#llbtspost

I've been on my new stimulant medication for treatment-resistant depression for 3 days now, and I think it's starting to help. I can really focus on work, even to the point that I accidentally worked overtime yesterday because I was so absorbed in my spreadsheet. I was able to work with my door open even while the laundry machines were running, which typically is overstimulating. I have felt very little to no pain in my head or eyes even after 8 hours of spreadsheet work. I don't have bad side effects like insomnia, jitters, or anxiety. I even stopped taking one of my anxiety meds the same time I started this one. And I managed to avoid a nap and do a load of dishes and the garbage yesterday.

Han Juwon needing aftercare after having vanilla sex. If you even care.

My psychiatrist is gonna try putting me on a stimulant during the day to see if that yanks me out of my depression and helps me get shit done during the day rather than work, come home, nap 2-3 hours, sit in my chair 2-3 hours, and then go to bed for 8 hours. I hope it gives me some energy and motivation, but I'm worried it might just give me Ultra Anxiety and Autism 9000.

I cut my nails, buzzed my head, and put on a cactus gel face mask. Butch spa day.

Returned to writing after a year plus and Han Juwon finally begged let that old man touch him.