#littledidweknow

Things w/ S have been good...

He’s good to me and treats me with love and respect..

We see each other pretty often, but when we don’t, he’ll text me first and check up on me..

I still stress myself out sometimes when he doesn’t text or call me after he gets off work.. it’s always nothing.. he’ll be drinking w/ coworkers or something.. or sometimes he’ll 읽씹 unintentionally.. but I know it’s just his stupid phone..

He DOES call when it matters though.. for example the other day he was watching a new TV show, and he had said before that he wanted to watch a new show with me, together, and the show he was watching reminded me of him so he called me..

It was a show about the last man on earth and he finally finds this other girl and they’re total opposites but they’re forced to be together cuz they have to procreate.. and it reminded him of me cuz we’re not forced to be together and we choose to be together and we have so much in common.. and the scene where he called me is when they’re talking about marriage and the girl forces the guy to propose to him ㅋㅋ (found this out later when we were watching the show together)

Anyway~ he was telling me how he loves that we come from similar backgrounds and we can relate and 공감해 to so many things and how that makes our relationship even better~ ㅎㅎ

I know I can trust him and that he’s not one to do anything bad or shady.. A even told me the other day,

“I can tell that S really likes you”

But sometimes I go against my better judgment and freak out a little..

너무 좋아서 그런가봐... ><

The sex has also been great~~~~ ㅋㅋㅋ We’re able to orgasm together more frequently.. :p and when I can’t, he always makes it up to me :)

There was only one other guy that I was able to orgasm during missionary.. SH.. but it’s so much easier w/ S~ I think it’s an anatomy thing... Our bodies just fit really well together~ <3

And yesterday I had the longest orgasm of my life!! It just kept going on and on and on~~~~~~ ㅋㅋㅋ amazing~

So yeah~ things are good... really good.. He makes me happy and I’m so happy to be with him and I thank God for him every night!

We went out for dinner yesterday and were talking about our relationship before we started going out... I asked him why he would tell me he liked me but not do anything about it and he finally told me his side of the story..

He had a good first impression of me..

“첫인상은 좋았어”

Cuz I remember we were talking about the walking dead and FPS games and he found it so cool that I was into those things, too ㅋㅋ

We hung out pretty infrequently at first, but not so long after he met me, he asked A if A liked me, cuz I guess he noticed it when we hung out, and A told him that he did like me... so he didn’t really pursue me or anything..

Then we became movie buddies and hung out more, but remember that night when we first went clubbing together cuz his friends were here from the states and then I got 삐졌어 cuz he didn’t walk me home? Well when he saw how all the bouncers and bartenders there knew me (cuz of G), he thought we wouldn’t match well together cuz he’s not the clubbing type and he thought that I totally was..

And then the time he met G and she kept asking him about me and he told her he didn’t like me that way and I cried and he came back to find me and I ended up staying at his place? He really didn’t like G and thought that if that was the type of company I keep, again, we wouldn’t match well together...

So all those things combined (A liking me, him thinking I was too much of a party girl, and having people like G as a friend) made him think we wouldn’t be compatible.. even though he liked me..

참 신기하고 웃기지? I kept G around and hung out w/ her a lot, drinking and clubbing, cuz I wanted to meet guys and find a boyfriend... Little did I know that that was keeping S away from me... and little did he know just how compatible we really are and how much in common we have.. He tells me that sometimes he still can’t believe it~ Hence the I can’t believe this is really happening to me, I’m so happy eyes I guess ㅋㅋ which is usually followed by a smile and a

“ugh~ freaking mykastory~~~~”

to which I usually respond,

“키키 I love you too~”

“I love you too~ babe~”