Update:
Gosh, fuck, rip my heart out.
My heart palpitations are going crazy, and I’m sure that the cup of coffee mixed with anxiety didn’t help.
I don’t know why I’m panicking so severely, but I've been a crying and shaking mess tonight.
I know Shane will love me no matter what, but I can’t stand the thought of him being forced out. It feels like my family is pushing him away from me.
But, luckily, it’s just bringing us closer. Or so I think it will.












