Jul 4
it's been really nice knowing you all and i met some lovely people on here but unfortunately there's a spider on my ceiling so i will be passing away, the spider can have all my shit it wins
#i live alone. it is 1am. i am SEVERELY arachnophobic#like. panic attack level#managed to stop hyperventilating but might still be crying and cold sweating and shaking lmao#WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN WHEN EVERYONE IS ASLEEP IT'S LIKE THEY'RE NOCTURNAL OR SOMETHING#i have lived here for just over 2 years and this is my first time having this issue here#eden is either sleeping or sleepy and about to my parents are asleep i need everyone to like. idk cheerlead me rn#but also. how the fuck do you kill a spider when you're arachnophobic lmaooo#usually i use the insecticide spray but a) it is above my kitchen and b) it is ON THE CEILING#the scariest thing they do is drop if i spray it itll drop#if anyone comes at me with noooo don't kill spiderssss :( im blocking you immediately lmao#i got One Phobia and like abandonment issues and thats about it tf#everyone gets 100 fear points n the universe put at least 95 of mine in spiders#personal#vent#rambling into the void#someone please come save me i want to go to bed i have work in the morning kms
