#lla post

I had a mild emotional breakdown last night. I felt alone, depressed and angry at myself for letting everything I worked for slip through my fingers. 

The only good that came of it was it really showed me how awesome my friends are. 

As soon as they got wind of me shattering, they drove straight over and took me away. They gave me tea and cuddles and I was so grateful that I cried some more. 

So now I’m just a bit lost. I have lost the idea of where the hell I will be next year and I’ve lost knowing what I even want with my future. 

But at least I know that I have a bunch of lovely people who would get out of bed at 2AM to come and comfort me. 

Over the last couple of months I’ve been so absent online what with school and juggling 2 jobs for a while there.

I just feel so lucky that you guys have stayed, and that even a few more of you have decided to stick around for a while longer.

Why she felt the need to move them I have no idea, and they literally aren’t anywhere else in the apartment.