A God Can Hold His Liquor - Part 39:Â Naked & Afraid
Summary: Thor taps on your chamber door with a message from Heimdall, and he confesses his concerns about Lokiâs actions with the duplicates on Midgard. Three days later, your lover returns and gives you the welcome back gift you didnât even know you needed.
Pairing: Loki x Female Reader
Words: 3,000
Warnings: Consensual non-con / r*pe play. Knife play (daggers). Intruder role play. Please do not read if this is upsetting to you. If youâre into it, then⌠welcome!
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âI have a message fromâŚâ Thor lowered his tone to a comically animated whisper. âHeimdall.â
You opened the door of your chambers and let him in, closing the door firmly. Loki left for Midgard this morning and you expected him back tonight. In his absence, you stuck to the plan. You remained in your chambers, answering the door in a robe with disheveled hair whenever a member of palace staff delivered food. You maintained the façade of a woman as loved up as a honeymoon newlywed, even glancing over your shoulder and giggling coquettishly while you stood at your chamber door. Your staff would assume Loki was just beyond their view, lying temptingly on the bed⌠predictably, they tried not to think too hard about it. They certainly asked no questions.
âYou erm,â Thor cleared his throat. âShould wear the appropriate clothing.â A shovel-sized palm covered his eyes as he pointed to you, MjĂślnir in one hand. He toyed with the leather-wrapped handle, spinning it in his free hand, while you excused yourself to the bathing chambers. Your loverâs brother widened his fingers over his face and peeked through to confirm your decency, the blush fading from his cheeks.
 âGo on then.â You closed the bathroom door and walked into the living space wearing your gold dress and chrome armour, sitting down on the green chaise. âWhatâs he done?â
âLoki is on Midgard, yes?â
âYeah. And I know thatâs kinda dodgy given, you know, last time he was there he killed a couple people.â
âHeâs a changed God now, it seems. Love altered his character. Anyway.â Thorâs large shoulders hunched up into a shrug and he began to pace. âHeimdall summoned me. He received a message from Loki. The message is as follows â he will need several more days on Midgard to complete the mission. However. I requested Good Heimdall cast his gaze upon my brother. And I come here to tell you the truth.â
âFuck. Whatâs he up to?â
Thor walked back and forth, looking at sat you on the chaise then back to his feet.
âDo you wanna sit down?â
âI erm⌠yes, alright.â Gingerly, he perched on the edge of the chaise, next to you. âI wasnât certain which surfaces were⌠soiled, if you will.â
âShit, donât sit there then!â
Thorâs arse left the chaise as though he his buttocks had touched fire. âNorns!â
You laughed and walked towards the steps leading to your balcony. You sat down, and Thor followed, looking suspiciously at the sandstone perch. âItâs fine. We havenât fucked here. Promise.â
He cleared his throat. âRight. Well. I am afraid to say, Loki is up to his schemes. Heimdall witnessed a plan that would cause the duplicates of you to⌠well, to fall in love with one another.â
You bowed your head, rubbing your temples with your fingertips. âFucks sake, Loki.â
âYou realise this will strengthen the power of The Trifecta. And I suspect Loki knows this too.â
âWhat did you just say.â
âI am not blessed with my brotherâs intelligence. I have the brawn over the brains, as they say on Midgard. Though I am not the oaf my brother makes me out to be. And...â Thor paused for dramatic effect, tilting his head towards you affectionately. âI read The Trifecta last week. A refresh, if you will.â
âRemind me again what the three components are.â
âThe first is a belief that it is possible to live a longer life. The second, a compelling reason to remain alive for many years. And the third, as you know, is love.â
âAnd you think having our duplicates fall in love somehow multiplies this.â
Thor nodded. âHe takes too many risks. It is⌠unwise.â He glanced over at you sympathetically. âAnd unfair.â
âItâs a risk because we donât know whatâll happen to me.â
âYes. It is my fear something⌠unfortunate⌠may happen due to my brotherâs carelessness.â
You leaned towards the muscular blond and placed a hand on his thigh. It was hard. Solid. Your hand lingered in curiosity, looking down at his armour. âThor, I canât tell you how I know. But⌠everythingâs going to be okay. I promise.
âYou went to see her, didnât you. The one whoâs name we do not speak. Loki made a predictable excuse during your recent break, which I suspect was not to the great Mountains of Asgard.â
You worried your lip between your teeth. âYeah. Yeah we saw her.â
âAnd what did she say of your powers?â
âWell, I donât really have any powers yet.â
Oh really. He cocked his head mischievously, grinning at you. Then what would you call this?
âOkay, okay. The telepathy. Sure.â
Thor looked forward and spoke solemnly. âWe may need you. Asgard may call on you. When I am King.â
You sighed. âThor, we need to stop speaking in riddles. Itâs exhausting.â
âVery well. You will begin to train with Lady Sif. We will say it is good for your mortal form. When we both know we are preparing you forâŚâ He gestured at you vaguely. ââŚwhatever your powers will be.â
âHang on. Youâre saying my powers will kick in later?â
âItâs related to heat, isnât it?â
âWhat?â
âLoki tells me you cannot burn your mortal skin.â
âHuh? When did he tell you that.â
âDuring training, before your visit to the forest. He suspects your powers are of the sun.â
âFucking hell Thor. Itâs a lot to take in.â
âYes. I know.â He placed his hands on his knees and stood, offering his hand to you. âBut we will take care of you. Lady Sif would like to train with you this evening, if you are ready.â
âDoesnât that blow our cover? Me and Loki are in âhoneymoonâ mode, right?â
âYes, which is why you and Lady Sif are meeting here on your balcony for training which we will simply call⌠girls talk. Is that what they call it on Midgard?â He flashed a smile, all too pleased with himself.
You grinned back. âYeah. Something like that.â
***
You slid the soft duvet cover down over your shoulders, the July evening causing you to feel as though you were inside an oven, roasting from the inside out. You wore only a light silky camisole and shorts, feeling the softness of fine Asgardian linen against the bare skin of your legs and arms. You werenât sure when, but the evening began to pull you into the warmth of slumber, falling into the void of inky blackness suspended somewhere between sleep and waking.
And thatâs when you felt it.
The cool of metal armour against your shoulder blades. The scent of leather and city smog. The creaking of centuries-old leather as he pressed his body against yours, wrapping his form around you.
âLoki?â Your voice was hoarse with sleep.
He chuckled. âI certainly hope so. Were you expecting someone else? My brother, perhaps. Or Lady Sif?â His tone was buoyant.
You elbowed him in the stomach lightly. âWhen did you get back?â
A kiss pressed itself to your neck. âJust now.â
âYou smell of London.â
âDreadful place, darling. Dreary. Terribly dirty.â
âYeah. Itâs not for everyone.â
âGods, love.â He snaked his arm around your waist, over your stomach. âYou feel so⌠so warm.â
âWell, you know⌠itâs summer.â
His free hand trailed down your thigh, fingertips lightly brushing your skin. âSo soft. Delicate.â He kissed your cheek, sweeping the hair from your neck and kissing there too. Your back arched of its own accord, pushing your buttocks into his crotch. You squirmed under his touch as his fingertips ghosted under your camisole and over your stomach, the scent of leather intoxicating you and invading your senses.
âHave you always been this lovely?â He nuzzled his face into yours like a cat. An incoherent groan was your response. He brushed his hand over your shoulder causing the thin silk strap of your camisole to fall. He hummed into your shoulder as he kissed it. âLove, I genuinely wanted to sleep. And nowâŚâ
You noticed how one of his thighs surrounded you, feeling the leather of his trousers against your bare skin. Cautiously, he moved his knee forward, pressing into the space in front of you as he pushed your shoulder down on the bed. He straddled you now, both knees pressing into the soft mattress, the black leather pulled taught over every hard line of his legs. You looked up and saw him for the first time, a look of pure love and adoration bleeding into his sharp features.
And lust.
Lust, too.
He laughed, his neck exposed and the skin around his eyes crinkling lovingly. You both remained quiet, looking at each other. Exploring each other. He wore the same armour he wore in the cell. Thick. Black. Imposing.
âWait, are you⌠Loki, are you wearing your boots in bed?â The thought of London city filth grinding into your white sheets gave you the sensation of spiders scuttling over your skin.
âOh⌠have I made an error?â He looked down, brow creasing, his stomach overturning at the feeling of disappointing you.
I simply could not wait to join her in bed.
But perhaps I should have taken a moment to take them off and leave them at the door.
One boot came into your sightline as he lifted his knee and pressed the sole of his boot into the mattress, scrutinizing the evidence of his carelessness. You reached forward as your fingertips grazed over the material. You had never looked at his boots in detail before. You gazed now at the black material, custom-made for him centuries prior, the lattice of leather crossing effortlessly underneath his knees. They were beautiful. Why hadnât you noticed them before? With Loki, there was a lot to take in. Every moment offered a chance to absorb a new crinkle, crease or detail. In his face. His skin. His body. His armour. His leather. And tonight, his footwear.
âKeep them on, Lokes.â You looked up at him like a doe stood in a clearing. âPlease.â
âYouâre certain?â
âYeah. Itâs kinda hot, actually. Like youâre an intruder who broke into my chambers.â
You both felt a sensation in your stomach you could not name. He cocked his head as he looked down at you. You squeezed his hand. He swallowed thickly. Then squeezed your hand in return.
Your word of safety is goblet, yes?
Yeah. And yours is lightning.
Yes darling.
âYouâre sure though, Lokes? After everything youâve been through, I donât want toâŚâ
He leaned down and placed two strong hands either side of your face, his grip equal parts firm and gentle. He kissed you resolutely, transferring his emotion into your body. You felt his chest heave with the exertion of deep breaths.
âI will not hurt you, darling. That is my only limit. I will pretend, yes. But I will not harm you.â
You tugged at the soft flesh of his bottom lip, toying it lightly between your teeth. âYouâre not going to bite me, then?â
âI will certainly try not to. Not in this form, at least.â He winked.
Dork.
Minx.
âAnd how do you feel about daggers?â
âWhat, like, generally?â
A light chuckle. âIn bed. Do you permit my use of knives? I will be careful of course.â
You felt your vagina answer for you.
âIs that a yes, darling?â
âMmm hmm.â You bit down on your own lip.
He pushed himself up and out of bed.
âWait, where are you going?â
âGetting into character. Just, umm⌠lay as you were earlier. Coiled like a serpent. Sleeping.â
âYou got it.â
You resumed your position curled up in bed and steadied your breath, inhaling deeply. You lay there for a minute or two, feeling the thundering thud of your heartbeat in your neck and the sound of blood rushing through your ears. The next thing you heard was heavy footsteps. You felt a large hand over your mouth. Hot breath on your neck. And a low, haughty voice in your ear.
âDo not scream. And you may survive this.â
Jesus Christ on a fucking pogo stick.
You felt cool metal on your shoulder as he placed the flat side of his dagger there.
Too far, love?
No. Go further.
In one swift moment, the dagger lifted up and cut through the straps of your silk vest. You swore you could taste your own pulse.
âAre you the Princeâs beloved mortal?â You felt a firm hand on your shoulder.
âMmm hmmmâŚ.â Your voice box vibrated with nerves.
He turned you easily, removing his hand from your mouth. He climbed on top of you. You opened your eyes. He straddled you, looking down at you with a sneer.
âDo. Not. Scream.â He lifted his eyebrows incredulously, finishing off his words with an arrogant chin-tilt. All you could do was nod. He snorted air out of his nostrils and leaned down, grabbing your jaw firmly as he swiped the flat of his tongue over the side of your face. âYou taste⌠sweet. Hmm. Unsurprising.â
He palmed your breasts firmly, a finger and thumb lingering gently over a nipple before twisting sharply as you yelped. Predictably he chuckled, leering down at you as his dagger sliced through the front of your vest like a hot knife through thick cream. You covered your chest with your hands. He grabbed your wrists and held them down by your sides. You wriggled. You found you could not move. The half-ton God on top of you completely overpowered you. There was nothing you could do. Even if you wanted to.
âP-please donât kill me.â Your voice shook with unpretentious fear. If Loki wasnât busying himself as a deity and divine scoundrel on Asgard, you were certain he was Oscar-worthy.
âAnd why would I do that? When you are so much more valuable as my plaything.â He ripped away your shorts, rendering you naked and helpless beneath him.
He swiped one finger through your folds, holding it level with his eye line and frowning at the evidence. âIf I didnât know better, mortal, I would think you were enjoying this.â He smirked. âWhore.â
He straightened up, his hands fumbling messily with his trousers, his knees pressing into the side of your hips like a vice. As you watched him, your chest heaved. He lay down, forearms either side of you, his hard cock dragging against your inner thigh. You heard a whisper in your ear as a gentle thumb stroked your cheek. âAre you alright?â
âYes.â
âYouâre certain?â
âMmm.â
His fingertips trailed down your arm. He found your hand and squeezed it, waiting for you to return the squeeze, which you did.
âIâm going to be rough. Tell me the very moment I approach your limit. You must, love. Please.â
âI will.â
âI love you, darling.â
âI love you too.â Your eyes had fallen closed again, intoxicated by his overpowering scent. You felt a kiss on your cheek before he fell back into character.
In one thrust, he was inside you. Your eyelids shot open. His hips snapped firmly back and forth, a piston on a machine, leaning down and pressing the hard armour of his chest into the soft flesh of your breasts. His hand found your hair, tugging lightly. You moaned. He buried his head into your shoulder, growling as he administered a particularly forceful thrust. You felt his teeth graze your skin.
Bite me.
No.
Please.
I wonât, daring.
Draw blood.
âNO.â His eyes met yours. He snarled, cocking his head. Your Loki was in there, and you felt safe knowing your gentle lover was still available to you despite the mask created by his overpowering method acting. He swiped his tongue up your neck and reached down to circle your clit with his hands as he continued to penetrate you.
âStop. Please.â Your back arched with pleasure.
He chuckled darkly. âAbsolutely not, mortal.â He spread his fingers over your collarbone, lingering there, before moving up to your neck. He didnât squeeze. But the feeling of his fingers coiled around your neck like a snake made you tremble with desire. He removed his hand and pinned your wrists above you, nibbling at your neck. You felt hot puffs of air on the sensitive skin.
His hips tired and his thrusts became slack as he neared his end. You came like a freight train, moaning out loud, as he pulled out of you and finished himself with his hand, his seed decorating your stomach and breasts. He finished with a ferocious sound, heard only in the wild. Your heart pounded hard in your chest, the shock waves of each beat felt in every cell of your body. Lokiâs breathing steadied and he frowned at you. âAre you alright?â
âYeah. Drowsy. But good.â
âStay there.â
When you opened your eyes, he was wiping your torso with a warm, wet flannel, switching to a fluffy towel to dry you off. âHere, love. Drink this.â He guided you up to sitting and passed you a tumbler of water from the nightstand, one hand around the glass and the other on your back, steadying you. He turned his wrist ninety degrees and your nightwear appeared back on your body, completely intact. He placed the water back down. He kissed your forehead.
âWhat do you need, love?â
âJust you. And some sleep.â
âItâs alright if I get in bed like this?â He gestured to his armour.
âYeah.â
âAnd shall I take my boots off?â
âNo. Keep them on.â
When you woke, you were tangled in him, surrounded by the comforting scent of home.
Whether home was the lingering aroma of Londonâs smog, or the heady scent of leather, you couldnât be sure.
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