#ljpost

I liked you better before you were always chasing the dragon down i-95, but i guess there's some things no one should ever cut to.She said "shut your mouth, ive seen better lines painted on lipstick sheets and I'm blind, i always saw myself as the last fish in the tide until i up and died" So now ill find myself lying on sidewalks and turn-lanes with my lips sewn, I like you but I always liked myself better a fork in the road.

Suji: My baby sister, you’re an amazing person and beautiful too. I want to always see you happy and never be upset. I hate it when you’re upset, because it affects me too. Please know that though I’m gone, you may still talk to me about anything you’d wish, okay? I love you.

I have thought long and hard about this, and it’s come to my decision that maybe it’s best to leave this place. No one obviously likes me, that’s for certain. And so, it’s best to just leave. I know none of you would really care about reading this, please don’t try to act like you care by trying to stop me. But I thought I might just say an official goodbye. Thanks for what has been a somewhat great time. Though I am hurt, I just can’t bare to stay any more. This place, it’s just too heartbreaking and painful for me. I thought I’d be able to be one of those people who can finally say that I’ve found a source of happiness in my life, but I guess I was wrong. No, it’s okay, I’m not blaming anyone but myself, I’m just too foolish and naive and think everything will somehow fall into place in my life, I was completely and utterly wrong about that, as always. Happiness never comes my way, and I’m one of those people who are dead set meant to live a life in the dark, alone. So I bid everyone goodbye, please don’t try to find me.