#locked behind

I'm hoping you forgive me For this tender place in my heart labeled with your name As I try and scrub it off and away it fades Slowly and painfully And all that will be left is the shadow smear of you The one that meant so much to me One day I will be free of this But before that day arrives I'll etch my remorse in your place To forgive me and my childish ways In disturbing our peace By peeking at our almost lovers chapter And maybe you will read this or not This is my last letter to you before I completely turn to forget To wish you a much more grand love that I was not for you and endless happiness in your future endeavors My last droplet of my love to you, Ruthie