Oct 7, 2025
I’ve been an anxious nervous wreck all evening and idk why
#like it was... fine#went to bible study#it was normal#honestly calmer than normal murder only got brought up once#but I felt sick like most of the time#and me and my sister were talking on the way home#and it wasn’t super serious stuff that came up but it was a little#and then I almost cried#and almost told her about things that happened many years ago but I held my tongue because I don’t even KNOW where that came from#so idk WHAT my problem is#I’m probably emotionally constipated or whatever it is people say#I feel like one of those shaky purse dogs. you know.#that is me rn#delete later
