#litzy

Ive been cooking on/off with phangoria bc its rotted my brain and lemmie tell you ive been COOKING theres ventura the scarlet courtier whos an emotional cerenullus (its a phaengoryan condition where the emotional side of the brains development is severely slowed to the point where there is lack of emotion or an inappropriate response to a situation) she has a morbid fascination with "leeches" (a version of gross icky vampires lowkey /affectionate) because its one of the few things that cause her to FEEL an emotion strongly, shes a lil nutsy for it o3o

I also have a BUTT LOAD of navy courtiers that ive been juggling for months now! Namely ramó, enan, nina, mila, ale, aaand beto, theres cucu (cool hat dude) but hes not part of the crew like the rest of em, i could go on for AGES abt them all but they all have toyhouse profiles now and i happen to have spent a lot of time on them for it! You can check them out here if you want!

Oh and at the very bottom is my latest creation litzy <3 shes a mute pale courtier who communicates via pale spells! (fire go brrrr) im not sure what else to do with her just yet but i already love her teehee <3

This one would definitely be really fascinating to get into, but it's also a very heavy and emotional scenario, and would probably require some more research for me to get it right. It's The Sore-Spot for Isac and it'd give an interesting look to his pain and insecurity under all his usual confidence. However, it's also The Sore-Spot for Isac (it touches on his phobic-level fears, sense of feeling inherently inadequate/not enough and his fear of abandonment over it) and I already know I'd feel like I was torturing him writing about it :')

They'd also be a lot younger here and their relationship would be more fresh. It would be when Litzy were more young and stupid and more reactive, before they learned to communicate better (spoiler: this is a big part of why this conflict went as badly as it did...)

But yeah... I will definitely think about this and consider mapping this out into a draft, as there's so much emotion and development possible here, and just general foundation-building toward the events that happen in CYE (I think it would give some more insight to why Isac reacted the way he did when he finally talked to Nathan about this, since that wasn't through Isac's POV.)

It can be a very sensitive topic I feel, but I always try to approach things with empathy, honesty, and kindness for all viewpoints, so I try not to limit my writing just because something could be sensitive. Maybe more of Isac's POV on this could be beneficial in highlighting this generally minority-experience, since I don't think it's seen a lot in any kind of media tbh.

I don't usually post prompts on the blog to avoid spoiling my possible WIPs more than I already do, but I just wanted to ask if this would be a topic/theme of interest for more of you? xx