I run my fingers through it and he turns his head towards me again. “It’s okay Loki.” I take my hair elastic and put his dark hair into a bun. “There…do you like it? “He investigates the mirror on the wall and nods.

“T-thank you.” I smile at his effort to speak. I get up and open his bag, pulling out a pair of black sweat pants and a green V-neck.

“Are these your bed clothes?” another simple nod comes my way. “I’ll set them here for you. I’ll be back in one sec.” I walk out of his room and into mine. I put on my pajamas and grab my drawing book and pencils, then stop by the kitchen to grab Loki some water.

I walk back into the room and see Loki in the same position that I left him. “Loki…are you not getting dressed? That outfit looks uncomfortable to sleep in.” he flicks his fingers and his bed clothes were on. I could feel myself looking up and down his body. His shirt allowed just the right amount of chest hair to show and his arms were more muscular then I imagined. Instantly my cheeks turned red as I walked closer towards the God. “Um, I brought some paper and pencils…maybe you’d like to draw with me?” I set his water on the side table.

“I know I am not much comfort to you…” I kneel before her, holding her arms. “But I am willing to try…” she stares at me with puffy eyes. “…You just need to tell me what is wrong.”

“I-I’m just so scared…” She sniffs “What if they never come back? What if he never comes back?” I stare down at the light grey tiles, trying to hide my emotions from her. I knew she loved him, I knew…but a part of me wished that it was me that she loved. “Can I ever be normal again?” I push my thoughts to the side and sigh.

“There is no such thing as normal…being who you are is good enough, do not try to mold yourself to fit the standards. Be who you are.” I take her hands in mine and stand up. “Trust me.” She leans in and hugs me tightly again.

“L-Loki…” She whispers, “Thank you.” From that moment on I knew I had to protect her, I had to make her trust me. I had to do this with every fiber of my being. I knew…I had to change.

“Professor Laufeyson? May I have a quick word?” I turn to find the man with eye-patch shutting the door and walking towards me. Great! I roll my eyes, leaning on my desk.

“Ugh, you again? What is it now, come to arrest me once again? Hmmm or is there another urgent matter you need me for?” I cross my arms.

“Cut the crap. As much as I hate you, I am here as a favour to your brother.”

“Oh my dear brother, what does he need me to do this time? Tie his shoes?” I say in a mocking tone.

“The safety of the girl is in jeopardy.” I freeze. “You have to get her out of here. It’s no longer safe in this city or even this continent.”

I stand up and tower over him “You expect me to make her abandon all she knows? She has a life here! Friends, a family!”

“You’ll both adjust to new surroundings! “his face was hard, then it suddenly changes. “I hope you aren’t going soft on us over some girl?” He laughs.

“You think I’d let myself feel for my brother’s toy, you are certainly mistaken.” How did he even know my feelings? How did I give myself away so easily? I hated talking like that about (Y/N), but if I was to keep my act up of not caring, I had to.

“Look I know by the look in your eyes that you have feelings for her, you’d do anything to protect her, right? But you better not put moves on her. I know how manipulative you can be, especially when destroying your brother’s happiness.” Silence filled the room, he read me like a book. My face gave me away, the traitor. “Okay well here are your passports, go anywhere you’d like, I’ll let Thor know what’s going on…just don’t do anything to jeopardize this mission, your job is to stay with the girl as her protector.”

                                                  Your POV

I walk into the library and see Loki franticly pushing papers into his briefcase.

“Loki? Are you okay?” He turns around so quickly that he nearly falls over his chair.

“(Y/N)? Why are you here?” He says gruffly. “I told you to wait by the-“

“The car I know, but you were taking so long, I got worried.” His eyes become distant trying to figure out what he was going to say next.

“Let’s go.” He runs over to me grabbing my wrist and pulling me swiftly out of the building. I could feel the stares from the gawking students and a few professors.

“Loki people are staring!”

“Let them stare, we need to leave immediately.” He growls. “Today on we no longer exist to these people.” He stops suddenly and closes his eyes. I can feel his begin to vibrate as a light green shadow surrounds us. Then we disappear.

We end up back at the safe house. I stumble from the force of his power. “Grab a few clothes and whatever you can fit in your bag.” He rushes towards his room and I follow.

“Loki, Loki wait-“ I look as he begins to pack his things, I had never seen his bedroom. It had bars on his window and steal walls. “Oh my God…” I gasp putting my hand to my mouth. The sight of his room was terrifying. It looked like a cell.

“(Y/N)!” He yells at me. “Get your head out of your ass and Get. Your. Stuff.” I’ve seen Loki mad before, but this was more than mad, he was truly scared. I run into my room grab a few hoodies and tights, underwear and socks. I look up at Thor’s desk and see a few books. I grab them as well and we head to the airport.

Every second we shared was silence. He wouldn’t even look at me. I just wanted to scream at him to tell me everything. Why were we running? I desperately missed Thor at this moment. Him hugging me tight to comfort me…I wished Loki would do that. I knew I had begun to develop feelings for this man, but Thor was his brother and my boyfriend. How could I stay up thinking about how Loki could literally tell me anything and I’d trust him? I know he was in so much pain and I wanted to help him. How could I think about him, when Thor was out fighting!? The guilt washes over me and I couldn’t help but cry. I had tried for so long to keep myself from crying in front of this man again. I didn’t want to seem weak, but I truly was.

“(Y/N)?” Loki reaches for my hands pulling them towards him. “Your hands?” I open my eyes and see the damage I had caused myself. Blood started to fill my palms. As the pain begins I can feel myself heave. Tears streamed down my face. I could feel how uncomfortable Loki was, but I just couldn’t stop. “Here…” He waved his hand and my palms were back to normal. He kept his hands on mine for a moment longer then snaked his arm around me pulling me into his chest. He smelt of sharp mint and leather. “I know it must be difficult for you right now…leaving everything you know behind…I am truly sorry for this burden you’ve been given because of my brother…and that you are stuck with someone unable to-“ He pauses and wraps a finger around one of my curls. “…Someone who has been very hardheaded and cruel to you.” His voice was soft, and I felt safe in his arms. Something that I haven’t felt in a very long time.