#littleflash

December 3, 2017

10weeks.

November 12, 2017

6weeks.

To confirm if I’m really preggy...

November 1 and 3 were urine tests. November 8 was a serum test.

I still remember the first time I took the PT. I'm on graveyard shift duty and was very nervous. Praying while waiting for the result.. The 2nd line made me confused because it’s blurred! Oh God. Is it a postive or negative? 😱

While Juan’s on duty too downstairs, I still didn't told him about it. Hinatid na niya ko pauwe, sinundo papasok kumain pa muna sa burger king before duty. I ate nuggets and run to the restroom to vomit. Little Juan didn't like it. Lol. And boyfie asked me what happened, hindi ko parin sinasabi even though inaasar na niya ko na baka buntis ako while looking at me with his sparkling eyes and smiling (he really wanted to have a baby na kahit nung bago palang kame) and tadaaaa! The universe heard him. 🙄😂

Then naisip ko to have a 2nd PT which was Nov. 3 after my duty again when I got home. There malinaw na malinaw na. I don't know what to feel. I went to my room crying. Sent a pic of the PT to Lovely my bestfriend, she told me to calm down and rest coz it's not good for the baby. Thank you Tita Ninang for being there. For being patient with me. MIXED EMOTIONS.