#like something's missing

people say Gotham is the worst city in the world crime-speaking

and like that's true but

it's not like we can get rid of our villains

we don't want to get rid of our villains

they're part of our ecosystem

you don't get rid of trees in a forest, what's a forest without trees

what's Gotham without its villains

I feel like there’s something missing.

Like I supposed to remember something.

But I can’t.

No matter how hard I try.

I feel weird.

Like I’m being lied to.

Or someone’s trying to keep me from seeing something.

From seeing others.

From seeing myself.

There’s a story I’m supposed to tell.

But I don’t know the words.

I don’t know the events.

I only know bits and pieces.

Scattered in the wind.

With the little whispers blowing against my ears every now and again.

I stare out to the sky.

Watching the sun set.

And all I can feel is this looming sense of dread.

Like something bad is going to happen.

I know what will happen.

But it’s taking too long.

And I’m tired of waiting.

I want my answers.

Even if that answer is that I’m just crazy.

But I don’t think I’m crazy.

Because so many people feel it too.

People I don’t know, somehow know me.

Got drawn to me.

Sought me out.

Knew me.

When I don’t even know myself.

There’s a dark cloud settling over our world.

And a barrier between ours and others is starting to break.

What will really happen when it all comes down?

Do we die?

Or do we go Home?

I feel invisible.

Can you see me?

Can I see you?

Something’s wrong and I don’t know what it is.

I go to bed every night and stop breathing.

And I wake up to a vibration in my body and a tiredness all over.

I can’t wake till the sun is at the top of the sky.

Cause I can’t see myself when it’s dark.

Also called Diphylleia Grayi.

A song that is so very sad but so very beautiful. His voice and the lyrics paint a picture. I generally don’t like to find beauty in sadness but there’s something about this song that is hard to describe. His almost quiet and breathy tone, the piano, the gradual crescendo of instruments with his voice, the gentle sorrow, it’s sad but so very poetic.

Jonghyun really knew how to make songs beautiful and moving. The ending, right after he stopped singing… almost couldn’t deal with it.