Aww sweetie I'm so sorry, I don't have it as bad as you, but I go through pretty much the same thing with my older brother... It's no fun just because I'm girl with different aspirations doesn't mean that I'm not as good as him! I can't imagine how it feels at that kind of level, I'm sorry this is happening to you and I hope things improve for you soon. It'll all be okay as long as you have friend to talk to you and remember to keep a smile on that pretty face of yours <3
right? my brother grew up drawing so i was always cast under his shadow for it, and i've been working to try to be better so maybe for once i can be noticed, and lately i've been told "looks like your brother's" and that.. doesn't help either..
it's okay, i'm trying my hardest to push through it to the best of my ability, and the well wishes are always very nice, so thank you very much!!