#lizzy-the-nerd

Shake it Off actually has power over me. i just hear it and i cant be anything but smiling. like maybe its not the biggest smile but im grinning even when its been one of /those/ kind of days. this song always makes me happy

the new dungeons and dragon campaign im playing in makes me happy. its the smallest group i’ve ever played with (3 party members and a dm!) and its the best. every other time i’ve played its been with like 6 or 7 people so things tend to end up going pretty slowly, which is less than ideal, but those groups have been filled with people i like so its just another chill hangout time anyways. but this campaign is just me and my two friends who actually know what theyre doing and a newbie who’s really jumped into the game and is really fun to roleplay with. my barbarian and his kobold are constantly making fun of each other while our party wizard is just laughing in the background and its great and ugh i’ve missed this so much

my spoken word stuff makes me happy. i’ve never really had anything like this in my life: this thing that i work with other people and alone; something i can be constantly working on no matter where i am or i can shelf it for a week and everything is right where i left it!!!! this is great. it feels good to let my stories out of me and do these cool things that other people can also enjoy and its fantastic

my best friends’ house is probably my favourite place in the world right now. whenever im over i always feel welcome and my two favourite people are there (because my two favourite people are brothers see)

my sisters computer. i just built it for her with my friends help. i mean, my friend did like all of the actual building part, but i was squirreling paychecks away for the last month or two to afford all the parts for her machine and now its finally here. her hard drive bricked like two months ago, so we swapped it out for an sdd that didnt really agree with her old motherboard, saying it would work perfect in the new desktop we had planned and wow its fantastic. her machine is more powerful than mine and whenever i look at hers im happy because my sister has never had a computer of her own and has only ever had other people’s handmedowns so im really happy for her to have this nice thing that was made just for her and is entirely hers.