#lmva

On the 15th of June, my dream finally came true. I was to attend the 'Little Monster Video Awards' in Paris because me & @MMathieu_R finished 6th out of 25 videos. We arrived at about 5pm and waited in line for I don't know how long because we all know that @ladygaga wasn't on time ! But hey we finally got in front row centimetres away from the stage. We waited & waited and at one point, we got called by a manager and they told us to come at the back on the left on the stage. We immediatly understood what had happened: We were one of the three videos chosen by Gaga to be the winners ! I burst out into tears and moments later Gaga came on, more beautiful than ever and started performing Born This Way. I couldn't believe I was about to go onstage and meet the woman I've looked up to for so damn long. She called up the first winner and he accepted his award but he wasn't a REAL monster only a fan I guess. Then Gaga went backstage for a few minutes & came out to perform You & I RIGHT in front of us, we were actually like 10 centimeters away from her no joke. At one point she noticed me because I was raising my paw so high screaming and cheering so she gave me a cute little wave and pointed to me for like 10 seconds. It's as if she was performing just for me. Then I knew what was about to happen. I was about to go onstage with @ladygaga. Suddenly, our video started playing on the big screen and everyone was cheering and clapping for it. Then she didn't know if she should call me or @MMathieu_R and someone yelled "OLIVIA" so she called my name out, I went onstage and immediatly ran in her arms and squeezed her as tight as I could. She gave me a huge kiss and I gave her the fanbook ; she really looked happy. I then told her “Gaga, I’m @AlwaysLadyGaga the monster you tweeted do you remember me?” and she smiled and said “Yes I do remember you” I was like holy hooker! Then she gave @MMathieu_R the award and hugged him too, and then she gave me the microphone to do the speech! I decided to go hug her again because I couldn't resist it. Then I took the mic and went in front of 900 people cheering and screaming for me (of which @FedouaLovesGaga and @AlefuckinJandro who were front row) & thanked everybody for helping us win such a prize. I mentioned some monsters in the crowd that I knew and I screamed "MONSTEEEEERS" and raised my paw & apparently @ladygaga was sitting down behing me, smilling and staring at me in wonder. Then, I ran to her and leaped on her to give her the biggest hug yet. I was crying so much and telling her how much I loved her. After that guess what happened? She whispered in my ear "I'll meet you after, okay ?" and I was like OH MY GODGA this is frigging UNREAL so I went like "okay" and got off the stage crying so frigging much I couldn't believe what had happened. Then I went near to the front of the stage and watched in amazement her Edge of Glory performance; she poured champagne all over us and she looked so goddamn happy & her voice was beyond amazing. Then she left but we knew that we were about to meet Queen Gaga once more. We went to get the fanbook that had stayed on the chair on the stage and went up and waited for some time. Then they said we could go in so we did and there she was sitting on a small couch and when we came in she said to me "Hiii again" with a big smile and I felt like I was in heaven. She told us that our video was the best and that all of her staff loved it and she really thought it was amazing. I gave her the fanbook again & she scrowled through the pages and loved the drawings and I told her to look at all the monsters that had helped with the video (a list at the end of the book). She was so happy to see so many drawings with her blue wig ! She said "I will make sure to cherish this." Then I reminded her again "So you remember who I am? @AlwaysLadyGaga the monster you tweeted" and she said "Of course I do" and smiled. Then I gave her my Rolling Stone magasine and she wrote "Olivia, Born This Way" and then asked me how to say "I will always remember" in french so I told her the spelling and she wrote it "Je me souviendrai toujours" and then signed it. She signed our award too and @MMathieu_R's Born This Way album cover. Then we took official pictures with her as she was holding the book proudly. I was over the moon. Then I told her I loved her once more and we left. After months and months of struggle and pain, I FINALLY got to meet @ladygaga TWICE in one night. I feel so proud of myself, nobody can take this away from me, nobody ♥