#lightmender

“This was a fun day, I got to see Elhanan out of his normal cool demeanor, I shall always remember this day. For the fact, he will never admit it, he enjoyed being in the spotlight. “

I am blessed for all that the light has seemed to deem fit,  I must say I would not change a thing. I would not have five wonderful children. All who have my heart and soul. I wouldn’t have met the people I have, and now I even find myself going. Though all this pain, I found solace in some point, though I still look over my shoulder.  I still find loneliness to be my biggest fear.   I have wonderful friends in Zaria, Elhanan, Xin, and now the departed Darien, may his soul rest in the afterlife. I miss you, and your crazy inventions, as much as I sounded angry, I always tried to be there.  

I secretly crave, crave that scent again Still feel lit pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again [Chorus:] And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling No secrets, deception for these would tear this down I'll note the past spare the pain Words match my deeds with brutal honesty Never forget these choices were made by me And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through.